This sucks. I don't know why but I've got this sinking feeling in my heart suddenly. Just wanna hide in my little corrner and not see anyone. But urgh I've got to go to school tomorrow and I don't want to see people yet.
Had a great lunch today anyway.
Idontknowhyimfeelingsosadandemoanddepressedandidontknowwhatbutyeahi'mjustfeelingreallyshittyrightnow.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Saturday, May 5, 2012
BAHBEW.
Today wasn't that bad. At least I'm feeling better. but honestly I started the day real badly. Planned to wake up at 7 failed badly. Woke up at 8 instead. Wanted to wake up early to complete my Chinese tuition homework but I couldn't hear my alarm probably cause I was too deep in sleep. This sucks. -.- So ended up chionging my homework on the car ride to tuition. Only had about 15min to write a letter. Okaycan.
Dad couldn't find a parking lot so he dropped me off and I had to take the lift up. Yes, a tuition at my tutor's house. If you hadn't know already. So took the lift to the seventh floor. Saw a stray cat that the tutor's neighbor fed frequently just outside my tutor's door. So unwelcoming. Closed the lift doors and pressed the button eight. Went up. Then pressed 7. Thought the cat wouldn't be so close to the tutor's door. But this time it was near the lift door. Mygosh. Totally freaked out. Pressed 6 this time. Went down. Then pressed 7. The cat was still near the tutor's door. Decided I shouldn't hold up the lift, I stopped at floor 8. And decided to walk down when it was safe. Guess the cat as smarter than I thought. When I walked down the steps as quietly as possible, hoping it'll be near the lift so I can enter my tutor's house. But no. It was as if expecting me to walk down from the steps and seemed that it was waiting for me at the stairs. HOMAIGOSH. FREAKED OUT. RAN UP THE FEW STEPS THAT I MANAGED TO CLIMB DOWN. Called papa. But he didn't pick up the phone. SOMEONE SAVE ME. I won't ever be able to go for tuition today. Then I heard someone opening and closing the door. So I thought it was safe since the cat would bother the other person but NO. IT WAS STILL NEAR THE STAIRS AND I COULDN'T WALK DOWN. I squirmed a little and the neighbor who happened to be a woman heard me and said sorry sorry and finally kept the cat away from me while I safely entered tutor's door. PHEW.
In the morning only. And so much drama for me.
Dad and brother wanted to go queensway to get a chin-up bar for brother. And asked me to go out with them after tuition. For lunch too. I said okay. But once I boarded the bus, I was like "siannnnn I don't wanna go out today." I just wanna get home ASAP. So I called dad to tell him I didn't want to go out and just da bao for me.
Feel the laziest on Saturdays. Too lazy to go out on Saturdays.
Saw mum at home. Decided I'll eat the pineapple rice she's gonna cook instead of laksa that I would have eaten if papa ba bao-ed. LUNCH. WAS. GOOOOOD. Happygirl97.
Slacked around till 3. Hai Brandon.
Brandon probably like the best person ever. He asked about my studies recently and offered to help in any subjects if I needed it. Well subjects like maths and science of course. And since he majors in bio he can practically help me in anything. He's so nice! Hahaha if it's that way, doesn't he become my sorta study buddy instead of chem tutor? LOLOL.
Continued slacking around after he left cause I was feeling unusually very lazy today.
Mood lifted a little after a chat with Diana.
Did maths in the night. And now here I am blogging.
Just a few memorable events that happened on Friday that I missed out because I was sad yesterday. Had bio remedial and in a certain figure there were letters like W, R, Q and Z. AND MDMSOH KEPT SAYING "BAHBEW BAHBEW". Every time she says it, we all laugh. And she doesn't even notice. BAHBEW BAHBEW. Seriously... Why?!?!? I mean. It's pronounced "double-you". Even if you don't pronounce as accurately, the most it'll become "dah-bew". How did it even end up as "bah-bew"?! LOLOL. And I completed my supposed weekend bio homework during lunch break with MANASI. So I went home bio-less, light-bagged :D
Seen many friends grief over their grandparents. People, cheer up! It's not easy and duh you'll feel sad. But take this as part of growing up and a part of life. A struggle you fight to become stronger. Mentally. Nothing you do will bring them back but the memories you shared with them stays in you.
Heard today is Ella's wedding? :O
Okay it's really late now. Kaybye <3
Dad couldn't find a parking lot so he dropped me off and I had to take the lift up. Yes, a tuition at my tutor's house. If you hadn't know already. So took the lift to the seventh floor. Saw a stray cat that the tutor's neighbor fed frequently just outside my tutor's door. So unwelcoming. Closed the lift doors and pressed the button eight. Went up. Then pressed 7. Thought the cat wouldn't be so close to the tutor's door. But this time it was near the lift door. Mygosh. Totally freaked out. Pressed 6 this time. Went down. Then pressed 7. The cat was still near the tutor's door. Decided I shouldn't hold up the lift, I stopped at floor 8. And decided to walk down when it was safe. Guess the cat as smarter than I thought. When I walked down the steps as quietly as possible, hoping it'll be near the lift so I can enter my tutor's house. But no. It was as if expecting me to walk down from the steps and seemed that it was waiting for me at the stairs. HOMAIGOSH. FREAKED OUT. RAN UP THE FEW STEPS THAT I MANAGED TO CLIMB DOWN. Called papa. But he didn't pick up the phone. SOMEONE SAVE ME. I won't ever be able to go for tuition today. Then I heard someone opening and closing the door. So I thought it was safe since the cat would bother the other person but NO. IT WAS STILL NEAR THE STAIRS AND I COULDN'T WALK DOWN. I squirmed a little and the neighbor who happened to be a woman heard me and said sorry sorry and finally kept the cat away from me while I safely entered tutor's door. PHEW.
