Thursday, May 31, 2012
Hurry up.
One incentive for me to pull through to tomorrow: Handball with 2/2 <3
The week have been so hard for me. Especially when so many things came crashing down hard on me. Too much for such shoulders of mine to bear. Whatever. Shall drown myself in homework. I enjoy doing maths. Don't judge me. I'm not a nerd (...yet). Still a perfectly fine young girl who loveeeees to watch her dramas.
Feel irritated with hundred and one things this whole week. Probably cause my mood was rather edgy anyway. The list just go on and on. Whiny girls with high pitch shrieks or with intention dia voices. People who are not self-aware enough/just not wanting to admit and then keep sticking around/continue their ways that really irritate normal people. People who obviously laugh so much, have so much good friends caring about them, but still complaining oh "This month was a really horrible one. I wasn't happy once." Yeah yeah, when I see you laugh yourheart lungs out so many times. Maybe I'm just irritated by people who make a big fuss out of nothing and people who complains like no tomorrow. *Terms and conditions applied for this week only.
I wouldn't say May was horrible. Maybe just that it didn't end too well.
Shall bathe soon and then sleep. Wanna sleep early tonight. AND WELCOME JUNE. Can't wait for extended curicculum to end. Soon. And fast. Oh crap. The school is gonna eat up my 4th&5th June. IMMA LIKE SO SAD CAUSE I CAN'T GO FOR COMM OUTING AND HALF OF DA BUYING DATE. And it's the last time as comm D: BOO SCHOOL.
Urgh. I think I just made myself feel worse. I'm sucha champion -.-
Okaybye.
The week have been so hard for me. Especially when so many things came crashing down hard on me. Too much for such shoulders of mine to bear. Whatever. Shall drown myself in homework. I enjoy doing maths. Don't judge me. I'm not a nerd (...yet). Still a perfectly fine young girl who loveeeees to watch her dramas.
Feel irritated with hundred and one things this whole week. Probably cause my mood was rather edgy anyway. The list just go on and on. Whiny girls with high pitch shrieks or with intention dia voices. People who are not self-aware enough/just not wanting to admit and then keep sticking around/continue their ways that really irritate normal people. People who obviously laugh so much, have so much good friends caring about them, but still complaining oh "This month was a really horrible one. I wasn't happy once." Yeah yeah, when I see you laugh your
I wouldn't say May was horrible. Maybe just that it didn't end too well.
Shall bathe soon and then sleep. Wanna sleep early tonight. AND WELCOME JUNE. Can't wait for extended curicculum to end. Soon. And fast. Oh crap. The school is gonna eat up my 4th&5th June. IMMA LIKE SO SAD CAUSE I CAN'T GO FOR COMM OUTING AND HALF OF DA BUYING DATE. And it's the last time as comm D: BOO SCHOOL.
Urgh. I think I just made myself feel worse. I'm sucha champion -.-
Okaybye.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
How should we return like how we used to?
Nothing hurts more than this.
Woke up. Glutinous rice for breakfast. I like. Took my 176 to school. It was a tiring morning waking up. Nothing much today. Except for the fact that I had and is still having a throbbing headache the moment I reached the auditorium and sat down beside Diana. Pound and pound and pound. Headaches are rare for me. Seems like its really this serious even my headache decided to disturb me. Oral was fine, just for the fact that I stuttered 1000000 times. Had a huge problem pronouncing competitors and preserverance. Malu
MATHS. MATHS. MATHS. BIO.
I'm like listening to super sad EMONEMO songs when I'm already sad enough. Urgh. I may have a mental breakdown soon.
Whatever. I'll just laugh at myself then.
Woke up. Glutinous rice for breakfast. I like. Took my 176 to school. It was a tiring morning waking up. Nothing much today. Except for the fact that I had and is still having a throbbing headache the moment I reached the auditorium and sat down beside Diana. Pound and pound and pound. Headaches are rare for me. Seems like its really this serious even my headache decided to disturb me. Oral was fine, just for the fact that I stuttered 1000000 times. Had a huge problem pronouncing competitors and preserverance. Malu
MATHS. MATHS. MATHS. BIO.
