"If success is the mother of all failure, then how many mothers are you gonna have??" Someone told me that yesterday. And guess what. Today's tuition hong lao shi made me write my first 议论文, and the title of it is "失败是成功之母" LOL. Instantly made me think of that phrase. HAHAHA, it's super funny. But I guess when you use it on someone it's kinda hurtful. NEVER MIND. My point was. 也太巧乐吧! Today's compo writing. LOL.
Anyway, I'm still not sure if I should stay back tomorrow to help to publicise for VBS... Most probably not.
But it's bothering me.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
Don't play play. I'm good at guessing.
Finally watched finish Endless Love, the Taiwan version. LOL. Super sad. It's like every episode, every parts uploaded on YouTube, all sad. Every part never fail to either make me teared or made my heart pain. Like literally. When the plot gets too sad, my pain will pain 起来, I'm serious! LOL. Okay, maybe I'm just too into the drama (OMG, drama geek much? D:) or I'm too emotional (not good either.). Honestly, I've watched so many dramas, but this is the first drama that was able to make me tear without luozhixiang acting/starring in it. This shows it's a good drama ^^
Next, just a random thought. I feel that my guessing skills are AWESOMEZ. I can look at a person's face and know what he does/uses/character. Well, not so accurate about what the person is thinking part. Life would be kinda boring if I knew what other people think. But yeah, it's like 90% always correct. (Y)
Lastly, I think we've drifted apart..? You no longer make the effort to talk to me. And every time me taking the initiative is really tiring and you make me feel that I'm the on clinging on to this friendship. Since that's the case, I guess I won't take the first step and talk to you anymore. Now YOU are gonna talk to me first. And YOU are gonna tell me instead of me telling you first.
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Today's English was horrible. Had a really, really BAD headache that lasted me the WHOLE examination and I had trouble concentrating. Even when I stood up to walk, I was a little dizzy. Up till tonight still vision a tiny weeny bit unclear. But I tried my best and used my senior's advice of describing every single little detail as possible :) Hope I'll score decently... OH! And you know what?! The English paper 2 passages were like ALL CHINA RELATED and everyone's saying that mdm soh contributed to finding the passages for the paper. LOL. Joke. But really, she's a nice person. Can joke with her, but just don't do things to make her be angry at us. It's not worth it for the both parties.
Chinese tuition resuming tomorrow, finally after syf. I like my tuition teacher, but I don't see how does chinese tuition help me at all since what I'll ever do there is xi zi, ting xie, compo writing occassionally and some really easy compre I guess she uses express chinese. Not the HCL ones. So I don't really see my chinese improving, neither do I see it deproving when I paused it for syf. But mummy said that all for the sake of my laziness, she thinks thta at least if I go for this tuition, I would be able to practice writing chinese once a week. Well, that's kinda true since I can't get myself to do wu lao shi's homework. But then again, I don't think after so long, I'll be able to wake up early tomorrow.
I promised him I'll study chem tomorrow :)
Bye!
Next, just a random thought. I feel that my guessing skills are AWESOMEZ. I can look at a person's face and know what he does/uses/character. Well, not so accurate about what the person is thinking part. Life would be kinda boring if I knew what other people think. But yeah, it's like 90% always correct. (Y)
Lastly, I think we've drifted apart..? You no longer make the effort to talk to me. And every time me taking the initiative is really tiring and you make me feel that I'm the on clinging on to this friendship. Since that's the case, I guess I won't take the first step and talk to you anymore. Now YOU are gonna talk to me first. And YOU are gonna tell me instead of me telling you first.
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Today's English was horrible. Had a really, really BAD headache that lasted me the WHOLE examination and I had trouble concentrating. Even when I stood up to walk, I was a little dizzy. Up till tonight still vision a tiny weeny bit unclear. But I tried my best and used my senior's advice of describing every single little detail as possible :) Hope I'll score decently... OH! And you know what?! The English paper 2 passages were like ALL CHINA RELATED and everyone's saying that mdm soh contributed to finding the passages for the paper. LOL. Joke. But really, she's a nice person. Can joke with her, but just don't do things to make her be angry at us. It's not worth it for the both parties.
Chinese tuition resuming tomorrow, finally after syf. I like my tuition teacher, but I don't see how does chinese tuition help me at all since what I'll ever do there is xi zi, ting xie, compo writing occassionally and some really easy compre I guess she uses express chinese. Not the HCL ones. So I don't really see my chinese improving, neither do I see it deproving when I paused it for syf. But mummy said that all for the sake of my laziness, she thinks thta at least if I go for this tuition, I would be able to practice writing chinese once a week. Well, that's kinda true since I can't get myself to do wu lao shi's homework. But then again, I don't think after so long, I'll be able to wake up early tomorrow.
