Uncertainty.

I should have been happy enough to be even counted as one of you all right? I should be thankful. I can't help it but it stings me a little sometimes when I look back to realize that somehow I couldn't penetrate that circle of yours. I don't know. It's been about a year already. I thought I have already walked out of it but once in awhile when I see how well you all are doing without me, it still stings me how whether or not I was with you guys, there wouldn't be any difference.

Sorry for making it an odd number group.