I'm like listening to super sad EMONEMO songs when I'm already sad enough. Urgh. I may have a mental breakdown soon.
Whatever. I'll just laugh at myself then.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
GO.
I love doing maths.
Mygosh. WHAT.JUST.MADE.ME.TYPE.THAT. Have I been doing too much chinese recently that I'm going mad? I actually love doing my maths hw..? Some serious case here... D: 3h of maths today. So glad I (was able to) survived.
Went to jcube for Avengers. But plans changed cause the next available avengers slots was like SO LATE. So we settled for MIB3. NO REGRETS AT ALL. Like super cool. And super nice only! The last part was really touching. Almost cried xD Heh. But the graphics was so... Too grotesque for me
Tomorrow's oral. With VP. HAHAHAH.
More worried for my chinese Os orals... :/ Heard it's about this week or so. OHMYGOSH DON'T WANT LEH. CAN JULY OR NOT. I still wanna consult/practice with chinese pros... D: Can't afford it to pull my marks down. It should be pulling my marks up instead .____.
Okay. Will do. Shall bathe now and start on.... Bio..? Yeah. Cause MdmSoh's contributing to 80% of my testimonials and I should do her work... -.- Maths can wait till tomorrow. Though I kind of very much wanna do maths. :( -something's very wrong with me-
Bye.
Mygosh. WHAT.JUST.MADE.ME.TYPE.THAT. Have I been doing too much chinese recently that I'm going mad? I actually love doing my maths hw..? Some serious case here... D: 3h of maths today. So glad I (was able to) survived.
Went to jcube for Avengers. But plans changed cause the next available avengers slots was like SO LATE. So we settled for MIB3. NO REGRETS AT ALL. Like super cool. And super nice only! The last part was really touching. Almost cried xD Heh. But the graphics was so... Too grotesque for me
Tomorrow's oral. With VP. HAHAHAH.
More worried for my chinese Os orals... :/ Heard it's about this week or so. OHMYGOSH DON'T WANT LEH. CAN JULY OR NOT. I still wanna consult/practice with chinese pros... D: Can't afford it to pull my marks down. It should be pulling my marks up instead .____.
Okay. Will do. Shall bathe now and start on.... Bio..? Yeah. Cause MdmSoh's contributing to 80% of my testimonials and I should do her work... -.- Maths can wait till tomorrow. Though I kind of very much wanna do maths. :( -something's very wrong with me-
Bye.
Monday, May 28, 2012
I stopped.
My gosh. This song has been stuck in my head ever since three days ago. LOLOL. Okay. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PROJECT:SLEEP-AT-9-TODAY. I HAVE NOT EVEN BATHED ._. Alright shall finish up this post, go bathe and sleep.
CHINESE IS OVER AND DONE WITH. FELT A PEACE IN MY HEART AFTER COMPLETING THE PAPERS. NOT WRITING CHINESE EVER AGAIN. At least for this whole year. Told myself June. I'll start my preparation in June. BUT I'M STILL NOT READY YET D: What....
Anyway, had a good time with zexuan & huiru after the chinese exam and ended up late for oral. HAHAHA. Brain so fried after exams how to sit properly for oral can D: Anyhow hamtam-ed and ended up using a lot of chinese words incorrectly xD HAHAHA. I can only write in Chinese and speak in English. I can't write in English and speak in Chinese. Weird much. That's why I figured out it's really not an easy thing to be so fluent in two languages at a same time.
Tomorrow! Yay! :D
Never forget your past. It's your best teacher.
Sunday, May 27, 2012
I should really not be using the computer now.