I promised him I'll study chem tomorrow :)
Bye!
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Realise the beauty of a person.
My 365th post! YAY! xD HEHEHE ^^ Today was happy! Went to imm with yuanshan and diana to get jeidy's belated present :P Then talked a lot again. You know what, I realised that actually last minute unplanned decisions are more pleasant than pre-planned decisions. I guess it's probably cause there's more freedon of choice for the former one. Whereas when things don't go out as planned for the latter, people get disappointed and it more "dead" in that sense where you gotta follow everything as planned.
Today I was thinking that actually 3P has all very nice teachers. Firstly, let's talk about our cm. She is a very nice person actually. Well, let's not see the side of her where she has sudden instantaneous mood swings. But other than that, she's a really supportive teacher that makes sure everyone in the class is "loved" and everyone is healthy in mind and body. She is also enthusiastic about the class' bonding. Always suggesting class outings.
Next, let's move on to one of the very few coolest teachers that you'll ever see. Our elementary maths teacher. Now I really think he is the coolest teacher I've ever known that has taught me. He's accent is really funny, but in a good way. Our whole class love him and his sense of humour plus his character. Even when he scolds us, he'll post an apology on facebook saying he's sorry for scolding us or something and encourage us to not give up and keep our work consistent. And he'll post some random stuffs on facebook once in awhile and everyone will start liking it. He's one-of-a-kind that is just so unique he has a good rapport with our class.
Lastly, I'm tired so I shall speak about the last teacher. Let's talk about our combined humanities teacher. Well, although we all don't really like her method of teacher and the way she delievers information to us, you really can't deny that she is a very nice person. She's cheerful and cute. Really, I find her cute. Especially her DENG DENG DENGGGG! Hehehe :P
So actually 3P does have good teachers that cares for us. It's just that porbably we just dislike the way the teacher teaches us because we feel that we can't learn anything from them. So we'll start to dislike them. But time can tell. Honestly, I feel that wu lao shi (yes I'm making myself call her that now) is a really nice teacher. She's really motherly. Well, maybe she can't teach our class, but she's certainly a very nice and caring teacher.
Well I guess that's all for today :)
Greatest man in history, named Jesus, had no servants, yet they called him Master. Had no degree, yet they called him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet he conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today.
Today I was thinking that actually 3P has all very nice teachers. Firstly, let's talk about our cm. She is a very nice person actually. Well, let's not see the side of her where she has sudden instantaneous mood swings. But other than that, she's a really supportive teacher that makes sure everyone in the class is "loved" and everyone is healthy in mind and body. She is also enthusiastic about the class' bonding. Always suggesting class outings.
Next, let's move on to one of the very few coolest teachers that you'll ever see. Our elementary maths teacher. Now I really think he is the coolest teacher I've ever known that has taught me. He's accent is really funny, but in a good way. Our whole class love him and his sense of humour plus his character. Even when he scolds us, he'll post an apology on facebook saying he's sorry for scolding us or something and encourage us to not give up and keep our work consistent. And he'll post some random stuffs on facebook once in awhile and everyone will start liking it. He's one-of-a-kind that is just so unique he has a good rapport with our class.
Lastly, I'm tired so I shall speak about the last teacher. Let's talk about our combined humanities teacher. Well, although we all don't really like her method of teacher and the way she delievers information to us, you really can't deny that she is a very nice person. She's cheerful and cute. Really, I find her cute. Especially her DENG DENG DENGGGG! Hehehe :P
So actually 3P does have good teachers that cares for us. It's just that porbably we just dislike the way the teacher teaches us because we feel that we can't learn anything from them. So we'll start to dislike them. But time can tell. Honestly, I feel that wu lao shi (yes I'm making myself call her that now) is a really nice teacher. She's really motherly. Well, maybe she can't teach our class, but she's certainly a very nice and caring teacher.
Well I guess that's all for today :)
Greatest man in history, named Jesus, had no servants, yet they called him Master. Had no degree, yet they called him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet he conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today.
Friday, April 22, 2011
It's all coming too fast lah!
I'm so way behind time and plan! Planned to touch a little of my homework last night but didn't do anything. GOSH. Let's see.. I've got:
- 2 Amaths mock papers. Addition of other 2 ws if I was strict on myself
- 3 Chem ws + 1 mock paper
- 1 Emaths mock paper. Addition of other 3 ws if I was strict again.
