Saturday was a really blessed day. Indeed, God provides. Have been really troubled about my spiritual health. The fact that I struggle to do QT daily, and I don't feel that I'm growing in the Lord as much as I did before. Many deep verses still don't seem to make sense to me. Then came Saturday where we were allocated to our new YF group and our group gift was QT dairies. Something that I've been trying to get myself ever since the start of the year so it'll help me monitor how regular I do my QTs and also serves to help me remember things I learn everyday from reading/studying the bible. Thankful.
I realised that dramas with plots crafted such that a super rich guy meets a super poor girl, with both having a super sad past, whereby usually the girl doesn't realised that the guy's rich till they fall in love with each other... I love those kind of plots. :P Love to see how the story unfold, how they heal each other's wound, and how they overcome their inner struggle to have their own happy ending. And I also love rather exaggerated plots too. I mean, since we don't get to see such scenes (if not, often) in our daily lives, why not watch the dramas? Scenarios that don't happen in reality but keep playing in our heads, making us overthink, before we sleep; that can all be found in dramas! Watch, and know that though it can't happen in real/your life, but at least it happened in the drama and you saw it.
Ended work early today. Reached home the earliest out of all the days today. But ironically, it's one of the days where I sleep the latest. Sigh... hate my procrastination. Despite having no homework to worry about, I still procrastinate... TO SLEEP. -.-
只是簡簡單單的愛過 我還是我
簡簡單單的傷過 就不算白活
簡簡單單的瘋過 被夢帶走
當故事結束之後 心也喜歡一個人寂寞
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Saturday, January 26, 2013
God Be With You
God be with you till we meet again;
By His counsels guide, uphold you,
With His sheep securely fold you;
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
Neath His wings protecting hide you;
Daily manna still provide you;
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
When life’s perils thick confound you;
Put His arms unfailing round you;
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
Of His promises remind you;
For life’s upper garner bind you;
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
Keep love’s banner floating o’er you,
Strike death’s threatening wave before you;
God be with you till we meet again.
The song made so much more sense to me when I realised "Goodbye" was actually the short form of "God by with you".
By His counsels guide, uphold you,
With His sheep securely fold you;
God be with you till we meet again.
Till we meet, till we meet,
Till we meet at Jesus’ feet;
Till we meet, till we meet,
God be with you till we meet again.
Till we meet at Jesus’ feet;
Till we meet, till we meet,
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
Neath His wings protecting hide you;
Daily manna still provide you;
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
When life’s perils thick confound you;
Put His arms unfailing round you;
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
Of His promises remind you;
For life’s upper garner bind you;
God be with you till we meet again.
God be with you till we meet again;
Keep love’s banner floating o’er you,
Strike death’s threatening wave before you;
God be with you till we meet again.
The song made so much more sense to me when I realised "Goodbye" was actually the short form of "God by with you".
Till me meet again :')
Okay I'm soooooo brain dead and rather tired now so pardon me if I make any annoying typo. Firstly, RX's sales went over 20k today according to what I hear from Yijie! DAEBAKKKK!! (Y) Left early to rush to the airport.
So at first Luke and I weren't very sure if we could rush over to the airport in time to send Ethan off cause Luke had to see his homework load. Of course I could leave anytime cause my work in charge was nice/kind/lenient. HAHAH. But I was going to the airport with Luke. So that's why we couldn't really tell/confirm with the whataspp group that Ethan was in if we could make it. But I was quite sure then that we could make it in time to see Ethan for one last time before he checked in! And thank God we did!! But that included running to T1's departure hall just for those few minutes to say bye to him! Heard he was rather disappointed that when he knew that only about 3 people were gonna send him off. Cause schools like to put cca on Fridays and plus his flight was rather early for students to rush over to the airport. So Luke and I gave him a pleasant surprise when he saw us running over! HAHAHA and to think Luke thought we couldn't have make it!
Alright! Managed to snapped a photo with him and he immediately had to check in already. Then headed off to T2's Crystal Jade for Patria's 7th anniversary thanksgiving dinner. WOOOOOOO. What blessed fellowship around the table. Then a short period of bible study and soon it was 9. Rushed off to T1 to send Kenny off! Teens sang But Continue Thou and then together with YF we sang God Be With You. Sight read the second song cause I haven't seen the song before. But it was a really nice and comforting song. God Be With You was sang in parts and somehow while we were singing that song, the whole airport became quiet and everyone turned to see where the singing was coming from. I'm serious, it was just like a period of stillness while we sang that song.