Sighs don't feel like going for ACJC's concert tomorrow... :( BUT IT'S LIKE 20 BUCKS. MYGOSHHHH :(
OH. YES YES YES. TOMORROW'S CHINESE OS AND EVERYONE'S MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT. DUH. LOLOL. I mean, who won't? The first major exam in 4 years. And then looking back, PSLE wasn't really much of a big deal. So then, maybe we shouldn't worry so much about it. My second time taking the exam. Hmmm... Although it just proves that I'm really lacking and it takes me only a second chance to get a better grade (OR WORSE NOT EVEN IMPROVING ON MY ALREADY GOTTEN GRADE) but I guess it all boils down to me being a semi-perfectionist. A B is really an ugly grade for Express Chinese.
It's really hard to study with the intention of putting God's glory first. And to not study with the mindset of "I want to get an A1 so that it proves I'm good at Chinese." rather than "I want to get the best grade possible with God's help and give all glory to Him." It's just. So. Hard. But I guess I'm starting to commit everything I've done to prepare for Chinese in God's hands. I just need to trust Him more.
People who personally wish me all the best for tomorrow => Good friends.
Thanks. :)
OH. YES YES YES. TOMORROW'S CHINESE OS AND EVERYONE'S MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT. DUH. LOLOL. I mean, who won't? The first major exam in 4 years. And then looking back, PSLE wasn't really much of a big deal. So then, maybe we shouldn't worry so much about it. My second time taking the exam. Hmmm... Although it just proves that I'm really lacking and it takes me only a second chance to get a better grade (OR WORSE NOT EVEN IMPROVING ON MY ALREADY GOTTEN GRADE) but I guess it all boils down to me being a semi-perfectionist. A B is really an ugly grade for Express Chinese.
It's really hard to study with the intention of putting God's glory first. And to not study with the mindset of "I want to get an A1 so that it proves I'm good at Chinese." rather than "I want to get the best grade possible with God's help and give all glory to Him." It's just. So. Hard. But I guess I'm starting to commit everything I've done to prepare for Chinese in God's hands. I just need to trust Him more.
People who personally wish me all the best for tomorrow => Good friends.
Thanks. :)
Friday, May 25, 2012
The end.
One of the times where I actually regret dropping hcl. It just feels wrong to not be in the same class anymore.
Stayed back to play handball with 2/2 <3. Was running and all at the first part of the game. But subsequently more and more people joined. So means balls that were thrown to me were frequently snatched by guys who could jump like super high. And I realised I had a blister on my toe. Didn't want to make the blister bigger, so I kind of stopped running.
The teachers had a cooking competition! SO COOL. And saw raphael coming back. Looked weird in office dressing x.x
MT camp really wasn't that bad at all. While I'm glad it finally ended, I think I'll kind of miss it :/ Miss going crazy with the combination of yingqi + mingsiew. Hahahaha. yingqi was trying to combine China + Malaysian + Taiwan accent "ji xiao-er yi xia wor, ni jue de wo care ma?" HAHAHAHA. Her dettol swipes that mingsiew hates the smell. We have so much in common xD I'm gonna miss being in class with her. And somehow I'm gonna miss sitting inbetween mingsiew and zhiqiang during chinese. Sigh at how I get so deeply attached to things. It's not a good thing most of the time. But I guess it leaves me with really sweet memories to reminisence as time passes.
The end of mt camp, the last day of school, probably last official chinese lesson. Urgh, I'm starting to feel sad... :/
OH YES. THANK GOD I PASSED MY TRIGO TEST. WOW. More than a miracle. Not only did I not get a single digit for it, but I passed it! Not a C6 but a C5! Really thankful for the sustenance I've been given to pull through the preparation period. You have no idea how much I went through. It was the first time I was ever so determined to pass because I wanted to show that I could do without the help of bleh. So I asked everyoneeeee. Jiashen kokyi lucas. Mostly jiashen though. He was so nice to stay back with me from 4-6 just to go through all the questions that I didn't know how to do from the ws that mrs philip gave us. And not to mention the ws was just... hard.
Kokyi was like around to help too. Giving pointers here and there. Then Lucas gave me a few questions to check my understanding here and there. Gimbin chipped in too :)
MT camp lowered my confidence for chinese. But I guess I've really learnt a lot from it. BRING IT ON 28 MAY. >:) Chekkkkk. Actually still not ready for Os yet xD
Feeling very empty nao.
