Day made.

Hello there. :) Slept away my morning and watched a little drama before I went out to meet Cermelia. Bought FF6 tix and waited for the whole bunch of people. Imran & Nuh came first then the whole bunch of 4 other people ran to GV at Vivo cause movie was at 205 but they reached at 211..?

Had prata for dinz at the hawker centre opposite harbourfront and then went back to Vivo to get our  gongcha! Aravin & Imran sent me home! Hehehe thanks guys. Less than three. :)

LOLOL. Actually I'm pretty much tired and have little energy left to do anything. That basically sums up today... I guess.

Feeling so surreal that I got what I wished for. But nonetheless, I thank God.

Nuff said.

It's been quite a long while since I've last posted an entry here! Have been staying way past 8pm in school these few days to study unproductively which I really don't wish to admit that I kind of regret staying back so late just to do work worth 30 min of effort. But non the less I had fun with the friends that I stayed back with. Just that I guess I sort of wasted my time away when I though I could be more productive.

Study for MST? Where got time! Graduation day for seniors lo! Okay, just joking for the no time part. Am gonna chiong for PACC hopefully tomorrow. Somehow thought that finding the seniors during their graduation like suddenly become more close to them. Honestly I wasn't really close to Halim but then Glendon was like "Just go only." Then I went and we spammed a lot of photos. Oh, his graduation was yesterday. Then he came back today again and we just spam again. And like we became close like that.

As for Imran... I wasn't exactly close to him. Maybe just talking terms..? Cause of Aravin... So I was actually didn't know if I should go and find him. Imran's graduation was on Monday. But Glendon asked me to just go anywayz.. Heh. Then Imran came back again yesterday and we lepaked as a big group in union. He just gives off that fatherly feeling. Like you can just rely on him. Said he would go back sp again today but didn't see him at all. So while I was about to leave, I told Glendon I haven't see Imran yet. WALA he was at SPCC. HAHAHA. Gave him a side hug. Short photo spamming session with him and Syazwan. Then homed with Cermelia! :)

GREAT GRANDFATHER! Though I barely known you for two months..? And barely talked to you ever since about... 2 weeks ago, but you've been a reeeeeally great senior! Though you suan and disturb freshies a lot but you're ultimately like a really caring father. (Although rightfully speaking you're my ggf. LOLOL.) Must come back spsu often and find us okay!!

 

Halim!! Sia lah! You knew me through Twitter not FOC. I SAD. HEHEHEH IT'S OKAYZ. Great knowing a senior like you! Really shocked to hear from Glendon that you're a graduate cause I thought you were a year 3 or something! Heard there were people who even thought you were a freshie right! It's okay cause people think I still belong to sec 2. Baby-face FTW! Hope to see you coming back occasionally okay! 

Halim going "Ey take intsa insta!" Then the two guys at the back conveniently joined in.

The two who accompanied me from SPCC all the way up to T2255! Yes. Not only climbing up hilltop, but the flight of stairs up to the fifth floor! RIGHT TO THE DOOR STEP OF THE CLASSROOM. Baik lah! So much love as a great granddaughter & niece!

 

 

Shall not rake up stressful and sad events cause I believe today should end well. Goodnight world. :)

I need more self-control...

Hello people. Well the previous week has been full of ups and downs. Feel like I'm further away from who I actually wanna be. Seems like I've forgotten the initial me. What happened to being hardworking in poly? Felt like I've squandered my free time away. I'm not studying. What happened to keeping close to the Lord? Felt like I've neglected so much on my spiritual life and Christian walk with the Lord. So many deadlines and I don't feel any motivation to start studying for the upcoming mid sem tests. So many commitments tying me down.

Blessed with really caring friends and seniors that I can count on. Just a special shout out to Cermelia! I know no poly friends know I've got a blog and she probably won't ever see this but just wanna say how she's been a really good friend. Well, the way we got to know/close to each other was kind of... er... really weird. Like seriously, we got close because she eye candied some guy I was sort of(..?) close to. And from then we started talking a lot. #teamcircleline and #teamcurfew. But I'm really thankful how she's always willing to wait for a few hours just to go home with me. And she waits with style. Always get a few others to wait with her cause the rest like no curfew and don't mind waiting. Means that there is always a bunch of people to wait for me, technically speaking, then we go home together. HAHAHA. Macciam so grand. But that's not my point. I'm really grateful how she's always there for me and so likewise, I'll always be there for you okay. She probably one of the few friends that I can confide in, telling her everything.

Didn't go school today cause I got an mc last night. Initially planned to study and do FOM reflective paper but plan obviously failed so badly. Slept my morning away and nua-ed the rest of the day away. Shall just sleep early tonight sua and see how tomorrow.

Missing my juniors in teens so badly. :(

Cause it always happens.

I never learn my lessons. I keep my guards up, and just when I let them down, I always get crushed. Biggest fool alive.

So much going on and I can't catch up. Every single senior I know getting their 3.9-4.0s. Can I do it too? Expectations, expectations. They're gonna kill me someday.

Have been going back to union almost everyday with the Fishies this week. Imran came back yesterday. He's really an encouraging senior. The fatherly feeling he gives who takes care of his juniors though he suan them a lot.

Still can't decide which sports cca I want to commit to. Or may be I'm not meant for competitive sports... This sucks.

A start of something new.

HAI GUYS. It's been a rather trying period for me. Signed up for so many ccas on advice from seniors to sign up for everything that you're interested in and then slowly quit them when you've found the right cca that you're interested in. Planning to be devoted to Red Cross and SPSU and a sport. But have not decided yet...

Signed up for Handball cause Shaowen and Aravin signed up for it. Had small thoughts of ponning the trials for today cause I'll probably go there and xia suey myself anyway, but I still went in the end. Made friends with Pauline & Vanessa! Nice people. Pauline and I got grouped in the same group for the trials. The senior that was in charge of our team was super cute and super nice! She made my handball trials experience an enjoyable one. Thankfully our opponent and our team were people who had no sports background. There was only one netball player and she was in our team. So generally speaking, we all played super friendly. The most gentle game out of the three. Cause the other four groups had a lot of netball players/people with sports background. And they played super aggressively.

Got surprisingly selected for handball. LOLOL. Really don't know what the coach saw in me. Like seriously. Hardly touched the ball during the 5 min game also. It's surprising cause not only I'm not athletic but I thought that there were a handful more people who were good that should have been selected. I just hope that the selection was based on as much as "those who the coach thought could make it" instead of a fixed number of people per group. Plus I'm not sure if I'm ready to commit myself to this cca or not. I'm still rather torn between handball, Frisbee and rock climbing. Sighhhhh.

Kay it's like already the next day. Got to sleep. Nights!