SO MANY. HOW TO START. WHERE TO START. I JUST CAN'T START.
Why does the school likes to do this to us. Aren't our load bad enough? Still put the MYE period so close when we've not even finish covering our syllabus yet! WHAT THE HECK. Then no time for revision like that you know! I still got Bio haven't start. Need to catch up on blood transport in human. Missed that important lesson on Thursday due to syf and feel like I've not completely understand the topic yet. SHIT. DIE. CRAP. I already feel so screwed and ruined for the rest of my life cause I can picture in my mind me flunking OLevels. But honestly, I really don't have the same level of concentration and focus in school, at home.
Shall try to attempt my questions now. Bye
- 2 Amaths mock papers. Addition of other 2 ws if I was strict on myself
- 3 Chem ws + 1 mock paper
- 1 Emaths mock paper. Addition of other 3 ws if I was strict again.
SO MANY. HOW TO START. WHERE TO START. I JUST CAN'T START.
Why does the school likes to do this to us. Aren't our load bad enough? Still put the MYE period so close when we've not even finish covering our syllabus yet! WHAT THE HECK. Then no time for revision like that you know! I still got Bio haven't start. Need to catch up on blood transport in human. Missed that important lesson on Thursday due to syf and feel like I've not completely understand the topic yet. SHIT. DIE. CRAP. I already feel so screwed and ruined for the rest of my life cause I can picture in my mind me flunking OLevels. But honestly, I really don't have the same level of concentration and focus in school, at home.
Shall try to attempt my questions now. Bye
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
What happened? Why it stopped?
See you online almost everyday but we've not talked at all since January.
Today was rainy.
Today was rainy.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Not till now did I realise
I read your text with a little tear in my eyes. Well I know you do have your difficulties and we cannot have a normal friendship in front of other people because others will go off saying a lot of stuffs that will not only affect you but me too. Gossips will be hard to clear up. We can't talk to each other face-to-face. Not even a hi or exchange a smile. Well to be honest, there was a period of time I thought you didn't care anymore but now I know you do. And I guess that's enough for me :) But I just want you to know I don't blame you, so don't feel regretful. Just thankful for the call I recieved that day.
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Didn't do anything productive today. HAHAHA die. Need to clear up amaths first. Then try to do English tomorrow and worse come to worst I'll chiong English during SH tomorrow. One thing I'll learn about myself today is that I'm lazy and lack self-discipline so much I think I'm incurable and I can go bang my head in the wall. First, I wanted to do my maths in the morning, then I dragged telling myself I'll do it after lunch. I still didn't touch them after lunch and dragged saying that I'll do it after dinner. But looks like I'm still not doing it yet :/
Where has my studious/homework mood went to?? I'm so screwed. Like that how to score for MYE??? Less than two more weeks to MYE leh! OHMYGOSH. I'm such a GONER.
Bye :/
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Didn't do anything productive today. HAHAHA die. Need to clear up amaths first. Then try to do English tomorrow and worse come to worst I'll chiong English during SH tomorrow. One thing I'll learn about myself today is that I'm lazy and lack self-discipline so much I think I'm incurable and I can go bang my head in the wall. First, I wanted to do my maths in the morning, then I dragged telling myself I'll do it after lunch. I still didn't touch them after lunch and dragged saying that I'll do it after dinner. But looks like I'm still not doing it yet :/
Where has my studious/homework mood went to?? I'm so screwed. Like that how to score for MYE??? Less than two more weeks to MYE leh! OHMYGOSH. I'm such a GONER.
Bye :/
Friday, April 15, 2011
Happy Ending.
Went to Clementi Mall with brother cheryl and kat. Had long john's silver and koi with brother's treat :)
100% hazelnut milk tea! ^^
Gonna do my amaths now :)
Bye
100% hazelnut milk tea! ^^
Gonna do my amaths now :)
Bye
Thursday, April 14, 2011
GOLD.
Sorry for not posting the last two days. Was busy preparing for syf.
Ya, everyone cried upon hearing the results. Tears of sadness. I felt that it was easy for the juniors to just cry but the seniors had to control their emotions and be strong to comfort the rest. I guess that's what's about being a good senior. You got to control your emotions and be stronger to comfort the rest because if you topple, the others may just follow and collapse too. They're just like our foundation to support us.
To my other non-choir friends: Sorry for not reply your smses etc yah, cause I really can't bring myself to tell you all the results.