Stayed back to play handball with 2/2 <3. Was running and all at the first part of the game. But subsequently more and more people joined. So means balls that were thrown to me were frequently snatched by guys who could jump like super high. And I realised I had a blister on my toe. Didn't want to make the blister bigger, so I kind of stopped running.
The teachers had a cooking competition! SO COOL. And saw raphael coming back. Looked weird in office dressing x.x
MT camp really wasn't that bad at all. While I'm glad it finally ended, I think I'll kind of miss it :/ Miss going crazy with the combination of yingqi + mingsiew. Hahahaha. yingqi was trying to combine China + Malaysian + Taiwan accent "ji xiao-er yi xia wor, ni jue de wo care ma?" HAHAHAHA. Her dettol swipes that mingsiew hates the smell. We have so much in common xD I'm gonna miss being in class with her. And somehow I'm gonna miss sitting inbetween mingsiew and zhiqiang during chinese. Sigh at how I get so deeply attached to things. It's not a good thing most of the time. But I guess it leaves me with really sweet memories to reminisence as time passes.
The end of mt camp, the last day of school, probably last official chinese lesson. Urgh, I'm starting to feel sad... :/
OH YES. THANK GOD I PASSED MY TRIGO TEST. WOW. More than a miracle. Not only did I not get a single digit for it, but I passed it! Not a C6 but a C5! Really thankful for the sustenance I've been given to pull through the preparation period. You have no idea how much I went through. It was the first time I was ever so determined to pass because I wanted to show that I could do without the help of bleh. So I asked everyoneeeee. Jiashen kokyi lucas. Mostly jiashen though. He was so nice to stay back with me from 4-6 just to go through all the questions that I didn't know how to do from the ws that mrs philip gave us. And not to mention the ws was just... hard.
Kokyi was like around to help too. Giving pointers here and there. Then Lucas gave me a few questions to check my understanding here and there. Gimbin chipped in too :)
MT camp lowered my confidence for chinese. But I guess I've really learnt a lot from it. BRING IT ON 28 MAY. >:) Chekkkkk. Actually still not ready for Os yet xD
Feeling very empty nao.
Thursday, May 24, 2012
ショウ・ルオ
Apparently the fact is established, my mt camp teacher lovesssss me. I'm positive. She gave me ROCHERRRRRR.
Today wasn't a very good day. Trying to calm myself down.
Oh yeah. GOTTA DO QT. *mental note*
Today wasn't a very good day. Trying to calm myself down.
Oh yeah. GOTTA DO QT. *mental note*
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Not very far away.
There we go. Halfway through the week. 4-5 more days till Chinese Os. Honestly, I'm very very demoralised. I mean I could easily get at least a 30 or above for compos in mdm yeo's class but I'm getting a 26-28 range in my mt camp class. And the teacher said she've been very lenient with the marking already. Was mdm yeo really so lenient in her marking that I wasn't actually that good for a mark above 30, or is it I'm deproving? I hate to admit it, but I honestly think it's the latter. Cause I've been losing my feel for Chinese over the course of mt camp. Used to have at least gotten a 7 for zhen xian tian kong. But I'm getting really shitty marks like 3. Then it ranged between 4-6. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?! Told this to mummy. She said cause I haven't been praying. Which is... True. ._.
The only thing I'm grateful for during the course of mt camp is probably yingqi. We somehow just click very well. AND WE HAVE SIMILAR INTEREST ;) We were talking excitedly about those kind of ancient martial arts drama and mingsiew was O.O at a corner don't know what we talking about. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MYGOSH. DIDN'T KNOW A GIRL WITH SUCH INTEREST EXIST XD Dramas like 神雕侠侣,倚天屠龙记 ECT ETC. ZHANGWUJI, ZHAOMIN, ZHOUZHIRUO, XIAOLONGNU, GUOJING. HAHAHA MYGOSH. SO FUN xD
Was humming if you want a lover subconsiously and yingqi caught me. Asked me if I was humming the song and we got all excited again. GAYOON.EUNJI.IU.YOSEOB. Love day mv was the cutest. It was agreed.