Then it was 930 when Kenny went in so took Raphael's lift home. SAT IN A VAN. WHAT AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE. Then we sang songs from the teens song book like how we sang songs on the bus on the way to monthly retreats. Then after we sang From Everlasting To Everlasting, Joyce told us that when she sang that song while she was in sec 1 ypc, those close friends with used to be in teens comm, her closest friends, all started disappearing from church. And it was her prayer that we keep close to the Lord. What sad story... And it is my prayer too that we don't get sucked into the sinful world even as we grow.
Thank God for Raphael that he dropped me off at buona vista! Four stops away from my home's mrt! Saw Jeffrey and met Lynn at the mrt too. Was rather awkward... heh. Oh and my lips were so dry they cracked and bled. Now I can taste blood ._.
Hmmmmmmmm... Feeling rather empty now. Sent two people off in a day. That's double the emptiness, sadness, and unbearingness. "To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:" Ecclesiastes 3:1 No doubt God's plan is the best! We just need to keep trusting in Him. Indeed, what are these temporal separation now compared fellowshipping together for eternity in heaven!
Dear Ethan, though we seldom talk to each other, but I really like it how whenever we talked, we had so much in common. Your guitar skills are really great considering your age and wished I could have practiced the guitar as much as you did when I was your age. You've been really a big blessing to teens and hope your time here in Singapore has been a really fruitful one as well. May you not forget the lessons you've learnt through all the camps, retreats and teens classes even as you go back to Sydney. Though sadly you can only come back to Singapore every two years, but two years come and go really fast! So even till then, do remember cTeens!
The Lord bless you and keep you all. And till we meet again. :)
So at first Luke and I weren't very sure if we could rush over to the airport in time to send Ethan off cause Luke had to see his homework load. Of course I could leave anytime cause my work in charge was nice/kind/lenient. HAHAH. But I was going to the airport with Luke. So that's why we couldn't really tell/confirm with the whataspp group that Ethan was in if we could make it. But I was quite sure then that we could make it in time to see Ethan for one last time before he checked in! And thank God we did!! But that included running to T1's departure hall just for those few minutes to say bye to him! Heard he was rather disappointed that when he knew that only about 3 people were gonna send him off. Cause schools like to put cca on Fridays and plus his flight was rather early for students to rush over to the airport. So Luke and I gave him a pleasant surprise when he saw us running over! HAHAHA and to think Luke thought we couldn't have make it!
Alright! Managed to snapped a photo with him and he immediately had to check in already. Then headed off to T2's Crystal Jade for Patria's 7th anniversary thanksgiving dinner. WOOOOOOO. What blessed fellowship around the table. Then a short period of bible study and soon it was 9. Rushed off to T1 to send Kenny off! Teens sang But Continue Thou and then together with YF we sang God Be With You. Sight read the second song cause I haven't seen the song before. But it was a really nice and comforting song. God Be With You was sang in parts and somehow while we were singing that song, the whole airport became quiet and everyone turned to see where the singing was coming from. I'm serious, it was just like a period of stillness while we sang that song.
Then it was 930 when Kenny went in so took Raphael's lift home. SAT IN A VAN. WHAT AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE. Then we sang songs from the teens song book like how we sang songs on the bus on the way to monthly retreats. Then after we sang From Everlasting To Everlasting, Joyce told us that when she sang that song while she was in sec 1 ypc, those close friends with used to be in teens comm, her closest friends, all started disappearing from church. And it was her prayer that we keep close to the Lord. What sad story... And it is my prayer too that we don't get sucked into the sinful world even as we grow.
Thank God for Raphael that he dropped me off at buona vista! Four stops away from my home's mrt! Saw Jeffrey and met Lynn at the mrt too. Was rather awkward... heh. Oh and my lips were so dry they cracked and bled. Now I can taste blood ._.
Hmmmmmmmm... Feeling rather empty now. Sent two people off in a day. That's double the emptiness, sadness, and unbearingness. "To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:" Ecclesiastes 3:1 No doubt God's plan is the best! We just need to keep trusting in Him. Indeed, what are these temporal separation now compared fellowshipping together for eternity in heaven!