But just wanna say to all the choir mates: I know we can't help in not feeling sad, I know we can't help in not feeling disappointed and neither can it be helped in stopping those tears rolling down. But at the end of the day, it's just an award. So once the tears dries, let's all get over it and move on for more important & greater things awaiting us. Because the strong ones are those who do their best, but the stronger ones are those who fall but stand up and come back even stronger than before, going the extra mile to make sure they are much better than before.
Ya, everyone cried upon hearing the results. Tears of sadness. I felt that it was easy for the juniors to just cry but the seniors had to control their emotions and be strong to comfort the rest. I guess that's what's about being a good senior. You got to control your emotions and be stronger to comfort the rest because if you topple, the others may just follow and collapse too. They're just like our foundation to support us.
To my other non-choir friends: Sorry for not reply your smses etc yah, cause I really can't bring myself to tell you all the results.
But just wanna say to all the choir mates: I know we can't help in not feeling sad, I know we can't help in not feeling disappointed and neither can it be helped in stopping those tears rolling down. But at the end of the day, it's just an award. So once the tears dries, let's all get over it and move on for more important & greater things awaiting us. Because the strong ones are those who do their best, but the stronger ones are those who fall but stand up and come back even stronger than before, going the extra mile to make sure they are much better than before.
Monday, April 11, 2011
THREEEEE MORE DAYS! :O
Had been listening to all of JJ's old + latest songs last night with my mum. HAHAH YEAH, SHE'S COOL. :B
简简单单
原来
记得
杀手
江南
一千年以后
编号 89757
木乃伊
心墙
Today was... LOL. No words to describe. But I've got something to say to ALL of my friends, brothers, sisters, cousin, basically, all my sworns & friends. I'm honestly not a good
Got this song stuck in my head since morning.
等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
Like that phrase.
"If someone asks me what kind of music do I hope to create, my answer will be this - 'I hope to write a type of song; for example, in the middle of the night a girl walks into a 24-hour convenient store. She's feeling down after ending a relationship, and she hears a song playing over the radio that coincidentally describes what she's feeling which makes her feel like she's not the only lonely one, that someone heard her inner voice. That's the type of music I want to write.'" -JJ Lin
Bye!
简简单单
原来
记得
杀手
江南
一千年以后
编号 89757
木乃伊
心墙
Today was... LOL. No words to describe. But I've got something to say to ALL of my friends, brothers, sisters, cousin, basically, all my sworns & friends. I'm honestly not a good
Got this song stuck in my head since morning.
等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
Like that phrase.
"If someone asks me what kind of music do I hope to create, my answer will be this - 'I hope to write a type of song; for example, in the middle of the night a girl walks into a 24-hour convenient store. She's feeling down after ending a relationship, and she hears a song playing over the radio that coincidentally describes what she's feeling which makes her feel like she's not the only lonely one, that someone heard her inner voice. That's the type of music I want to write.'" -JJ Lin
Bye!
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Let's do it, right.
Today was really warm. Both ways. I felt that you still cared about me despite everything that has happened. Thank you :)
Was hearing this for the second time but not looking at the MV. Felt like crying cause it was really touching by listening to the lyrics alone. The first time watching it I only concentrated on how handsome he was :P But anyway, it's so heartwarming :)
Thought of the night:
BYE!
Was hearing this for the second time but not looking at the MV. Felt like crying cause it was really touching by listening to the lyrics alone. The first time watching it I only concentrated on how handsome he was :P But anyway, it's so heartwarming :)
Thought of the night:
BYE!
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Sharing Session!
Been YouTubing and found this cover artist. (Is that how you call them?) He is Jason Chen. HAHAHA find him awesome ;D
Oh I really love this cover! :) Other english cover kinda sucked :P
Some say its not over til its over
But I guess its really over now.
Theres something I gotta say before I let you go
Here it goes
Every time he breaks your heart
You would hit me up and say
That Im the only man who knows how to treat you right
And so I comfort you but right right right away
You go back to him and make the same damn mistakes
Girl I was always there to care for you when you were down
Dont say that friends are all that we are ever gonna be
Cut out the drama
Come to me, I know you wanna
Girl I know thats what we both dream of
Baby, please dont take his hand and leave me here
Cause you should be my lady, come with me and wipe away those tears
Once the music ends you will take a vow to be with him forever
But you know Im the man who you want to be with for the rest of your life
Dont put on that wedding dress
Girl dont put on that wedding dress
(Its not me next you)
Dont put on that wedding dress, oh no
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees
You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane
Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack
It's too late, Im dancing this dance alone
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you
In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
Single life aint used to this
How does one live like this?