Mygoshlookatthetimenow. 明明说好要认真的。
Okaybye.
The only thing I'm grateful for during the course of mt camp is probably yingqi. We somehow just click very well. AND WE HAVE SIMILAR INTEREST ;) We were talking excitedly about those kind of ancient martial arts drama and mingsiew was O.O at a corner don't know what we talking about. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MYGOSH. DIDN'T KNOW A GIRL WITH SUCH INTEREST EXIST XD Dramas like 神雕侠侣,倚天屠龙记 ECT ETC. ZHANGWUJI, ZHAOMIN, ZHOUZHIRUO, XIAOLONGNU, GUOJING. HAHAHA MYGOSH. SO FUN xD
Was humming if you want a lover subconsiously and yingqi caught me. Asked me if I was humming the song and we got all excited again. GAYOON.EUNJI.IU.YOSEOB. Love day mv was the cutest. It was agreed.
Mygoshlookatthetimenow. 明明说好要认真的。
Okaybye.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
The magic stopped.
As much as I dislike MT camp, yingqi is still so funny. Make me laugh so much like a person gone wrong LOLOL ._. But honestly, maybe I should take things more seriously. Like I felt like I've wasted yesterday and today already. Should stop wasting time and get more serious.
Have been living on biscuits these two days cause I can never finish writing my compo in time for recess. I'm like so sad. Can feel a sore throat coming up. Especially with the recent crazy weather. #Nomoreprocrastination. Will start being serious tomorrow. Do all chinese work given. Okay.
Went to complete whatever raments of the econs graded assignments that we were left with and went to find Diana. Sixuan Diana Jiashen Lucas Kokyi Jonghan Tzeyuan and me all 8 of us lepakking at one of the round tables in the canteen. Sitting around, looking at each other. LOLOL. And maybe talking a little bit of rubbish here and there. HAHAHA. Like the weirdest combination ever no matter how I look at it. Everyone watched avengers already except me and Diana. All six of them said to go out after Chinese Os and watch avengers again. With the exception of Jonghan cause he wasn't around anymore; went to find Mingsiew. Hahaha awesome bunch of people :)
Shall go bathe and then attempt the st. marg's prelimssssss. :/
If you want to talk, text me first. :)
Have been living on biscuits these two days cause I can never finish writing my compo in time for recess. I'm like so sad. Can feel a sore throat coming up. Especially with the recent crazy weather. #Nomoreprocrastination. Will start being serious tomorrow. Do all chinese work given. Okay.
Went to complete whatever raments of the econs graded assignments that we were left with and went to find Diana. Sixuan Diana Jiashen Lucas Kokyi Jonghan Tzeyuan and me all 8 of us lepakking at one of the round tables in the canteen. Sitting around, looking at each other. LOLOL. And maybe talking a little bit of rubbish here and there. HAHAHA. Like the weirdest combination ever no matter how I look at it. Everyone watched avengers already except me and Diana. All six of them said to go out after Chinese Os and watch avengers again. With the exception of Jonghan cause he wasn't around anymore; went to find Mingsiew. Hahaha awesome bunch of people :)
Shall go bathe and then attempt the st. marg's prelimssssss. :/
If you want to talk, text me first. :)
Monday, May 21, 2012
Totally disliking MT camp.
Today was horrible. In the morning. How do I put it? It's just going through of papers. No discussions at all. How to improve without interaction?? Totally regretted it. Should have SWAPPED WITH TZQ. Regret max. I mean the teacher in my class is not THAT BAD. Like she's kinda cute but I'm somehow scared of her. But still, I don't think I'm learning as much as I can from the class as a whole.
The afternoon was kinda fun though. Manasi was being so funny and got my laughing till my stomach hurt so badly. Seems like ages since I last laughed like that. It was good. :)
Tones of Chinese homework. If I don't do it, the teacher will dislike me for the whole of MT camp and it'll be really hopeless already.