Dear Ethan, though we seldom talk to each other, but I really like it how whenever we talked, we had so much in common. Your guitar skills are really great considering your age and wished I could have practiced the guitar as much as you did when I was your age. You've been really a big blessing to teens and hope your time here in Singapore has been a really fruitful one as well. May you not forget the lessons you've learnt through all the camps, retreats and teens classes even as you go back to Sydney. Though sadly you can only come back to Singapore every two years, but two years come and go really fast! So even till then, do remember cTeens!
Dear Kenny!! It's really been nice to have you around! Though we didn't really talk much during the December camp last year, but nonetheless I definitely do enjoy the times we spend talking together! Love all the interesting life stories that you shared and will definitely miss them! Can't believe I can actually talk so much to a person who's ten years older than me! My YF group leader! You've been a great shepherd. Thank God that he has brought you to our presence and you've been a big blessing to Calvary Pandan, especially cTeens! We've certainly learnt a lot from the messages you've preached during one of the camps and even as a teacher who led in the discussion. Even as you start your full time ministry in Melbourne, and things may get too tiring for you to bear, may you never forget that God's strength is always sufficient for you, if not, exceedingly abundant. Also may you be renewed by God's word daily, that it will not become a routine for you only. "Whom we preach, warning every man, and teaching every man in all wisdom; that we may present every man perfect in Christ Jesus: Whereunto I also labour, striving according to his working, which worketh in me mightily." Colossians 1:28-29 Don't give up, press on!!
The Lord bless you and keep you all. And till we meet again. :)
Saturday, January 19, 2013
WOOOOOOO.
Woke up to a pleasant surprise. Mummy sponsored my uss entrance fee. WHEEEEEEE. But overslept. HAHAHA. Woke up to my 805 alarm, but I killed it, thinking that the 815 one would ring. BUT IT DIDN'T. Turned out I forgot to turn on the 815 alarm. So I woke up at 910 to realise I was HORRIBLY LATE. So thankful meeting place was at vivo. Left the house at 943 and reached there at 953.
There were some filming going on there. Saw that girl from 我们都不完美, but more she was of the calefare. Then the rest all seemed to be new faces. Or at least to me since I DON'T WATCH MEDIACORP. HAHAHAHAHA. But there was this guy who was quite handsome whereby yuanshan and cheryl were spazzing over. Then they even wanted to take a photo with him. LOLOL. AIYO.
OFF TO USS! Walking around the whole place. Now legs aching like siao. OH. And cause I didn't scream in any of the (roller coaster) rides, my clique were like saying I'm too calm to be a human. HAHAHA. Sat human and cylon. Cylon was better, though it wasn't as bad as I expected. Next stop, GOLD COAST! HAHAHAH. When we earn enough money and go to Aussieland to visit Jingqiau and then Cheryl and I would go BUNJEE JUMPIN' TGT. :D :D :D
Super tired naozzzzzzzzz.
Oh yeah. Baking apple crumble pie tomorrow. Hope it turns out well. Hehehehe.
Goodnight. :)
There were some filming going on there. Saw that girl from 我们都不完美, but more she was of the calefare. Then the rest all seemed to be new faces. Or at least to me since I DON'T WATCH MEDIACORP. HAHAHAHAHA. But there was this guy who was quite handsome whereby yuanshan and cheryl were spazzing over. Then they even wanted to take a photo with him. LOLOL. AIYO.
OFF TO USS! Walking around the whole place. Now legs aching like siao. OH. And cause I didn't scream in any of the (roller coaster) rides, my clique were like saying I'm too calm to be a human. HAHAHA. Sat human and cylon. Cylon was better, though it wasn't as bad as I expected. Next stop, GOLD COAST! HAHAHAH. When we earn enough money and go to Aussieland to visit Jingqiau and then Cheryl and I would go BUNJEE JUMPIN' TGT. :D :D :D
Super tired naozzzzzzzzz.
Oh yeah. Baking apple crumble pie tomorrow. Hope it turns out well. Hehehehe.
Not a USS virgin anymore... :P
Goodnight. :)
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Fulfilling promises.
Went to skate today. Jiashen's treat. Cause I finally got an A1 for amaths! HAHAHAH. NO. Commonwealth's amath papers and the o level amath papers are worlds apart. If you get a B3 for commonwealth's paper, you'll smile like no tomorrow already. That's how difficult the paper is.