In the morning only. And so much drama for me.
Dad and brother wanted to go queensway to get a chin-up bar for brother. And asked me to go out with them after tuition. For lunch too. I said okay. But once I boarded the bus, I was like "siannnnn I don't wanna go out today." I just wanna get home ASAP. So I called dad to tell him I didn't want to go out and just da bao for me.
Feel the laziest on Saturdays. Too lazy to go out on Saturdays.
Saw mum at home. Decided I'll eat the pineapple rice she's gonna cook instead of laksa that I would have eaten if papa ba bao-ed. LUNCH. WAS. GOOOOOD. Happygirl97.
Slacked around till 3. Hai Brandon.
Brandon probably like the best person ever. He asked about my studies recently and offered to help in any subjects if I needed it. Well subjects like maths and science of course. And since he majors in bio he can practically help me in anything. He's so nice! Hahaha if it's that way, doesn't he become my sorta study buddy instead of chem tutor? LOLOL.
Continued slacking around after he left cause I was feeling unusually very lazy today.
Mood lifted a little after a chat with Diana.
Did maths in the night. And now here I am blogging.
Just a few memorable events that happened on Friday that I missed out because I was sad yesterday. Had bio remedial and in a certain figure there were letters like W, R, Q and Z. AND MDMSOH KEPT SAYING "BAHBEW BAHBEW". Every time she says it, we all laugh. And she doesn't even notice. BAHBEW BAHBEW. Seriously... Why?!?!? I mean. It's pronounced "double-you". Even if you don't pronounce as accurately, the most it'll become "dah-bew". How did it even end up as "bah-bew"?! LOLOL. And I completed my supposed weekend bio homework during lunch break with MANASI. So I went home bio-less, light-bagged :D
Seen many friends grief over their grandparents. People, cheer up! It's not easy and duh you'll feel sad. But take this as part of growing up and a part of life. A struggle you fight to become stronger. Mentally. Nothing you do will bring them back but the memories you shared with them stays in you.
Heard today is Ella's wedding? :O
Okay it's really late now. Kaybye <3
Friday, May 4, 2012
What should I do
Urgh. Feeling so bad now. Cause it was all my fault. Even though I've said sorry, even though the person seems okay with it. But I was still the cause. Feel like a poop now.
Feel more poopie after getting back my results. Calculated my overall results. Not anywhere near an A1. Never got so low for a compo before.
I'm a gonner.
Feel more poopie after getting back my results. Calculated my overall results. Not anywhere near an A1. Never got so low for a compo before.
I'm a gonner.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
That's how it's gonna be.
Gahhhh. When can I ever finish reading Catching Fire ._.
Okaycan. Got back my calculus test 1. FAIL. SAD. BLEH. Out of the 6 mistakes I made, 5 were careless mistakes, the other 1 mistake was because I didn't know how to sub cos2x = cos^2 - 1. HOMAIGOSH. Fail fail fail fail fail fail fail. Forever failing maths. When will I pass ith distinction man.
Sat for calculus test 2. WORSE. So hard. If my test 1 already so bad. Then my test 2 confirm &!@#$%^&*(
So anyway. Gah. Whatever.
Life have been pretty fair for me. I gain some, I lose some.
Opportunity costs.
Okaycan. Got back my calculus test 1. FAIL. SAD. BLEH. Out of the 6 mistakes I made, 5 were careless mistakes, the other 1 mistake was because I didn't know how to sub cos2x = cos^2 - 1. HOMAIGOSH. Fail fail fail fail fail fail fail. Forever failing maths. When will I pass ith distinction man.
Sat for calculus test 2. WORSE. So hard. If my test 1 already so bad. Then my test 2 confirm &!@#$%^&*(
So anyway. Gah. Whatever.
Life have been pretty fair for me. I gain some, I lose some.
Opportunity costs.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Baby booooooooooo.
Urgh. Totally wasted my time while going out with my family today. Could have done much more productive things. But oh well. At least I got to walk to scape and see STAGE and had craypot shark fin at Thai Village during lunch.
Starting to like mr bean's soya bean with pearls. Urgh. Diana and Brother's fault. Pearls are unhealthy ._.
Whatever. Shall start doing maths for about 1-2h later to prepare for calculus test 2. Rather rusty from maths cause I haven't been touching it for at least 3 days. HAHAHAHAH. YAY ME. CAUSE I DID ALL MY MATHS. Yeah. Was being a total lazy ass for these past few days. Touching the keyboard of my LAPPY :D NOT A STUPID TOUCH SCREEN ON MY PHONE. Although I very much love my phone :)
Chatted with Joel.
I WANNA EAT PIZZAHUT.
Okaybye. :)
If you want a lover
YoseobGayoon
Starting to like mr bean's soya bean with pearls. Urgh. Diana and Brother's fault. Pearls are unhealthy ._.
Whatever. Shall start doing maths for about 1-2h later to prepare for calculus test 2. Rather rusty from maths cause I haven't been touching it for at least 3 days. HAHAHAHAH. YAY ME. CAUSE I DID ALL MY MATHS. Yeah. Was being a total lazy ass for these past few days. Touching the keyboard of my LAPPY :D NOT A STUPID TOUCH SCREEN ON MY PHONE. Although I very much love my phone :)
Chatted with Joel.
I WANNA EAT PIZZAHUT.
Okaybye. :)
If you want a lover
YoseobGayoon
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