Sigh. Still have chem and chum. The school is horrible.
The greatest distance on earth, is from Monday to Friday...
The afternoon was kinda fun though. Manasi was being so funny and got my laughing till my stomach hurt so badly. Seems like ages since I last laughed like that. It was good. :)
Tones of Chinese homework. If I don't do it, the teacher will dislike me for the whole of MT camp and it'll be really hopeless already.
Sigh. Still have chem and chum. The school is horrible.
The greatest distance on earth, is from Monday to Friday...
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Page 140 of 366
Oopies. Was supposed to post yesterday but I was too tired and I sorta kinda was lazy to :P Okay anyway. The econs test that we were being trolled by Mr Chua.
Not hyped up for anything at the moment. Dreading two Mondays from now.
He's still as handsome <3
Bff called to say he missed me. Awwww so sweet :) He complained seeing me once every week is not enough and asked me to go for contact groups meeting. But... Too busy :/ Sorry!Graded Assignment 7Discuss whether it is good to make noise during an economics lesson. [10]17 May 2012Start time 09 30End time 09 50
Not hyped up for anything at the moment. Dreading two Mondays from now.
He's still as handsome <3
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Picture perfect.
Things don't always turn out the way you thought it would be. Reality is usually different from all the pictures you see on Facebook. People just do it for the sake of impression. They may actually not live that glamous and fabulous life that you actually thought they were. They may be even worse off than you. Emotionally. Simple example. Was scrolling through the Taiwan trip that me and Jingqiau both taken. Many people waaaaa nice senery, you guys go to a lot of places. But you never knew, for all those photos, we only had 10mins to take everything. Hardly even the time to walk. Running around, seeing a nice spot, take photo, and we went "Hurry hurry!", wanting to take as much photos as possible in the place that we were in. So you don't really have to feel depressed about seeing someone's photos on facebook and then compare it with your life and then think it's pathetic, at least what you think is, because it's always not the case. You never know if others may feel exactly how you feel towards you. You and your fabulous life and awesome friends. And then you know it's not really the case. And then the cycle repeats. Right?
Got back 2 of my tests. Two extremes. Though having the same thoughts about both. Econs was... I guess considered good in the test context? I mean considering the number of 1-2 marks Mr Chua awarded the class with. While I thank God for my marks, I still can't help thinking that it's not good enough.
Calculus test came back to my hands during maths. Was really disappointed that I got this kind of marks. Okay, maybe people think it's good enough that I passed, but it's one of the lower passing marks. All my friends got higher than me. It seems as though that they're all running ahead of me while I'm still slowly crawling, making slight improvement. It's just really discouraging sometimes that I actually bothered to study for this subject, and I spend hours on it at that. But still this kind of marks. And the paper was considered easy. To think I was still aiming for an A1. Pathetic.
And then Mrs Philip started her post-test talk again. It just brings me to tears hearing the tinge of sadness hidden in her voice. It happened too many times. The urge for my eyes to water. The disappointment. The tiredness of failing. The cycle that I just can't seem to get myself to break.
And then I got back my chem test too. It's the only test that I'm fairly satisfied with the results. Considering the fact that that I only studies for about an hour plus and still managed to get just a few marks lesser than the serious students that probably spent a few days on revision. And I only learnt metals on the morning of the test day itself. I can only thank God for these marks right. He helped me to revise and helped me to remember all those facts that I needed for the test. Without Him, I wouldn't have probably even passed.
Everyone got trolled. Liteterally trolled by Mr Chua during econs. Graded Assignment 7. Was so tired taking up tests for the past 2 consecutive days. And more than one tests per day furthermore. Felt so fed up that when we were getting ready for the test I inteneded to just submit a blank paper with my proud name on it. I was so close to doing that. Anyway I from previous graded assignments 1-6 I've scored marks that would suffice if this assignment was 0. They could at least pull up my overall marks to a 50%. LOLOL. But Mr Chua just trolled us like that. TROLOLOL. Felt so own by his Graded Assignment 7. Shall not spoil the surprise for the other class. Will post the content of it tomorrow. :) It was a really hard test. We all were told to tell the other class.