And then guess what. I DIDN'T FALL AT ALL BEFORE, DURING, AND AFTER SKATING!! ^^ AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE. Someone making some good progress at skating here!! :D :D :D Oh and I talked a little more to Hector today. Hmmm... He's like finally opening up his mouth to me. :P But the topic we mainly talked about was like... Diana and... laughing at jianhui skating :P
Then we headed to Seoul garden where lucas was supposed to treat me cause I got a score that was less than 10. ;) Stayed there for quite a long time. Eat, chat, slack and eat some more. Hehehehe. Went to some roof playground and played there for quite a long while then went to laoban and got some TAU HUEY.
HAHAHAHAH. The only time I spent money today was for my breakfast and laoban. WHEEEEE. :D
But I honestly can't wait to meet you guys again! One year? That's kinda long...
And then guess what. I DIDN'T FALL AT ALL BEFORE, DURING, AND AFTER SKATING!! ^^ AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE. Someone making some good progress at skating here!! :D :D :D Oh and I talked a little more to Hector today. Hmmm... He's like finally opening up his mouth to me. :P But the topic we mainly talked about was like... Diana and... laughing at jianhui skating :P
Then we headed to Seoul garden where lucas was supposed to treat me cause I got a score that was less than 10. ;) Stayed there for quite a long time. Eat, chat, slack and eat some more. Hehehehe. Went to some roof playground and played there for quite a long while then went to laoban and got some TAU HUEY.
HAHAHAHAH. The only time I spent money today was for my breakfast and laoban. WHEEEEE. :D
But I honestly can't wait to meet you guys again! One year? That's kinda long...
Monday, January 14, 2013
Too much to handle
I just realized that they are brothers! :O #mindblown
Went to watch wreck it ralph again, but with ernmin ernwen eugen and joel. Stacy last minute cannot come... Then that meant that I was the only girl around... -facepalm- Why am I forever amongst guys. I mean, not as if it was on purpose or what. Maybe this year's resolution should be to make a conscious effort to hang out with girls more. LOLOL. Anyway I think my guy friends don't treat me as a girl anymore since I hang out quite a lot with them as compared to other girls. But you can't blame me right. :( Got an older brother at home. Literally all my life facing a guy at home. And since older brothers are rather influencial over their younger siblings, somehow that has made me more comfortable with guys.
ICE SKATING TOMORROW!! :)
Went to watch wreck it ralph again, but with ernmin ernwen eugen and joel. Stacy last minute cannot come... Then that meant that I was the only girl around... -facepalm- Why am I forever amongst guys. I mean, not as if it was on purpose or what. Maybe this year's resolution should be to make a conscious effort to hang out with girls more. LOLOL. Anyway I think my guy friends don't treat me as a girl anymore since I hang out quite a lot with them as compared to other girls. But you can't blame me right. :( Got an older brother at home. Literally all my life facing a guy at home. And since older brothers are rather influencial over their younger siblings, somehow that has made me more comfortable with guys.
ICE SKATING TOMORROW!! :)
Sunday, January 13, 2013
All those love. ♥
Last day of work at OC!! Honestly felt a little sad towards the end of the day. I really couldn't have asked for more to be honest. It was that great.
Anyway, felt super loved today. Firstly got a dinner treat from yizhen. Then renald treated me to xiaolongbao. Then kokyi treated me to cold stone after work!! Hahaha yeah cause since it was my last day at work the bunch of us decided to eat cold stone after work. Like, we work at OC for a period of time, 却没有吃 cold stone, like a bit 对不起自己. So everyone of the css who came for work today headed to cold stone after work!! And maybe it was because it was my last day of work and I'll probably not work with my current colleagues anymore, yizhen treated Yijie and I. As for renald, he probably felt guilty for alwaysbullying suanning me during work. :P and as for kokyi, what can I say? CAUSE HE MY GOOD FRIEND MA!! And I got closer to xiangping today!! ^^
Oh and during lunch with Yijie kokyi and jielun, jielun said after he graduate from uni and get a job, and after receiving his first official full-time job paycheck, he'll treat the three of us!! Hahahah.
SO MUCH LOVE. ♥
Anyway, felt super loved today. Firstly got a dinner treat from yizhen. Then renald treated me to xiaolongbao. Then kokyi treated me to cold stone after work!! Hahaha yeah cause since it was my last day at work the bunch of us decided to eat cold stone after work. Like, we work at OC for a period of time, 却没有吃 cold stone, like a bit 对不起自己. So everyone of the css who came for work today headed to cold stone after work!! And maybe it was because it was my last day of work and I'll probably not work with my current colleagues anymore, yizhen treated Yijie and I. As for renald, he probably felt guilty for always
Oh and during lunch with Yijie kokyi and jielun, jielun said after he graduate from uni and get a job, and after receiving his first official full-time job paycheck, he'll treat the three of us!! Hahahah.
