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And finally, we come to the end of the year 2012; the last page of this thick book because it was such an eventful year. Traditionally, I'll usually type some year end reflections but I'll do a belated one (maybe typing tomorrow) because I'm like sick and I gotta have some rest. Yeah, not such a sweet 16 after all. Sick on my birthday... Hahahah it's okay, at least it was a really blessed day to end the year with!

Goodnight. :)




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REFLECTIONS FOR 2012 FINALLY UP. HERE YOU GO.

♥.

Hello!! :D Went for my job training today! Actually was rather worried in the beginning at first cause I was worried about who were gonna be my co-workers (I don't really call them my colleagues since we are all tempt staffs right..?) and if I was able to make any friend by lunch so I don't go lunch alone like a loner! And plus I wasn't really familiar with the place there...

Lo and behold! When I entered a small conference room to fill out a form, I saw two classmates smiling at me! So much relief. Things just got better. Entered a bigger conference room for the briefing and saw 5 other classmates! That's like 7 friends!! ^^ Think we were the biggest group there. Many were just... 2-3, the most 5. We were eight! xD And my I/C for sport marketing was such a cool person! Pretty, super flexible and cool. Totally understand teenagers like us. She said that we can reach RX anytime we want as long as we set up the store by 11. And she said since RX would be pretty much a dead town by 7, we can start packing up at 730pm. While I heard from others, reach there at 6-7 am and then may have to leave by 12 am. Madness. So thankful for the job! ^^

Night chats to make my night.

Here we go!!

Really busy week ahead. Going out every single day up till the 2nd of Jan. And work starts 3rd Jan! LOLOL. -Only weirdo around that works in Jan instead of Dec yeah.- Need the money. Like honestly. Spent almost all my year's saving and I feel really bad for spending my parents' money for clothes. Time to be independent!! ^^ Having work training tomorrow and YES I GET PAID TOO EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE TRAININ' ME. WHAT JOY.

Was added into the whatsapp group recently and BOY DOES IT KILL MY PHONE'S BATTERY. Went out at 930 with 100% and came home around 3pm with 9%. (Y) But it kills a lotttttt of boredom. ^^ OH. It's 1030-ish now. SHOULD HEAD DOWN AND SLEEP SOON. :D

First time wearing a cap in photos. Guess I didn't look thatttt bad with caps yeah?

IT WAS LOVE.

SOOOOOOOOOOOO. I'm finally back!! :)

Started the week with a batch breakfast! So the initial plan was to meet at west coast mac at 730 so that we can eat till 830 and take a bus down to church and report by 845. Well since reporting time was up till 845... :P And directions given by Joanne and I was to clearly go to clementi station and take a 175 down or JE station and take 143, 51, then walk over. But gene didn't listen to us and decided to trust the Internet. LOOK. And in the end they took some unknown bus, got lost, and took a cab in the end. And the rest is history, THEY REACHED AT 830. LOLOL. In the end we reported to church at 945. HAHAHAHA. Joke.

Overall my last teens camp of my life as a camper wasn't as much as I expected. It was such a busy camp cause I was helping the costume comm to rush out all the costumes that were needed for the nativity play which was in a weeks' time. So whatever free time or play time that we could afford, it was almost all spent on making costumes. Sadly. :( So I hardly touched the guitar this whole camp... Meh. :(

Cutest camper goes to this boy! P.S. we were standing on stairs that's why. HAHAH! He's really good at the guitar for his age too! And is really cute in the whatsapp group chat :P Oh. An Australian with a cute accent. As in, not as strong as Kenny's. :P

Oh and did I mention so much drama going on in my last camp? x.x Number one, a lot of... erm... I don't know how to put it but yeah, many of the people in costume comm were really annoyed and irritated by this particular person and also cause due to stress, many of them sort of broke down. And so Hannah and I as the oldest did some comforting. And number two, someone younger confessed to me. And got super jealous and emotional when I was with another guy that he suspects that he likes me too. I understand it's a mix of immaturity but... urghhhh. And then number three, super stressed from the nativity play prep. Stressed till the point I broke down two days before the cantata cause there was this teacher who kept making me repeat the same line over and over again. But honestly I thought the way she wanted me to say it was so... unnatural. (Turned out on the day of play I just totally didn't do EVERYTHING that she told me to and strictly went according to what I learnt in drama-in-curriculum during sec 2. ^^ and WALA, all said I saved the best for the performance, and of course, Thank the Lord.) The cast only got to know of their roles like exactly a week before the nativity play and they all had to memorize the scripts. And yes, the worst was the narrator. And yes, I was the narrator. Though thankfully I only had to memorize the first and last scene, nonetheless, what I was supposed to memorize was significantly the most out of the other cast members. And we all know this poor girl over here have bad memorisation skills. Thank the Lord for the sustenance to memorise all that I needed in the end.

