Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Shining Star



Shining star
Like a little diamond
Makes me love
Looking at me with the sweet smile that’s like a dream to me
Whisper to me
We’ll always be together
’Til the end of time

Oh day by day
Stay by my side, always
Stay in my heart, dazzling
Shining my love

Always hoping
That you’ll be smiling at that place
Even when you’re suffering
Because of misunderstandings and reasonless hate
Look at a further place
It’s the start now
When you want to cry
Lean on me
Even though I’m lacking
I’ll protect you

Love flies to the deepest part of the heart from the start and makes me warm
The never-changing trembling
You are

Shining star
Like a little diamond
Makes me love
Looking at me with the sweet smile that’s like a dream to me
Whisper to me
We’ll always be together
’Til the end of time

Shining star
Brighter than the sun
You’re like the sunshine
Your eyes give me rest when you’re tired
Shed light on my heart
Promise to believe you
I’ll always be on your side
I’ll embrace your small shoulders with a love larger than anyone else

Love flies to the deepest part of the heart from the start and makes me warm
The never-changing trembling
You are

Shining star
Like a little diamond
Makes me love
Looking at me with the sweet smile that’s like a dream to me
Whisper to me
We’ll always be together

Shining star
Like a little diamond
Makes me love
Looking at me with the sweet smile that’s like a dream to me
Whisper to me
We’ll always be together
’Til the end of time

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

日子只能往前走 一個方向順時鐘



One of those songs where I hear it once and I'll click the replay button till it's broken.

Today felt empty although it was rather peaceful. One went Cambodia, the other going Malaysia and maybe tomorrow the last one ponning school. Hai. So sian. Saddness maximum.

Got back about 6 out of 8 results. Thank God I was still able to pull through somehow and managed a one or two Bs here and there. I PASS ENGLISH!! ^^ Means I can get promoted to sec 4 -heaves a very huge sigh of relieve- You had no idea how stress I was when I had the feeling and was imagining myself retaining. PIMPLES BROKEOUT CAN :( I've never remembered myself being so stress out or uptight about my studies EVER. And in my impression, I have never studied for an exam EVER. Unless you count last minute memorization in the morning of the day I'm gonna have the exam.

For this year's I started studying like 2-3 days before the individual exam itself! Somehow my hardwork did pay off. Except for amath. I'm like 100% disappointed in myself. I think I didn't work hard enough. A careless mistake caused me to fail the whole paper by 2 marks. I didn't practice enough to be more exposed to different kinds of questions. URGH.

Okay, but so far I only failed amaths. I have not gotten back CHUM's history and BIO section B&C. Somehow, I have this small little glimpse of hope that I'll get an A for Bio. But somehow, it seems rather impossible. I just pray that I'll pass both papers for my overalls :)

Monday, October 17, 2011

Cause this and that is life

Went to IMM with Diana to walk here and there. Saw Mr Khoo and Ms Nor HAHAHAHHA MS NOR ISNT A THAT BAD TEACHER LA PEOPLE. She is actually quite nice okay :)

Anyway, got back 4 of my papers. Although I passed all, but they were all no-quality passes. Thank God however it was really through His strength I was able to do pretty well for Economics. I mean, I reeeeeeeally didn't have any time to study cause of the supid reflections thingy -.- But it was really unexpected that I could have actually scored so high for Econs based on the fact that I was really mentally prepared to get another no-quality pass or a FAIL. I guess, it's really all about trusting God.

At IMM, The Face Shop was being so awesome by playing Bonamana, then Sorry Sorry, then the korean version of Super Girl. No doubt man! They are ELFs! :P Then me and Diana were like standing outside the shop just to hear all those songs playing :B HAHAHHA

Right. There's a very very high chance that there'll be choir tomorrow. NOOOOOOOO D: WHY CAN'T THEY LET US ENJOY THE AWESOME-NESS OF END-OF-EXAMS PERIOD BEFORE RESUMING IT?! D: KILL-JOY. :(

Anyway, saw this song some where and it kinda encouraged me to pick up my feet and look forward instead of harping on old things.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

The reason is simple

YAY I DIDN'T GO FOR TUITION TODAY CAUSE MY LEG'S HURT. MUAHAHHAA OKAY. I'm lazy but yeah whatever luh. It still hurts when I walk okay :(