SO MUCH LOVE. ♥
Friday, January 11, 2013
有那么一点不舍...
And that concludes my second last day at work!! Honestly, I'm feeling a little sad that lunar fest is ending cause I think I'll miss my working environment. Yizhen, wanhang and auntie irene... All so nice people!! And then yeah, those bunch of vainnnnn guys. :P Really takboleh tahan their lameness and vainess, but yet without those, work couldn't have been more enjoyable for me. :) HAHAHA. SO. Here it is: I face a '94 at home, and then at work, I'm surrounded by '94s too. THE SAME PATTERN. LOAFERS, SKYPE + DOTA and not forgetting, REALLY REALLY LAME UNTIL CANNOT WALK PEOPLE. Oh ya and I seem to the the small girl/xiao mei mei everywhere I go.
In clique: xiao mei mei
At school/class: small girl
At Twitter: small girl
At work: xiao mei
THANKS... ._.
Another thing concerning work: my chinese oral skills improved x1000 mannnnnn. Apparently most of my customers, the ones who approach me, are all aunties and grandmas who speak chinese. It was so bad that I kind of even speak chinese to my colleagues the whole day and even to dad when I went home at night. 职业病 or what man. :(
Came home from work today and while approaching home I heard that our house was rather noisy... And turned out I remembered that the sleepover way today till tomorrow. Then they were having steamboat. Was asked to join them. WHO SAYS NO TO FOOD???? ;) Having DURIAN STRUDEL LATER WITH THEM.
Alright. Last day of work tomorrow... Gonna splurge tomorrow with working clique!! COLD STONE. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH. WOO!!
In clique: xiao mei mei
At school/class: small girl
At Twitter: small girl
At work: xiao mei
THANKS... ._.
Another thing concerning work: my chinese oral skills improved x1000 mannnnnn. Apparently most of my customers, the ones who approach me, are all aunties and grandmas who speak chinese. It was so bad that I kind of even speak chinese to my colleagues the whole day and even to dad when I went home at night. 职业病 or what man. :(
Came home from work today and while approaching home I heard that our house was rather noisy... And turned out I remembered that the sleepover way today till tomorrow. Then they were having steamboat. Was asked to join them. WHO SAYS NO TO FOOD???? ;) Having DURIAN STRUDEL LATER WITH THEM.
Alright. Last day of work tomorrow... Gonna splurge tomorrow with working clique!! COLD STONE. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH. WOO!!
Thursday, January 10, 2013
And so it is.
Despite amongst really kiasu/anxious friends around me today (posting for the 9th of Jan), I'm still super chill. Anxiety only sets in at 2 tomorrow. But whatever the results, I just pray that the Lord will help me be contented with it and may all glory go to Him.
Work today was more enjoyable than yesterday. Probably cause Alvin was there to tell lame jokes with somboon. Hahaha ikr. It's like bangsong + boonjie. Oops sorry, really 忍不住 must say that. :P Alvin has this softer voice which makes him less intimidating than the rest of the bunch. Whereas I feel somboon and I somehow click better as compared to the others. Indeed, attached guys are less scary to talk to cause you know they won't "disturb" you. Don't really dare to start talking to the rest first. Scary people. Hehehe.
Oh ya. Cut my hair today. And that's another three inches shorter. ;)
Work today was more enjoyable than yesterday. Probably cause Alvin was there to tell lame jokes with somboon. Hahaha ikr. It's like bangsong + boonjie. Oops sorry, really 忍不住 must say that. :P Alvin has this softer voice which makes him less intimidating than the rest of the bunch. Whereas I feel somboon and I somehow click better as compared to the others. Indeed, attached guys are less scary to talk to cause you know they won't "disturb" you. Don't really dare to start talking to the rest first. Scary people. Hehehe.
Oh ya. Cut my hair today. And that's another three inches shorter. ;)
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
To be honest...
As much as I really love my work environment and I've got great colleagues too, and as much as the older temp staffs are really approachable and easy to talk to, I do find them super intimidating. Guys who gossip to much. Sigh... hmmm... not really gossip I would say, actually. Just guys who really talk a lot about things you don't expect them to talk about. And especially when you realise they do talk about you. Don't you feel intimidated?
