Saturday, September 22, 2012

WHEN IN DOUBT... Follow Seniors

How long has it been? Urghhhh. Miss Ian so much! Have not been staying back after church much recently these few weeks. And haven't been chatting much since I most of the time rather occupied with work. Haven't seen him for so long too! :(

Woke up at 4:45am to do work since I slacked my butt off yesterday. Yes, you didn't see it wrongly. AM. In da mornin' yo. Munched on an apple in hope to keep myself awake for chem tuition at 10. Did quite much work before tuition I guess..? About half less productive in the afternoon. But still forced myself to do the econs corrections and touch a little of emath TYS. Did the english compo planning in 15min... Sigh. So slow. Planing to do english paper 2 and the graduation paper thingy tomorrow.

Currently about 70 words behind my schedule. But I shouldn't pile it. If not till the time comes it becomes a mountain, I won't even touch it then.

Woke up so early in the day. I'm soooooo tired now.

Goodnight!

Friday, September 21, 2012

Press on!

LOLOL. What in the world. Nazira actually didddd vote for me and Jason. So she wasn't kidding????? This is crazy. Tsk. But whatever. Not like anything changes. Right..? HAHAHA. "Aiya king and queen no need lovers right? Can be best friends ruling together~" WHY YOU SO CUTE HUH? Tsk. Jk.

Mr Jacob Tan is by far one of the best and most dedicated teachers you can ever find. Composed/editted a song for the graduating batch to encourage us. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=coo-DrUXDyc&feature=player_detailpage Cooler than you yo. HAHAH. WHICH YOU. Tsk. Nothing. Just needed a random person to fit in there.

Brother bought koi and laoban for me for tea!! ^^ oppa oneul saranghae ♥

Regine & Zexuan last minute ask me go swimming with them. HAHAHAHA. Wanted to so badly. But couldn't cause it was too last minute. After Os okay!! :D :D Must must!!

Oh. And can't wait for shopping dates with twinney that we've booked out slots after the Os too! If you're reading this, I DON'T CARE AT LEAST TWO DAYS OUT. BUT CAN BE AS MANY AS 1 WEEK IF NOT ENOUGH ^^

OKAY. Should STOP getting excited for post Os. Concentrate. Starting from tomorrow, exactly 1 more month. AJA AJA!!

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Eotteoghajyo

Received English, CHum, Chem & Econ results. Really disappointed in chem & econs. I mean, they're like my two most confident subjects out of... bio eng mathssss. What's happening to you, HuiEn?? Pathetic marks. Missed by 1 mark for a grade up some more. But okay, like a grade up looks any better anyway since they both aren't distinctions.

My study leave flew away with econs results. Sigh. So what if my bio is gonna score better than chem? It's impossible to score a distinction for both maths considering the killer papers set. L1R5 at least 20 now. Sigh.

I'm zoning in and out now cause I'm depressed(..?)

I need drama therapy.

Bye.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Mummy says Lee Hyun Woo is cute!

WHAT. AM. I. DOING. NOW. MAN. Listening to sad OSTs of dramas. Making me feeling more sad for even no reason.

As the saying goes: You gain some, you lose some. But then all these by the grace of God.

Sigh. It's your last camp and you're the speaker. Means you won't really join in for the afternoon activities. And neither will you be the leader. And after this year, you'll go back to where you really belong. Let's just say we became friends at the wrong time.

About 2 more hours to the 18th of September. Know what this means? It's two more hours for us sec 4s to play left. And then it's the checking of papers. And then it's time for intense studying. I'm not exactly ready yet. I mean... Not prepared for the intense studying yet. :/

URGH. Whatz thiz sudden depressionzzz. HOMAIGOSH. Maybe I should just sleep it off ._.

What Monday blues????

Friends. They won't always be there for you. Face reality. But they will always be supporting you no matter where they are and they will always guide you to the better path.

WOOOOOOOOOOOO. OFFICIALLY END OF PRELIMS. BUT GUESS WHUT. 35 DAYS MORE TO OS. PFFFFFFFTT! :(

Alright. Staright away after prelims ended, project chiong home. To bathe and then wreck my brain on how to look older... If you get what I mean ;P HAHAHAHAHA. Got caught by some friends at the bus stop. Okay like duh, after exams and I seem like I'm going home to drama-marathon since I wasn't wearing contacts and I was indeed at the bus stop that was taking me home. I'm so sorry, but this is not my style. Go-outs are a must after every exam period. And no, I don't mug at home. I was honestly very angry when you said that to me. On the verge of ignoring you. But ever since I met up with the girls, I guess my mood has lifted and now I'll just drop it.

So.... After much planning, the girls decided on plan D. HAHAHAH. YES. Thattttt much planning. Chiong straight home after the papers to look old and meet at plaza sing :) But the show wasn't that good. A little waste of time cause the plot wasn't deep.