Wake up alone, with nothing but pictures of me and you
Memories were better when I, I was with you
Now I just sit here as I cry, cry over you
You moved on with your life, and now in love with another guy
I couldve been the one, but I gotta wait, should you be mine
Im just a lover, just waitin for his other
Dont care how long Ill love you forever
Baby, please dont leave so suddenly from me
You used to be my lady, now Im hopin we just remain friends
But always remember that baby you are always beating fast inside of my heart girl
And always know that Im still here, waiting for you
And that day to finally arrive
When youre in that wedding dress dress
Girl, when youre in that wedding dress dress
Wedding dress dress
I promised in your wedding dress
Oh no
And I see you with your man and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong, where we even began
We would always fuss and fight and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when I'm on the stage, they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all the female fans and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say it's over it breaks my heart and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot of times in the past but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out, how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next, I'm left with an imperfect smile
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you
In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
Can't find the words to say to you
But all I wanna say is I do
I just want you in my life
Baby, come back be my wife
Cant endure the pain no more
CPR, need surgery
Just cant live another day without you in mind
Its just too difficult, I want you back, I need your love back in my life
Whoa
Once the music ends, Ill be saying my goodbye to you forever
And just know even though our love didnt work out, I am still here for you
Now youre in your wedding dress
Girl now youre in your wedding dress
(Shouldve been me, shouldve been me)
Oh youre wearing that wedding dress, oh no
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Oh oh! And this one!
Ahh, forget it, I'll just emblem all those that I watched and liked. I'm running out of comments! :P
Okay I'm done. ;D
Oh I really love this cover! :) Other english cover kinda sucked :P
Some say its not over til its over
But I guess its really over now.
Theres something I gotta say before I let you go
Here it goes
Every time he breaks your heart
You would hit me up and say
That Im the only man who knows how to treat you right
And so I comfort you but right right right away
You go back to him and make the same damn mistakes
Girl I was always there to care for you when you were down
Dont say that friends are all that we are ever gonna be
Cut out the drama
Come to me, I know you wanna
Girl I know thats what we both dream of
Baby, please dont take his hand and leave me here
Cause you should be my lady, come with me and wipe away those tears
Once the music ends you will take a vow to be with him forever
But you know Im the man who you want to be with for the rest of your life
Dont put on that wedding dress
Girl dont put on that wedding dress
(Its not me next you)
Dont put on that wedding dress, oh no
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees
You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane
Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack
It's too late, Im dancing this dance alone
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you
In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
Single life aint used to this
How does one live like this?
Wake up alone, with nothing but pictures of me and you
Memories were better when I, I was with you
Now I just sit here as I cry, cry over you
You moved on with your life, and now in love with another guy
I couldve been the one, but I gotta wait, should you be mine
Im just a lover, just waitin for his other
Dont care how long Ill love you forever
Baby, please dont leave so suddenly from me
You used to be my lady, now Im hopin we just remain friends
But always remember that baby you are always beating fast inside of my heart girl
And always know that Im still here, waiting for you
And that day to finally arrive
When youre in that wedding dress dress
Girl, when youre in that wedding dress dress
Wedding dress dress
I promised in your wedding dress
Oh no
And I see you with your man and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong, where we even began
We would always fuss and fight and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when I'm on the stage, they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all the female fans and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say it's over it breaks my heart and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot of times in the past but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out, how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next, I'm left with an imperfect smile
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you
In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
Can't find the words to say to you
But all I wanna say is I do
I just want you in my life
Baby, come back be my wife
Cant endure the pain no more
CPR, need surgery
Just cant live another day without you in mind
Its just too difficult, I want you back, I need your love back in my life
Whoa
Once the music ends, Ill be saying my goodbye to you forever
And just know even though our love didnt work out, I am still here for you
Now youre in your wedding dress
Girl now youre in your wedding dress
(Shouldve been me, shouldve been me)
Oh youre wearing that wedding dress, oh no
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Oh oh! And this one!
Ahh, forget it, I'll just emblem all those that I watched and liked. I'm running out of comments! :P
Okay I'm done. ;D
Friday, April 8, 2011
Really, start the coutdown.