"Don't be too attached to things that are temporal."
Says everyone. But so true.
However, I get attached to something very easily, sadly. Everyday I wake up and tell myself that everything won't be for long and don't get too sentimental over things. Maybe I should talk less.
Time for a change.
However, I get attached to something very easily, sadly. Everyday I wake up and tell myself that everything won't be for long and don't get too sentimental over things. Maybe I should talk less.
Time for a change.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
My fourth day of being a sixteen year old.
And so the story goes...
Really love my job and my colleagues! ^^ couldn't thank God more for this job. Oh and right. There's this guy who look so much like choi on!! The eyes + specs part. Actually, the whole face lah kay. And it turned out he's an actor! Then there were the perm staffs who were teasing him like halfway working scally have people come up ask for autograph. Hahaha sorry, I don't watch mediacorp. YouTube is much better. xD His clique are the more experienced ones compared to xiangping yijie and I. So they do take care of us quite of a fair bit and pretty much do all the "hard work". Oh and his clique talks about Taiwan-pop. WHAT A RARE FIND!! Everyone nowadays kpop kpop kpop. Uspop uspop uspop. But they were talking about hei se hui mei mei! Hahaha!! Finally found people who actually knows Taiwan exist! (LOLOL exaggerating too much but yeah)
Oh and another thing. The initial reason why I decided to drop higher Chinese in order to pursue a better grade in normal Chinese struck me suddenly today. Like it came back to me. And that was cause I didn't see a point then to continue with hcl since I pretty much thought that I'd enter poly. So from 30, it became 50% that I wanna go poly, 50% go jc. Sighhhh... everyone told me to pray about it. But yes it has pretty much been a constant prayer for me even since last year, but I still haven't come to a decision yet. And that explains the sudden outburst/frustration.
Pretty much all.
Really love my job and my colleagues! ^^ couldn't thank God more for this job. Oh and right. There's this guy who look so much like choi on!! The eyes + specs part. Actually, the whole face lah kay. And it turned out he's an actor! Then there were the perm staffs who were teasing him like halfway working scally have people come up ask for autograph. Hahaha sorry, I don't watch mediacorp. YouTube is much better. xD His clique are the more experienced ones compared to xiangping yijie and I. So they do take care of us quite of a fair bit and pretty much do all the "hard work". Oh and his clique talks about Taiwan-pop. WHAT A RARE FIND!! Everyone nowadays kpop kpop kpop. Uspop uspop uspop. But they were talking about hei se hui mei mei! Hahaha!! Finally found people who actually knows Taiwan exist! (LOLOL exaggerating too much but yeah)
Oh and another thing. The initial reason why I decided to drop higher Chinese in order to pursue a better grade in normal Chinese struck me suddenly today. Like it came back to me. And that was cause I didn't see a point then to continue with hcl since I pretty much thought that I'd enter poly. So from 30, it became 50% that I wanna go poly, 50% go jc. Sighhhh... everyone told me to pray about it. But yes it has pretty much been a constant prayer for me even since last year, but I still haven't come to a decision yet. And that explains the sudden outburst/frustration.
Pretty much all.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
And again!
HMMMMMMM... I'm supposed to type it today yeah? But it'll take me at least 3 hours and I'm supposed to sleep soon since I need a lot a lot a lot x1000 of rest. And it's quite serious till my father doesn't approve of me going out tomorrow. Mehhh Dx But I'm starting work on the 3rd! :( Can't go out with friends anymore leyyy. Idk howz.
Anyway slept my morning away. Was dragged out of house by brother for lunch and movie. That cinema guy didn't allow me in he was like "Can I see your ICs please". Took it out. "I'm sorry, but children under 16 not allowed." I WAS LIKE WHAT?! Then I said "BUT I'M SIXTEEN TODAY ALREADY!!" Then he glanced again, gave the paiseh face and let me in. Stupid. Bleh.
Hope I can type it down tomorrow!
Anyway slept my morning away. Was dragged out of house by brother for lunch and movie. That cinema guy didn't allow me in he was like "Can I see your ICs please". Took it out. "I'm sorry, but children under 16 not allowed." I WAS LIKE WHAT?! Then I said "BUT I'M SIXTEEN TODAY ALREADY!!" Then he glanced again, gave the paiseh face and let me in. Stupid. Bleh.
Hope I can type it down tomorrow!
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