FAITH.

And it turned out on the day of the cantata that only Diana came. Guess she's really one true friend. :) Then one whole bunch of people went to clementi mall after that for dinner! There were like 16 of us initially. Then samuel came. And then brother joined me after having dinner with his friends. Plus later vanessa + victoria came. So it's like... 20 people..? HAHAHAH. And it was the night where brother realized that I was the kind of person that many people would want to tell their secrets to. And so he found me a scary person cause too many people have told me their secrets (although I don't really see a link.) As much as I don't really fancy a big table of people eating together cause ultimately, you won't get to talk to people at the other end of the table, it was still very much a blessed time spent with like-minded brethren. Indeed, Christian friends are truly the ones that will be with you forever until eternity because they are the ones that you'd be seeing in heaven.

Hail! -Jeanon who was Gabriel the angel's pose-

On the day of Christmas eve service, which is also the day after the cantata, my family left straight after the service (as usual). But many of my friends were searching for me. But cause brother brought his school friend to church, he could afford to stay in church for awhile since he didn't follow my family. Ended up, he became my middleman. When he came home, the first thing that he said to me was, "Ey you got a lot of Christmas gifts you know!!" And then he also comoplained how awkward it was for him to receive those gifts on my behalf because my friends will go "Ey where's your sister ah?" And he'll answer "Oh she went home already." And upon knowing this, my friends all say "Ah like that ah, oh then can you pass this to her? Sorry I didn't write yours/make your share." AHAHAHA SO CUTE MY FRIENDS. And it turned out, out of the several gifts that he took out from his bag, only one packet of cookies were his... the rest were mine... :P Oops. Felt a bit guilty for him to take all those gifts for me. OH WELL, but that's cause he always stick to his usual bunch of 2-3 same close friends. Not that I've got a lot of close friends in church, just that I've got quite a number of good friends too. That's why. :)

Oh and today was spent shopping but yet, I didn't get anything for myself. Too worned out from the week. Haven't really had a good night's rest yet ever since break camp... :/ Oh yeah and I happened to stumble across the video... picture(..?) montage of the June camp this year. Feeling so nostalgic now. Remember how we used to talk a lot during those times but we hardly talked this Dec camp though we were in the same group... Sigh. Too busy. And you slept too soon. We didn't have any late night chats too. And... it's our last ever teens camp but we didn't even take a proper photo together. Sighhhhh. LOLOL. Do I sound lovesick? I'M HONESTLY. NOT. In love. LOLOL.

Back to June.

Just... dropping by.

Imprints on my mind for Sunday in chronological order.

1. Gabriel still remembers me. :)
2. Had a nice lunch with Chewie and Joyce.
3. Went to vivo with brother after dinner; parents insisted he followed me...
4. Brother told me he thinks I can make it to hwachong that doesn't seem joking nor sarcastic. Think he study too much until his sense of logic went haywire. Oh wait, he doesn't study... -.-
5. Found out in jc physics is known as the "king of science" and lit is known as the "king of humans" and brother takes the both of them and he's only one of the three in his batch that has this subjects combination.
6. He seem to never stop amusing me about his academic abilities... -.-
7. Went to macs at ARC. Brother treated me mc cafe's able crumble. Probably he was feeling rich and kind. P.S.: He offered to treat me. I didn't even say anything. (Y)
8. Went home to pack for tomorrow. Started at 11 and ended 15 mins ago.
9. Will be inactive for a week...




10. OFF TO CAMP! ♥

Same same... But different..?

Got to admit my previous post title sounds a little depressing. HA. So it kind of pushed me to post an entry so people won't see that as the first header when they scroll away in my blog. So... YF camp just ended! Actually I sort of little bit regretted that I didn't go for it but... oh well. Next year I guess! But then again, it won't be the same next year cause some will not be there for camp anymore. It'll be... different...

Oh btw, have not done anything to the christmas cards ever since I've finished making them. Ahhhh. Cause still not confident enough of holding a pen yet... HAHAHAH.

GAHHHH. Just saw the photos on facebook of YF camp. Okay regret regret. Bleh. :(

So sick of us.