Anyway, just a short and simple post also. Happy birthday LEEDONGHAE :D You're the first korean celeb that I like without any other influences from others. Like honestly :) Stay healthy and happy always! Even though you're like 25 this year and 26 in korean age, but I know you'll still be that 5 year-old kid who is forever bugging EunHyuk HAHAHAH but do continue to bug him cause EunHae is cute!♥

생일 축하한동해! 사랑해
saeng-il chughahanmida leedonghae saranghae

Friday, October 14, 2011

EXAMS ARE OVER! (Y)

FINALLY!! :D HAHAHAHA ^^ Alright, seriously, have been waiting since forever before all these end. D: YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I SUFFERED. PHEW. Thank God for sustanence through the whole exam period of 3 weeks.

Went for reece with comm today and sort of celebrate Luke's birthday :P HAHAHA super fun ;D MET JONG HAN AND MRS LOH AT VIVO LOLOLOL. HAHAHA :)

Right, but I don't really have any nice dramas to watch now cause all the super duper nice dramas are either on air or coming soon (AKA E.G. 小资女孩向前冲,真心请按两次铃 and NOT FORGETTING MY 华丽的挑战!!) So I watched 娱百 :) But the waiting for all these awesome dramas is killing me :(

Okay. I'll sleep now and wake up early for tuition tomorrow cause I DONT HAVA LIFE D: Yeah. Mummy says if I don't go for tuition I'll forget how to write chinese words. OH PLEASE D: I need to write du hou gans every week and there's a mock test EVERY MONDAY. EVEN IF I WANT TO FORGET ALSO CANNOT CAUSE CHINESE WILL HUANT ME EVEN IN MY DREAMS LUH D:

I have sucha sad life I'm really gonna off my comp now. :(

Bye.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Rain or Shine, it still goes on



站在晴天和雨天的交界
該微笑還是流眼淚
乾脆放任自己崩潰
站在晴天和雨天的交界
想要放手獨自往前
才發現我走不遠

The first time I saw this MV I was like "so sweeeeeeeeeet!!" xD Sweetness overload! But then as I listened to the lyrics and follow the storyline in the MV its actually quite sad :/ Although the song does sound refreshing on the surface but there is this hidden saddeness in the song. This stubborness yet unbearingness.

Okay, seriously, what am I doing here when I still have an exam going on tomorrow -.- Confession; watched drama the whole afternoon and not done anything excet eating at night. Gosh I'm sucha pig x.x Anyway I feel so slack today. Maybe it was due to the relieve of the fact that one of the major spam writing papers are over. In addition I watched drama in the afternoon -.-

OKAY WHAT AM I SERIOUSLY DOING ITS GONNA BE 1030 BEFORE I KNOW IT. SHALL OFF COMP NOW. KTHNXBAI.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Kiss the rain

You know when in dramas you see that people shiver from the rain outdoors? It somehow seemed kinda fake to me. I mean like, the rain got so cold meh? -.- But yesterday morning while going to school I got caught in a super heavy rain. And the rain is not cold. ITS THE DAMN WIND THAT WAS SUPER FREAKING COLD. Gushes and gushed of wind not stopping. Even when I was waiting at the bus stop, I was still wet. Cause the stupid wind blew the rain at me. And my whole skirt was wet -.- I was like shivering and my teeth was chattering while waiting for Diana darling to bring me umbrella. No joke and I'm not exaggerating. It was colddddddddddddd. x.x

And this morning I heard brother playing kiss the rain. And it never fails to soften my heart early in the morning. Number one, I was referring to the song, not my brother's play. He's not there yet LOL. Number two, I'm always very moody on a saturday morning when I've just woken up cause I don't have enough sleep. Number three, okay there's no number three.

I really hate Saturdays. Okay maybe hate is a little too harsh to word to express my discontentment with every Saturdays, but it still doesn't stop me from disliking it. Its bad enough. I have two tuitions on Saturdays and it's not that I dislike my tutors. I love them. Their good at teaching. I just hate the pre-tuition feeling I have before every single tuition starts. I get that sian...-tuition-again feeling. But tuition always end up productive and I feel super good after tuition anyway. But my main point is I have a very strong pre-tuition sianness feeling. Makes me feel totally depressed.