Feeling really useless right now.
NateRuby.Lockandkey.
Got back 2 of my tests. Two extremes. Though having the same thoughts about both. Econs was... I guess considered good in the test context? I mean considering the number of 1-2 marks Mr Chua awarded the class with. While I thank God for my marks, I still can't help thinking that it's not good enough.
Calculus test came back to my hands during maths. Was really disappointed that I got this kind of marks. Okay, maybe people think it's good enough that I passed, but it's one of the lower passing marks. All my friends got higher than me. It seems as though that they're all running ahead of me while I'm still slowly crawling, making slight improvement. It's just really discouraging sometimes that I actually bothered to study for this subject, and I spend hours on it at that. But still this kind of marks. And the paper was considered easy. To think I was still aiming for an A1. Pathetic.
And then Mrs Philip started her post-test talk again. It just brings me to tears hearing the tinge of sadness hidden in her voice. It happened too many times. The urge for my eyes to water. The disappointment. The tiredness of failing. The cycle that I just can't seem to get myself to break.
And then I got back my chem test too. It's the only test that I'm fairly satisfied with the results. Considering the fact that that I only studies for about an hour plus and still managed to get just a few marks lesser than the serious students that probably spent a few days on revision. And I only learnt metals on the morning of the test day itself. I can only thank God for these marks right. He helped me to revise and helped me to remember all those facts that I needed for the test. Without Him, I wouldn't have probably even passed.
Everyone got trolled. Liteterally trolled by Mr Chua during econs. Graded Assignment 7. Was so tired taking up tests for the past 2 consecutive days. And more than one tests per day furthermore. Felt so fed up that when we were getting ready for the test I inteneded to just submit a blank paper with my proud name on it. I was so close to doing that. Anyway I from previous graded assignments 1-6 I've scored marks that would suffice if this assignment was 0. They could at least pull up my overall marks to a 50%. LOLOL. But Mr Chua just trolled us like that. TROLOLOL. Felt so own by his Graded Assignment 7. Shall not spoil the surprise for the other class. Will post the content of it tomorrow. :) It was a really hard test. We all were told to tell the other class.
Feeling really useless right now.
NateRuby.Lockandkey.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Maybe today
Don't know whether to laugh or to cry. Meet you guys outside the class though. Confirm guarantee plus chop gonna fail amath test. I'd be lying to say I'm not upset though. A small tinge of me feel sad. Have been staying up till 12 since Sunday and 1 yesterday just to revise my maths and all I'll ever get is crap results. Nothing serves as an incentive to work harder. Somehow just discourages me more. Seems that whether I work hard or not, my results are gonna be as crappy and there's no point in working hard it seems.
Felt that I've sorta kinda let down my friends though. Those that genuinely helped me in maths. Kokyi Gimbin Jiashen. People who actually bother to teach me till I really understand and not actually feel irritated by my constant bombardment of questions. Jiashen even said to treat me anything I want as long as I got an A for the test today. Then Kokyi said him too. LOLOL. Nicest friends ever. Considering the fact maths seem to be our only common/main topic on conversation. LOL.
Whatever. Shall move on.
Yesterday, econs test. Today, 2 maths tests. Tomorrow, econs + chum test. Everyday test. Brain dying soon.
Oh great. My phone's home button not working D: Press press press, nothing happening. AIYO. LOLOL. But it's nearing 2 years already. 2 more months to it's 2nd birthday xD
Slacked all the way ever since I came home cause I figured, I needa break.
Shall aim to sleep by 10 tonight. Latest 1030.
Okay bye :D
Felt that I've sorta kinda let down my friends though. Those that genuinely helped me in maths. Kokyi Gimbin Jiashen. People who actually bother to teach me till I really understand and not actually feel irritated by my constant bombardment of questions. Jiashen even said to treat me anything I want as long as I got an A for the test today. Then Kokyi said him too. LOLOL. Nicest friends ever. Considering the fact maths seem to be our only common/main topic on conversation. LOL.