HELLOOOOOOZ. Have been talking about my future with quite a number of seniors recently. Hahaha does this make me sound like I'm a super kiasu person? Actually not. Cause my seniors have been pressing me about whether I wanna go jc or poly or IB (the last one is impossible for a dumb soul like me). Probably cause they're promoting their school to me. LOLOL. So they keep asking me what course I wanna take or what subject combination I wanna take. But my first and foremost answer that I'd always give would be "I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE." Then when asked to choose which institution I wanna go, I'll say "I don't wanna go jc because I'm really afraid of GP and H2 Bio. But I don't take geog and physics. I don't wanna go poly cause I'm not sure what course I wanna take and I really dislike having to hassle over what to wear everyday." As stupid as the second reason sound, it's about more of the reason why I don't wanna go poly than my first reason.

Anywayzzzz. Went to watch 南方小样牧场. Such a warm movie. :) How the characters communicated through doodling on exam scripts... Too cute!! :P But I don't understand why they had to cut Jian ManShu's hair SO VERY SHORT. It's gave her sucha boyish look and... uh... I thought that concept didn't really fit the characters around her that well..? It was too short alreadyz. D: I'd definately watch it a second time if people ask me to! HAHAHAH! But timing must match first hor. :P

Progress of watching A Werewolf Boy: Zero. Bleh. No time watch cause I'd be going camp next week and next next week would probably be a mad rush. And then there's still Hotel Transylvania, that Jackie Chan movie that's gonna be released around the 20+ of December. And Les Misérables! Oh and I hate to admit this but I saw the trailer for So Undercover and it seems like a funny movie despite Miley Cyrus being the lead. :P I NEED A MOVIE MARATHON. BAHAHA.

Alright enough about my blabbing on movies. Realised when the battery of my phone reaches 3%, it stays there reeeeeeeally long! :P

Effort cannot be exactly measured, but it can be seen. But I can hardly see it, much less feel it. Sometimes I ask myself am I the only one that's foolishly clinging on by myself?

How do I say this...

So many covers of songs being uploaded on Facebook. Some does it rather well but others... A bit... Heh. Alright, not like I can do it better or something. Just something worth 2 cents of me. HAHAHA.

I wanna watch A Werewolf Boy!! But number one, can't find time. And number two, can't find people to watch with me. Don't know anyone around me free AND interested in Song Joong Ki at the same time. :(

Happened to look through brother's prom photos. HAHAHAH. Can still remember him complaining how senseless the theme of his prom was. A Red Carpet Affair. And he was like "Wear red suit meh." HAHAHAHA. Don't worry. The theme of Futuristic was kind of... Meh too. But btw, the hairstyle that his friends helped him styled... Wasn't what I was expecting. HAHAHA. Sorry, you could have looked better though. :P The side fringe thing looked kinda weird on you. Maybe try going for the clean cut look. :P AIYO. I totally sound like a mean sister RIGHT. HAHAHAH. IT'S OKAY. JUDGE ME ALL YOU WANT, FELLAS. I can live with it. :)

I've got a lot of things on my mind recently but I just don't have the time to type everything down here. And I also realized some people actually knows my url. Blehhhh. But I don't want to keep locking then unlock and then lock and then unlock my blog. So troublesome. Before I wanna view my blog, need to log in and blah blah blah. So I've been kind of filtering the contents that goes on my blog. Sigh... Blogger has lost it's inital purpose to me. I can't post even 80% of what's on my mind and my thoughts anymore. Maybe now it's 50%? Daily happenings. And maybe a little reflections here and there.

Anyway, have been untagging ugly photos of myself on facebook. Bleh. Eyebags -- bane of my life ttm man. But need a mass untagging session cause I don't like to see 1K++ photos on my profile. It's somehow... intimidating. No? Maybe it's just me. Bleh. HEHEHE. And I finally started watching Secret Garden. The beginning was kind of boring but then it became interesting and now it's becoming a little... draggy. Oh well. I shall finish watching this last drama before I go for camp! Can't wait for teens camp btwz. And then my January job. Yeah. Like pky, I want a new environment quite badly.

We are not that great after all.

Once in a lifetime. :)

Helloooooooooooo! I don't care I'm being typical and saying it's 121212 today! Cause it's the last time we'll ever get to see this kind of date. Finally finished making allllll the christmas cards! ^^ Now what I'm left to do is to write in them. Heh heh. Actually I can't really think of what to post now. Bleh. Heheheh. Posting for the sake of posting. What a boring person. :P

축하한다 !♡

It's officially 121212 in KST. And according to Twitter, that means it is B1A4's 600th days of debut! And with that, they already held a solo concert, and have 7 albums/EPs, of which one is a full-length album. Not many rookie groups are able to accomplish such feat. And not to mention members have been taking part in the production of the album songs. So they are not just your ordinary flower-face guys. They have more than that. And that's why I respect them a lot.

