Friday, April 19, 2013

Beauty.



If you have not already seen this already.

Class ended at 10 today! But since it was Mr Hoh's birthday, we went to FC 4 and then he treated the whole class to drinks. Thank you Mr Hoh! And do have a blessed 41st birthday! Had early lunch there with the girls and then went off to Bugis to shop for my shorts! HEHEHE. Had early dinner too cause we wanted to catch the students' special 25% off at Pastamania. :P Cheapos or whatever but we've got a budget here yo. ;)

Wanted to finish up PACC by today but I'm like so tired now I don't feel like moving. zzz. PACC is soooooo confusing!! Sigh...

Thursday, April 18, 2013

I'M SUDDENLY IN LOVE WITH VIOLIN COVERS.

Third day into poly life. There's really a lot of freedom in poly compared to jc. But then again, with freedom comes responsibilites. You're forced to pass up every single assignments on time if you want a good gpa year end.

Had a dream this morning. Dreamt that I was pangseh-ed by my girl friends then I found Amirah and Wanchi to attend night classes with me. Whatsapp Jiashen to buy me dinner. LOLOL. Really weird and random. But I always dream weird  dreams anywayzzz.

Guys in my current class has no... gentleman's demeanor. At least to the guys who I've spoken quite a bit to. I see them saying "diam" or "shut up" to girls. Cannot. Really cannot accept that. Sounds rude no matter how even if they try justify that they were joking/said it in a joking tone. It's just rude, period. Guys in css never, ever does such stuffs. Even if they were the baddest boys like constantly causing trouble in the school. Each and every guy I knew in css had that basic respect for girls. They will never ever say such things to a girl. Sigh... This makes them seem like all faces but no gentleman substance. What's the use.

Did I also mention that my classmates are super competitive... PACC homework given on Monday, due on Friday, they were already done with it on Monday night. I was like... #teamchill. LOLOL. But due to friends' influence for kiasu-ness, I've completed my Econs & ITB assignments due next week already. (Y) Feeling super shiok now. Still don't really understand FOM so I got to study that a little. OHMYGOODNESS DID I JUST SEE ME USING THE WORK STUDY??? Maybe not study lah, review a bit. HAHAH AND TALKING ABOUT REVIEW. Econs lectures are a total breeze for me now. While people are learning new concepts and ideas, I'm basically revising LOLOL. But still, after 5 months of brain rotting, my brain is like super rusty now. So I asked Jason a lot for my first ever econs tutorial. I forgot all the basics. I'M SO ASHAMED. HAHAHA. But it seems like we went back to the past. Me consulting him.

Shopping tomorrow.

Daniel Jang!

Monday, April 15, 2013

First day of School!

Kay got like about 40min to type out this post before my lappy runs out of batt. And nope I'm no where near a power plug nor do I have my charger with me. Left it in another room and am to lazy to get it or move to a spot  with power plug near me. Shall be short and sweet.

This song got stuck in my head ever since this morning. When I first saw the choreography of the dance I was like... Er... so childish. Cause like scissors paper stone. Then I realised it was 520 in the choreography. Now that's some sweet stuff over there! 520 = 我爱你 = I love you. Sweet.



Lastly. I thought of this last night before I went to sleep last night and shall just briefly share it here.

Through the last year, we have had got endless of conflicts, arguements and mutual dispproval. We couldn't agree on so much things together; opinons oiften clashed. But yet you were always there for me, rain or shine; despited being "abandoned" by my girl friends or whatnots. You were just always  there, period. Just wanted to say thank you for accepting me who I am and for making feel that I was being loved.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

New beginnings.

School term and lessons officially starting tomorrow! Have not bonded with my class at all yet (cause I was away with Buffalinos during flag day, remember?) but thank God I do have some erm... friends that I stick around with occasionally. It ranges from Sheylee to Shiying to Zhyi. I put it in that way cause the all three of them stick to different girls in the class and have total different personalities. While I'm still at this stage of not-close-to-anyone-yet-at-all, shall pray for wisdom to make the right friends and stick it out wth them for all three years of my poly life. I mean, it's not that nice to jump cliques while this course of 3 years right... An further more I heard we don't ever get to change our class. THAT MEANS CLASSMATES FOR ALL THREE YEARS. Must peace with everyone, if not life may get difficult.

Had a really blessed time at YF yesterday. Seems like ages since I last went for YF.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Persective, perspective.

Today was flag day. Buffalinos has told me the youngest get the most love. LOLOL. Joel is a good brother. But was feeling kind of low cause I made the whole class wait for me for soooooo long... Till I saw this video.




What an inspiration. It really cheered me up a lot. And in a way, motivated me.

Buffalinos are still the best. Love you guys.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Eh eh eh ehwa. Fo fo fo fowa.

Hello lovies! Came back from FOWA recently! I really honesty didn't actually enjoy the camp (if you even call it one). The reason was mainly because of the campers in my group. Maybe bonding wasn't emphasized much enough? Maybe my first love Buffalino was still the best? Maybe the camp was too short for any bonding to take place? Not very sure either. BUT. I have to admit that I did have fun here and there throughout the whole fowa. You won't see me saying this on Twitter cause the seniors might see it and feel disappointed. Don't want them to feel that way cause they've really put in a lot of effort for FOWA. Maybe some things just didn't click so it wasn't as good as expected.

Woke up like at 7 just to meet up at pasir ris at 9. SIGHHHH. #westsiderforlife. First day of FOWA was just plain awkward as usual like all typical camps. And after spsuFOC, it seemed perfectly normal to have a shower at 2-3 early in the morning. Slept lights out was at 4. Stayed up with Mingmin, Kaela, Jeffrey, Kenneth and Glendon. But Kaela and Glendon knocked out halfway while Mingmin and Jeffrey took power naps. We didn't really talk about anything this time round cause all we were in a rather public place and if we weren't careful enough, other campers woulf have heard our conversations.

