Cause it always happens.

I never learn my lessons. I keep my guards up, and just when I let them down, I always get crushed. Biggest fool alive.

So much going on and I can't catch up. Every single senior I know getting their 3.9-4.0s. Can I do it too? Expectations, expectations. They're gonna kill me someday.

Have been going back to union almost everyday with the Fishies this week. Imran came back yesterday. He's really an encouraging senior. The fatherly feeling he gives who takes care of his juniors though he suan them a lot.

Still can't decide which sports cca I want to commit to. Or may be I'm not meant for competitive sports... This sucks.