Oh and I heard it's seungri's birthday too? Happy birthday VI!

So back to SGT, 121211 still. Woke up for lunch and then felt like baking again. So I told my parents that I felt like baking. :P But we didn't have cocoa powder, nutella and milk. So papa and I headed out to get those stuffs. Weeee! I baked Nutella Mug Cake! Yep! A cake in a mug! ^^ But... my mug was kinda too small for the recipe so while I sent the cake for baking, it literally exploded out of the mug like a volcano. BOOM. It was super amusing yet... a little disappointing cause I failed to estimate properly. But the final product turned out to be decent! Whole family loved it. Give me face or not don't care. At least got people eat it. :P I mean... at least it's edible lah. :D

But as a result of the unexpected explosion of the cake, I ended up baking longer than expected. So means I didn't do any cards in the afternoon. Only started after dinner. And I've only completed 10 so far ever since yesterday. But I guess the next 10 would be rather easy cause they are the... erm... for not so close but good friends one. Heheheh. So the design would be more or less homogenous. :)

On a side note. I like people who keep to their "ttyt"s. :)

Fruitful! :)

All tucked nicely in bed and I'm racing against 12% of phone battery to type down this entry. Hope my brain thinks faster than my phone depletes in its battery.

Had a pigging out session with Daniel today at sakae! Heheheh! Wanted to eat more, but on the account that I've got 22 Christmas cards to hand-make, plus I'm preparing a small little surprise for Christmas for close friends, plus I've got so many December baby friends, plus I've yet to get pky her present... so summing everything up, I've got to save quite a bit in order to do all those. Went around paper market and it was so lousy D: all the Christmas scrap materials were ugly. So disappointing. Bleh. Then we went to daisy to get my box and I finally fulfilled one of my wish that is to try out the drinks that was sold in daiso! Ey they were not bad quite good! ^^ Daniel had melon yogurt soda and I had grape soda. Duh. I love grape-flavoured-anything. :D

Went home to finally start my conquest on making 22 Christmas cards! Do do do. All the way till about 11. And then ern-min whatsapp me from yf camp! Yf camp is in Malaysia this year and he was leeching on JQ's connection. Aiyo. :P But what a great late night chat. :) Reminiscing on past years' teens camps like the late night chat I had with William Kenny Kaishuin Grace and Hannah on the last night of the camo last year and how Kenny was talking about his life stories that were so amusing funny and interesting and talked about my future (..?) Yeah Hahahah. Ahhh love these late night talks. :)

Can't wait for teens camp! :D

Rejoice!

Okay I know I already said goodnight on Twitter and I switched off the lights in my room and got ask comfy. But then I got up again I decided I should end the day with a short post cause good things happened today and they are worth being penned... err... typed(..?) down.

Mummy woke me up early in the morning at 730 just to tell me that kitchen for me to use strictly only between 9-11 today. For baking of course. :) Did a yoghurt cupcake instead of a cake! Since I had quite a lot of leftover cupcake liners from my previous bake, I decided I should make yoghurt cupcake instead of yoghurt cake. :P Turned out better than my previous bake! But then ambitious me decided to do a whipped cream based lemon glaze. Someone remind me never ever to mix anything sour or acidic with anything that is milk-based please. So my cupcakes ended up not having any topping/glaze/icing. BUT. Regardless of the messed up glaze, I don't care and hereby declare... PROJECT BAKE TWO; SUCCESS!! ^^

Then lunch then afternoon. Touched my guitar once again. Like seriously play it. Went on from 1230-230. Even now I'm still feeling the after effects of hardcore playing. Well actually not not exactly hardcore but since it's been cafes since I last played the guitar for so long, it's considered quite strenuous for me. My fingers are like semi-numb now. Was practising how to incorporate partial melody playing into chords plucking. LOLOL. If you even understand my language. Was training my ears anyway. Trying to re-familiarise myself with the guitar.

