The last day of the first month of the year already.

OH? It seems so fast that it's already the end yet it seems like it's March already because I'm feeling quite worn out now. Trying quite hard, not to look at you just now. I don't want you to get the wrong idea. I just like your eyes okay (: Anyway, I guess I was really worn out from the concert last night..? I was actually nodding during Mrs Philip's lesson. Haish. Thank God I still understood what she was teaching in the end. About an hour ago I was on the bus home. My eyes were dry and started tearing. Somehow it dawned upon me how ironic life can be sometimes. In fact actually, I feel that it's most of the time. Just how like the more you want something, most oftenly it'll end up as the more you won't get it. It's the last day of the month. I've got to wake up and buck up so I can catch up. But first, I really need to sleep. I'm so tired.

Shall upload MTDC's concert when I have the mood to.

FAILED plan again.

I'm sticky-less and sweet-less. I don't know what to do. Screw it man. OMG. NEVER MIND. Anyway, what I did just now was erm, watching some random songs which somehow lead me to listen to Tegami and somehow lead me to listen to it's covers.



This is the Taiwan version.




This is the Hongkong version.




This is the China version.




And the ORIGINAL VERSION. ♥




But ultimately, this is what we'll be singing. ♥♥





HAHAHA, OKAY. BUT I'M STILL NOT HAPPY YET. By the way, the Primary School's MTDC choir singing 感恩的心 is so freaking touching I'm afraid I'll cry when hearing them on the concert day itself which is tomorrow. OKAY, I shall be strong and try not to cry tomorrow after concert.

BYE.

HuiEn is still not happy yet.

I don't know what made me so moody but I know whenever I have nothing to do recently for the pass 2 days, I become a bit moody. Life is quiute sad for me currently. Just came back from MTDC and need to sleep soon. Tomorrow need to go for dental then rehersal then central then at home need to prepare the gifts. Sunday, concert whole day. Completely no time to do my homework at all! ): I feel so sad now. So me and Katherine planning to go school early on Monday and do finish. Then if I still can't do finish, I'll use my Study Hall period. Thank God it's on Monday first period.

I'm tired.

I'll pull through this.

Set my heart, O dear Father,
On Thee, and Thee only,
Give me a thirst for Thy presence divine.
Lord, keep my focus on loving Thee wholly,
Purge me from earth;
Turn my heart after Thine.

A passion for Thee;
O Lord, set a fire in my soul,
And a thirst for my God.
Hear Thou my prayer,
Lord Thy power impart.
Not just to serve,
But to love Thee with all of my heart.
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I guess it's time I should have realised I'm too far away from God and I should get back close with Him.
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I felt a little moody and irritated today. 说不出的心里话，说不出的差心情。I also can't tell why I was feeling this way. But anyway, I just kept that aside and pushed myself forward. Hid that side and flashed a smile. Moved forward. I'll try to study and read my bible everyday from tomorrow onwards and stop the drama-watching since I find them not as interesting as before but still got myself to watch since I really didn't want to touch my homework. But I guess this time is different. I've got to change. I guess that's all.

BYE

My head is so heavy!

Hello, I'm back from camp ^^ Today is 22. So Blessed birthday JoelC. You've been a very great friend, so have a blast! Wasn't really anticipating it cause I had my menses. But it turned out to be very fun ^^ Sadly I wasn't able to join my class when they went to the waterfall and play cause of that. -Regret of life- Ok, maybe it was just regret of camp only cause I think I'll be able to get over it soon. So, Friday morning left Malaysia, forgot i bring home my in-souls back. SIAN. So expensive some more. And I woke up with a painful throat and at night still need attend MTDC. LOL.

This morning wake up as good as no voice. Skipped tuition and slept until 12. Went to TangLin Mall to re-order my in-souls. THANK GOD they give 50 bucks discount. So price was 305. Need to do homework now if not tomorrow cannot celebrate JoelC's birthday at night.



EHWAK EHWAK!!