Woke up with a little sore in the throat. First thought of the day: Crap. How come like that?? Took peipagou and two bananas cause I didn't feel like swallowing bread. Felt really really tired cause I haven't been sleeping at 10 sharp. Had usual morning rowtionals and I felt my voice wasn't right. Went to class and had boring lesson. Actually I feel that it's not boring but more of me and my tiredness. We had listening compre during chinese that was going to be counted in our SA1. -sneezed 2 times while typing the previous sentence. I feel sick.- I'm so going to sleep early tonight. I can't remember any homework we're given except english which I also forgotten what we were supposed to do for it.
Choir. Had combined sectionals with Altos with Mr Foong. At one point of it while standing I felt like collapsing. Then when he left SLs were practising with the sop 1s. So I stoned cause I was really tired max. Then Jing Hui talked to the choir. She did a visualisation with us. There were two senarios. The first was us getting a GwH and the other was us getting gold. Most of the girls cried.
Well I tried to hold my tear. I just feel that now it not the time to cry YET. It's only six more days to syf. Like what I've said, "Fight fatigue, keep the faith. Hang in there, 6 more days. Let's do it." That's really all what we've got to do for SYF. This is the first and last SYF that I'm participating. I wanna make it special. I wanna make it memory-worth. I wanna create a legacy, together with the SYF team. I wanna get a Gold with Honours. It's not totally impossible. I know it's that tiny hope that keeps us moving. Grab it. The visualisation was just a wake up call, like what Reine said. Let's do it, let's really put our all for that goal.
Bye.
Choir. Had combined sectionals with Altos with Mr Foong. At one point of it while standing I felt like collapsing. Then when he left SLs were practising with the sop 1s. So I stoned cause I was really tired max. Then Jing Hui talked to the choir. She did a visualisation with us. There were two senarios. The first was us getting a GwH and the other was us getting gold. Most of the girls cried.
Well I tried to hold my tear. I just feel that now it not the time to cry YET. It's only six more days to syf. Like what I've said, "Fight fatigue, keep the faith. Hang in there, 6 more days. Let's do it." That's really all what we've got to do for SYF. This is the first and last SYF that I'm participating. I wanna make it special. I wanna make it memory-worth. I wanna create a legacy, together with the SYF team. I wanna get a Gold with Honours. It's not totally impossible. I know it's that tiny hope that keeps us moving. Grab it. The visualisation was just a wake up call, like what Reine said. Let's do it, let's really put our all for that goal.
Bye.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Today is so screwed.
I really hate today. It's so screwed that I feel like shutting myself from the world and not talk.
Bye.
Bye.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
More motivated.
Got back my Bio and Econs. My bio moved from a C6 to a B3 and my Econs moved from a C6 to a B4. This really proves a lot to me that with hard work I can actually achieve results. So because of that, I plan to aim for better marks for my mid years.
English - B3/4
HCL - B3
EMaths - A2
AMaths - B3
CHUM - A2/B3
Chemistry - B4
Biology - A1/2
Economy - B3/4
I'll try to aim and work for it! :D
It's 8 days to syf from tomorrow. We've got to hang in there. Cause I was told the last week before syf is when everyone gets tired and sian of the songs + trainings. It's the final lap. It's the test of our mental strength & perseverance I guess..? I feel very tired of all those training and homework + studies and to add my daily devotion to God clump together. Well althought it's not to the extend of me feeling like dying, but I can feel the drag. I still need to study for my Mid Years. Gotta chiong after SYF! :/ Then I'll start to fool around after the Mid Years again :) And get serious nearing my Chinese Os.
Bye!
Today was in a way sad cause I feel that you didn't want to talk to me anymore :/
English - B3/4
HCL - B3
EMaths - A2
AMaths - B3
CHUM - A2/B3
Chemistry - B4
Biology - A1/2
Economy - B3/4
I'll try to aim and work for it! :D
It's 8 days to syf from tomorrow. We've got to hang in there. Cause I was told the last week before syf is when everyone gets tired and sian of the songs + trainings. It's the final lap. It's the test of our mental strength & perseverance I guess..? I feel very tired of all those training and homework + studies and to add my daily devotion to God clump together. Well althought it's not to the extend of me feeling like dying, but I can feel the drag. I still need to study for my Mid Years. Gotta chiong after SYF! :/ Then I'll start to fool around after the Mid Years again :) And get serious nearing my Chinese Os.
Bye!
Today was in a way sad cause I feel that you didn't want to talk to me anymore :/
Monday, April 4, 2011
I'm gonna wanish from AMaths class.
Today's retest: bad. All the questions that I didn't know how to do totalled up to 17 marks when the passing mark was 17.5 great. I'm sure to fail this test and get kicked out of mrs philip class.
Today was tiring.
Bye.
Today was tiring.
Bye.
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