Went for my first yf!! Sat with odelia since Hannah was late. Up till now, Brian and Joyce are like one of the not-so-scary/most approachable yfers around that I know cause I'm sort of always (..?) talk to them in church. But even as I'm growing up, I see them becoming the more senior youths in yf, I can't help but feel that time passes too fast and sometimes I do dislike the big gap between our ages. It's like not long soon after I'll be join yf, they'll be leaving yf for yaf. Anyway, left after message. Hehehe and Raphael still remembers me! :) Forgot what he said but he said something to me while we brushed past each other. Heheheh nice senior indeed. :) Glad to see other teens at yf too. They made my first yf experience a whole lot less scarier.

Thank God for a blessed day. :)

AND YES, GOODNIGHT. :D

Nothing much.

Had a pounding headache until 330 am in the morning and alarm was at 730 am. Mum went to my room and switched off the alarm and then told the half-conscious-me to sleep till 9. Woke up, CLEANED MA ROOM. Literally wiped everything in my room except the walls and windows. xD And yes inclusive of my toilet. Tsk. The new maid's having such a good life. Ah no. I started cleaning my table and then it started getting addictive and then I began to cleaned my whole room. Heh. Happens to me all the time. Clean a small area and then slowly reaching out to other areas and clean them too. Some kind of clean freak disease. Bleh.

Went out to phoon huat to buy some whipped cream.

Hopefully I'll be able to bake some yoghurt (cup)cakes. :)

Received some moe letter at night and turned out to be some good progress award..? And then papa started to tease me about how I finally got an award for academics. But it's nothing to boast about cause as the name suggests, good progress. Urgh, means you were from bad to better. Why want to let the whole world know that you were bad once. Brother got some merit bursary..? Yeah smart ass. Oh and he told me that his classmate purposely slacked in sec 1 & 3, then chiong at sec 2 & 4 to receive the good progress award. LOLOL. Okaycan...

Shall go bathe naoz.

Something I don't deserve.

Already into six days of December, yet this is the first time I'm typing an entry for the month. Teehee. Oh well. So then. Have been spending A LOT ever since O levels are over. Thought I'd spend lesser after prom, but somehow, nothing seems to be changing. There's still a hole in my pocket. Sighs. And apparently a group of us got scammed by Edwin and ended up paying 25 bucks for Seoul Garden. A bit regret. Should have eaten Ajisen with Diana. LOLOL. Cause the food there ain't that great to worth 25 after all. But it was fun hanging out with a weird combination of Myet & Christine, along with Diana and abusing Jason's phone while he was away having an affair with public toilets. So conclusion of that day: everyone has got an Instagram account except me. Dear dear... And I shall not create one cause I think a Twitter account is enough. :)

This was used as his lock screen. Then we decided to take another one for his home screen. His reaction when he saw this was "Eh" with a super blank face x1000. Then he went ahead and unlocked his phone and the below picture was greeting him. And then he went "Ehh!" with a super blank face x100000. HAHAHAH GOTCHA.

So many troubled friends recently. Hmmmmz. I know it's useless to say cheer up because you'd obviously have done that if you could. But just know that God has His purpose in all these happenings and He will show you His will in His own perfect timing. Everything will eventually fall in place, so at least for now, don't be disheartened.

Must must must pack my table later when I wake up and then start making Christmas cards! Time will be passing so fast before I know it so I need to stop procrastinating! :( Ironic how I'm still procrastinating even after exams when I don't even need to study huh...

Oh yeah Joel's gonna be overseas during the camp period. Awwwwwwwww. D: And he'll most likely not stay over for camp even when he's back. Bleh. Whyyyy. Our last teens camp ley. It'll be hard to meet up after this year considering the fact that we're from different churches. He's sucha dear friend. He'd encourage me with bible verses during the O level period and then frequently ask me out to study along with Jon. And me rejecting 8 out of 10 of the offers cause I was lazy/tired which of course I felt bad too. :P

I wanna bake lah! :( But cause recently due to having a new maid, the house is quite unstable for baking. Z. HAIYA. I'm itching to bake ma yoghurt cake ley. Don't bake soon later yoghurt expire how? And I bought greek yoghurt! HEHEHE! Excited to eat the leftover yoghurt. :P

And honestly, I just want December to be over because I can't wait for January. Hehehe. The only weirdo here ey. But I wanna go out and work soon. Staying at home and rot is like so... Decaying. LOLOL. Am I even making any sense right now? Maybe I should start touching my guitar? But I can only touch it in the morning/afternoon cause I don't wanna play it at night when my dad/mum/brother can hear it. So embarrassing.

121205's Life of Pi!

Hmmm... is that all for my ranting? Pretty much all.

Goodnight now. :)