Waiting for jingqiau to upload the photos on facebook!


Miss this girl! When will June come again??! :(

On a side note, I really miss my MTDC matessss :( especially mich, yy & shuying. Oh not to forget amiruddin!! HAHAHAH. And yes so proud of anthea that she won some kpop talent hunt or something! GO GIRL! HAHAHAH, though I wasn't really close to her cause we were from different sections but hmmmmmmmm... close enough to take photos together? :) HAHAHA. But she's nice and approachable. :)


I won't be always with my friends, neither will they. But I'll always support them regardless of where I am, and I know they will too. That, my friend, is a true friend for you.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Annoyed.

Urgh. I need to get rid of my annoyed feeling here.

Number One: I'm annoyed at how my mum is scolding me cause I'm so "irresponsible" about my studies. Whenever I've studied so hard till I want some break, aka watching some dramas, she'll come budge in the room and complain how I should stop watching cause "I've been watching so much and not studying". Oh come on, not as if I don't know what I'm doing right. I've got a plannnnn. Say for example I'm at episode X, part X out of X. I'll naturally want to finish the whole episode before switching off the computer and go down my room to do something productive right? Say part 3 out of 4. After finished part 4 of 4, I'll go to my room and do some work. But the moment she comes in and starts yakking away, she'll just totally ruin my whole mood and then I'll scrap my plan and watch another few more episode till it's time to sleep. Seriously, have I said this many times. When someone tells me something obvious/I plan to do in a really commanding/annoying/naggy tone, ALL THE MORE I WON'T DO. Like duhhhhh even-idiots-know-what-to-do those kind of things. And the fact that you're telling me in this kind of tone, obviously you think I'm worse than an idiot who don't know better right. Okay then. Then all the more I'll remain as the idiot you think I am and not do anything about it. Happy?

Number Two: I'm reallyyyyyy annoyed at how people make use of others to look better. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE YOURSELF. I mean, at least, can you not make use of others?? And this certain thing reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy annoys me ttm. How when you take a photo, you always make use of people by standing behind them, just to make your face look smaller than theirs. Be it even though if they have a face bigger than yours or smaller than yours. Okay. Since YOU THINK that YOU have a REALLY BIG FACE and are ashamed of YOUR FACE, YOU make use of THEM to make yourself look better by making them look bigger. It's just disgusting. Honestly. Why can't you just take a normal photo AND JUST STOP HIDING BEHIND THEM. If not, JUST DON'T TAKE LAH.

Number Three: Boys who are super unreasonable. And by unreasonable I mean when they ask you out and you reject cause you've had prior plans and tell them another day and then they show you attitude the next day JUST BECAUSE YOU "PANGSEH/DON'T WANT GO OUT" with them. Come on lah, have some demeanor can. Be a man. And yes, noticed I used the word "boys" on you. When you, on the behalf of the guys, ask a group of girls out. Say in the mind of a class outing. When girls reject your offer, and explain nicely how we've already planned an all girls' outing a few days before, WOULD YOU PLEASE JUST ACCEPT IT AND SAY "IT'S OKAY, LET'S GO OUT ANOTHER TIME" OR SOMETHING INSTEAD OF SHOWING YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE. Or, you try persuading us to change our plans for YOU ALL. I mean like. Firstly, WHO ARE YOU FOR US TO CHANGE PLANS FOR YOU ALL. We've planned nicely, and have been expecting for the day of outing ever since. Who are you to suddenly come and ask the day before to go out, making us scrap our plans that we planned and expected so much for a few days JUST FOR YOU. Have some sense. If we had to scrapped it for you all, any idea how much disappointment we'd feel? Obviously you don't get it right. And you don't have the slightest inkling how different and an all girls' outing and a combined outing are. Secondly, you blame us for like rejecting your offer when you have already "told all the guys" but in actual fact we told you "see first, most likely not". YOU BLAMING US NOW?? Obviously you have no idea in English that see first, most likely not =/= okay, let's go out together!! And you apparently don't get the hint in see first or most likely not that we're actually meaning NO. WE'RE NOT GOING but in a really polite tone. OH PLEASE. And when you really don't get the most obvious hint, and we finally decide to reject you in the most blatant way just just two letters: NO. You tell the guys that the combined outing won't happen, guys blame you and YOU BLAMED US CAUSE YOU'VE TOLD ALL THE GUYS ALREADY AND CAUSE WE REJECTED YOU, WE'RE THE ONE AT FAULT????? SERIOUSLY, HOW IS THIS OUR FAULT???????? Grow up and stop pushing the blame to others when you were clearly at fault okay. It just disgusts us girls how 没有风度 you have and annoys us how you go around like it's our fault when IT'S NOT.