The much anticipated night walk. Was a disappointment. The comm didn't say what went wrong, but A for Effort lah guys. -clap- You all really worked hard. We were blindfolded and then lead in groups by gp to the area for night walk. Cause I was in the front (with Shaowen) and the blind people at the back kept stepping on my shoes (step until I need to rewear them), the gp rearranged us and made us walk in a way that we won't step on each other. But as a result, while he was leading us, he had to walk in a backwards fashion. Thumbs up for his sacrifice cause it was tiring. Talked to him while he was leading cause it was quite... awkwardly quiet if no one speaked up. Ben was his name. Then we were lead to a pavillion and four to a seat cause there weren't enough seat. Sat out a little bit more so the rest had more space to sit; was afraid I could be taking up too much space. Then think Ben saw and made me go to another seat. A stoney stool all to myself; cooling, not touching any bodies emitting heat. It pays to be kind sometimes I see. :3 Then Ben tapped my head and asked for my name. Love these kind of big brother tap. Not the kind of mess-your-hair tap. Yay felt loved. :)

Survived the entire second day of camp with sweets provided by Glendon. Game highlight of the second day would be that soap hockey game. Basically there would be this big big mat that you have to glide on your knees and have your hands in some sort of a volleyball digging position to swipe the supposedly puck which was A BAR OF SOAP. The mat was filled with washing powder water. So concentrated; the smell was so strong. Then for a worser nightmare, the started adding soy sauce. OHMYGOODNESS. Like as if spsuFOC wasn't bad enough. The smell of soy sauce plus washing powder is the most revolting smell yet ever. But wait, that wasn't all. They started adding all sorts of left over paint. And then cracked eggs everywhere. Even on the players' heads. They brought revolting smell to a whole new level. Respect. Told them I couldn't get wet so I sat aside and cheered for Scylla anyway. Kenneth the geng king no excuse also can anyhow say an excuse and he was excused from the game. Respect.

Cause it started raining quite heavily after that hockey game, we played indoor games. Oh my goodness lah so much contact with each other. Can smell everyone. D: There was this particular game called the atom game if I wasn't wrong. Good thing it was in pairs not triplets, cause we had to link arms. Since Kenneth Kaela and Winnie were the clean ones cause we all didn't play the hockey game, we kept running to each other. But Kenneth and I mainly stuck to each other cause we were the ones who didn't want to like erm... make ourselves smell. :P LOLOL. I sound like a super spoilt camper here. So basically most of the while I was with Kenneth. Then we started talking a lot. He's super entertaining I tell you. HAHAHAHA. Then when people wanted to come beside us (meaning either one of us had to run away and find another pair), he'll be like "Go away, I don't want you, I love my sister." HAHAHAH. Awwwww. Felt so loved again. :3

Loved the photo taking session after the dinner. Love photo taking sessions after every camp. It's like it'll tell you who cares/love you by the way they ask to take photos with you and how you all pose for the picture. You can tell how much you are to the person or the kind of person they are when you take a photo with them. Awkward pose/distance = not that close yet... etc and the list goes on.

Okok. Plan to sleep like 11-1130 now. Should sleep soon. :)

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

It's just... sometimes...

Seems to me like a long since I've posted something. Hello people! :)
 
I totally love it how portable my laptop is. I totally love it how there's a plug beside my bed. So I'm currently chilling on my bed with my lappie while charging my phone and typing this post.
 
Just did my online application for some scholarship. The online form seemed to empathise more on academic achievements and after thinking half day, trying to recall any academic achievements that I've received, I sadly say... NONE. The only pathetic one that I found was the good progress award I got last year. BUT IT'S JUST TELLING SOMEONE HOW BAD YOU WERE THE PREVIOUS YEAR ACADEMICALLY IN JUST A NICER WAY LUHZ. Oh my gosh... It's bad enough that I'm not a 5-6 pointer... SIGH. Totally not gonna get it lahhh. Then dad was like "No harm applying." Are you seriouzzz. I feel embarrassed enough not being able to produce any academic achievements that's worth a smile pls.
 
And because it's my first time applying for a scholarship, had my brother to help me. HAHAHAHA. I'm like some loser as compared to my brother sia. When I asked him about what can be considered as an academic achievement, he was like "You have all those kind of Maths Olympiad, humanities talent program or not." And I sadly said "None." Then his face was like blank.... "What you do in secondary school ah?" Waaaaa super ashamed lah. He's like sooooo many until he gets to choose what kind of achievements he wanna back him but but here I am with... NOTHING. Like so sad. I seriously have no idea how are we siblings can. Think the only thing that we have in common would probably be the blood we share. I don't even dare say we have similar genes. HAHAHAHA.
 
Many people actually think I was popular in css. But NO. I lead a low profile life in upper sec kay. Still got so much drama. Especially in sec 4. OH. MY. GOSH. Dramas should strictly be kept to the small screens aka televisions and computers. Not real life.
 
Kay. Apparently all my poly friends, the newly made ones during foc, all think I'm the studious type. WHAT A BIG MISTAKE. But fine. I'm considering to be a nerd for my poly life. Don't wanna disappoint my parents any further. TIME FOR A CHANGE. I knew they were expecting a single digit from my raw R5. But it wasn't. It happened for PSLE too. Disappointing them for my whole life like I've got nothing better to do. Though they don't show it, but somehow I can sense it. They say I've done my best and they're happy but I know I could have just worked a little hard to do a little better.
 
Night chat with my best guy friendssssssssss. (Y). Kthnxbai.