Number Four: Okay this is not exactly annoying me but it's just... Something fustrating(..?) that I've decided to clear this up. At the first quarter of the year, I noticed how much bad habits you have. So I've tried to lightly remind you privately about all these. Cause honestly, I can't stand these some times too. You always say okay okay I'll change, but by coming June, you were still pretty much the same to me. So I decided, maybe telling you openly might help, maybe you'd feel embarassed that way and change. But then I did realised that maybe it was too harsh a thing to do. But however, it actually started to work somehow, by telling you openly. Have you not thought, that for such a sensitive person like me, not know that that was a really harsh thing to do? Did you actually thought that for such a sensitive person like me, I would actually do such a thing that was "insensitive" to you? Rather than saying I had your interest at heart but I was insensitive to your feelings, why not said because I was too sensitive that I decided maybe this was the best way. I guessed you never knew, that I've actally made a promise to myself  when I started all these what you seem as nonsence to you, that by the day you tell me you don't like all these, I'll completely wash my hands off you. Completely. Hundred percent. I'll just let you be who you want to be. That's because you honestly take up a lot of engery from me. Giving you so much concern, and drain away my energy? But it was worth it, cause I thought I could make you a better, more desirable person. But the day that you'd ask me to stop, is the day that I would make myself think that why should I dedicate so much energy on someone that's not me? THAT is why, you'll see that I'll completely wash my hands off you. Yes we're still the good friends as before. But from the day that you'll ask me to stop, it'll be the day when I won't give a hoot about your bad habits and let you be who you want to be. No, but we are still good friends.

Lastly, not classifying as an annoying thing because today's PAPA'S BIRTHDAY and do have a blessed one :)

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Start the countdown!

One of the only dramas that I'd rewatch n times (which is really rare considering that I usually don't rewatch dramas even for the second time) would be Brown Sugar Macchiato. Many may say that it's not that a good drama and almost the whole cast are first time actors. But I really liked the part where guigui had "cancer" and it made wangzi realized he actually liked her. From how she discovered she would "die" soon, till her giving up on him and till the point where he got so sad how she rejected him when he asked her out. Sweetness overload maximum.

And yes, the only dramas that I've watched so many times would be this drama, maybe my 5th time? Hi my sweetheart only thrics..? And really good shows such as Autumn's concerto, fated to love you etc. I've never ever rewatched them before. Mainly cause too much heartaches involved when I watched them (don't want to go through another major heartache) and also I'm afraid that I'll be bored of the drama half way, since I already know the whole plot.

Really miss those days. Where guigui collabed with wangzi and aaron. Now allllll of them has grown up. From a seventeen year old to now a 23 year old. Both guigui and wangzi. And aaron is like 25 if I'm not wrong? Miss the young them when they were still fresh. Nowadays they're pursuing a more matured image. Which I would say, making me even more missing the them back then.

Alright. Look at the ridiculous time now. Gotta sleep! :)

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Bling

Ah. Just finished watching the whole of Alice in Wonder City. Loved how they ended with the drama and the change in roles between hetingyu and landiefei. From the first, all those struggles, till the last, where it's been resolved and everything has been put into a musical; it left me in a pensive state.

Today amath was tough. Honestly thought that this year's prelims was much more doable than the previous year's but allllll my friends said today's paper was much harderrrrrrr. I'M SO WEIRD. Oh and all I studied for bio came outtttt ;) It was a very vomitable paper ;D

Spent the whole of yesterday's afternoon at je library mass mugging session for the following day's test with Regine Yijie and Gimbin. SUPER PRODUCTIVE. HAHAHAH. Somehow or rather and then it became an unofficial study group. And they even made plans to mug for O Levels everyday after prelims at the je library. HAHAHAH Kiasu people x100000. But okay, at least they gave me a new motivation to study for bio.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

JJANG.

Spent my whole afternoon + night watching B1A4's MTV Match Up. It's only a year's debut and they've got 2 mini albums + 1 full length album. And they spent this whole week promoting in Japan. Heard they're coming back soon later this year too. :] Correct me if I'm wrong. Only productive thing I remember I did today was chem tuition. The rest was either playing a new game I installed on my iPhone, or watching B1A4 videos.

Rather than saying I wasted my day away, more like I didn't curb my desire to watch videos online and I ended up in this pathetic state. But honestly, after finish watching their MTV Match Up, totally felt like I've finished watching a whole drama. It was different when I watched their Sasame Player. Want to see them on more korean shows like strong heart etc. Honestly. Even their hello baby subbing is like at least 4 days..? Totally different from Suju's subbing. Okay okay, I know. Cause B1A4 doesn't have that broad a fanbase yet and not a lot of bilingual people are willing to be so fast in subbing their videos. But yeah, even Mblaq's hello baby takes 2 days. Sigh. Hope there'll be more subbers who're willing to do the translations. So people who don't understand Korean can get to watch the show with a smaller lag period.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

So fast

Thursday is ending and honestly think I wasted my whole holiday. My determination to study bio and econs totally failed because my determination is not strong enough. So annoying. And I'm already starting to regret how I spent my holiday. HAHAHAH. Yesterday was a day of hardcore maths.

Ah eotteohgeeee.

Introduced B1A4 to my mum. SHE AGREED JINYOUNG'S HANDSOME/PRETTY/CUTE/THE BEST LOOKING. MUAHAHAH. Then brother came over to the laptop to extra for awhile and realised we were talking about B1A4. And I told him I liked Jinyoung. And he asked "the compose song one uh? The leader is it?" YES. YES! :D :D Brother I didn't know you knew so much ;) And he likes their song Only One. OH YEAHHHH. One of my favourite songs because Jinyoung got the part where he had to sing the long note :]

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

STUDY DATESSSS

The feeling of meeting up longt time no see friends. WOOOOOOOOOOOO. :D :D

HAHAHA. Since Sunday. 4 groups of friends asked me out to study. 3 for Monday and 1 for Tuesday. Rejected all the Monday one cause I cried too much on Sunday. And my hair was in a bun. So I wasn't in the right condition to go out. Sorry peopleeeeeee :P HAHAHA. Joel tried to persuade me from 10-12 on Sunday. Jason tried to persuade me from 11-12 on Monday. But CANNOT LAH. Condition too bad already. :P

Joel asked me out again on Tuesday. Hmmmmm. Decided I should go since it's been ages since I last saw him and Jon. It was intended that they do chem so that they can ask me if they don't understand. BUTTTT, in the end, Joel started to do the css amath prelim that I said was the hardest in history and Jon did a mixture of chem, amath and geog. 4 hours, Joel did 8 questions. NOT BAD MAN. And he hardly asked me any questions like how to do. LOLOL. I'm so ashamed of myself. Almost every question, I'll have to ask for help for one part of the question. -runs and hide face in a corner-

Touched my emath pack. Finish nan hua's paper 1 and half way through css's paper 1. Started getting tired around 5.30 and Joel and I started packing up and slacked. Chit chat. Since both of us will leave by 6 and Jon will stay till 9. Wanted to go KAP but idk how go and it was too far for me :P So we settled for clementi mall. But library was too crowded, so we went starbucks. LOLOL. OHMYGOSH LOOKING AT MYSELF NOW, I REALISED I'M WEARING A STARBUCKS TEE. LOLOL. Always happens man. Wearing a starbucks tee to Starbucks. LOLOL. And I just realised I'm not typing in chronological order. BUT WHATEVER.

Then while chat chatting and slacking, Jon talked about Joshua. How he saw him a few months ago at a food fest hugging a girl. And then just as he mentioned the name Joshua, a super familiar face walked behind Joel and Jon (because I was sitting opposite them). And that person waved at me. LOLOLOL. GUESS WHAT IT WAS JOSHUA HIMSELF. SUPER FUNNY. Didn't wave back cause I was still in sort of a state of... Disbelief. LOLOL. And looks like Joel and Jon didn't know of his presence. So I pointed at the reason of my shocked face. The moment they saw Joshua they were like BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA x10000.

Ah. It's been a long time since I last saw alllllll of them. Although we didn't talk much while doing work and the chit chatting was a short few ten minutes, but it was nice spending time with them after such a longggggggggg while. Especially when we hardly see each other on Sundays. And even if we do, we only exchange greetings cause I usually don't go for SGH xD

Oh ho ho. Feelin' good today :)

Saturday, September 1, 2012

50 more days to go! Aja!

Yet another month has passed. Really wish for Os to be over soon so that I can attend YF activities.

Wished Gabriel the ah tiong happy birthday and he replied me with a "thanks Hui En xiao mei". Suddenly everyoneeeeeee's calling me xiao mei. Oh nooooo.

When the clock striked 9:31 in the morning yesterday.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THANKFUL I AM ALL THE THREE TOPICS THAT I SPOTTED ALL CAME OUT.

Oh no this is bad. I've got another new love.

Another flower boy. BUT. Another great composer. WOOOOOO. Noticed a trend in the celebs I like. Soft and gentle but sharp features. Like donghae. And maybe Show? Great composer: definately donghae too. Great in playing guitar/piano plus have perfect pitch or near perfect pitch where they can play the guitar/piano by hearing: donghae, show. WAHAHAHA.

JINYOUNGIE. Flowerboy.Composer.Naturalperfectpitch.GUITAR. Oh and I've seen him playing the piano before! Oh my goshhhhhh. WENT MAD. xD hahahaha