Whatever. Shall move on.
Yesterday, econs test. Today, 2 maths tests. Tomorrow, econs + chum test. Everyday test. Brain dying soon.
Oh great. My phone's home button not working D: Press press press, nothing happening. AIYO. LOLOL. But it's nearing 2 years already. 2 more months to it's 2nd birthday xD
Slacked all the way ever since I came home cause I figured, I needa break.
Shall aim to sleep by 10 tonight. Latest 1030.
Okay bye :D
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Just the way things are.
Hellozzzzzzzzzzzzz. Okay. Hmm. Yesterday was a super fun day though being pathetic sec 4s, we gotta go to school while the REST OF DA SCHOOL HAD MARKING DAY. Except sec 2s I guess. But I'm being really honest here that the best days of my sec 4 recess was during the MYE season. While looking at our juniors fret over their MYEs, and no need of booking tables during recess. What bliss.
After 2 consecutive weeks of pigging and accumulating of fats, there comes the first PE lesson our class have in 2 weeks. Mr Lim never come. So we combined with 4I. PE was fun. But super tiring. Played handball and managed to score a goal! <3
Had a free period during the supposedly assembly block. Did my bio and chem and maths. Then later Jason Kokyi and Jonghan start coming in the class and kachiau me. Or more like broke the peaceful environment. Jonghan played all the kpop songs and Jason Kokyi started to move to the beat. And they went high. LOLOL. Yes I did mention before that if people around me high I'll also high with them. Aiyo, in the end no more mood do homework ._.
Had chum remedial. Laugh like siao with Yuanshan.
Stayed back in school.
Thank you Jiashen & Kokyi! :D
Today. Not that much of what I can remember cause now my brain is filled with TRIGO and BINOMAL. Urgh. What a sad state of affairs. And I'm like typing this while my eyes are fixed on my brother's screen showing invincible youth. LOLOL. Looks fun. Tempting... :/ But uhhhh... Shall wait till end of Os. Then I bet I'll have too much time on hand I'll even complain. Heh :) Shall save everything for the post-Os period :)
Oh ya. Kaiying was making weird noises during chem again (fail attempt to imitate my voice) and Jason kept turning around with his weird stare LOLOL.
Last minute decision to stay back. I wouldn't say that it was productive but at least it gave me the a slight confidence boost. Lucas gave me questions and I started solving it on the board. Fun leh. Writing on the board. Feel like a genius or something xD He gave me a question that he used to be unable to solve and I was able to solve! ^^ And I realized I was able to memorise the factor formulae, multiple angles and half angle formulae already ^^ Thumbs up!!
After 2 consecutive weeks of pigging and accumulating of fats, there comes the first PE lesson our class have in 2 weeks. Mr Lim never come. So we combined with 4I. PE was fun. But super tiring. Played handball and managed to score a goal! <3
Had a free period during the supposedly assembly block. Did my bio and chem and maths. Then later Jason Kokyi and Jonghan start coming in the class and kachiau me. Or more like broke the peaceful environment. Jonghan played all the kpop songs and Jason Kokyi started to move to the beat. And they went high. LOLOL. Yes I did mention before that if people around me high I'll also high with them. Aiyo, in the end no more mood do homework ._.
Had chum remedial. Laugh like siao with Yuanshan.
Stayed back in school.
Thank you Jiashen & Kokyi! :D
Today. Not that much of what I can remember cause now my brain is filled with TRIGO and BINOMAL. Urgh. What a sad state of affairs. And I'm like typing this while my eyes are fixed on my brother's screen showing invincible youth. LOLOL. Looks fun. Tempting... :/ But uhhhh... Shall wait till end of Os. Then I bet I'll have too much time on hand I'll even complain. Heh :) Shall save everything for the post-Os period :)
Oh ya. Kaiying was making weird noises during chem again (fail attempt to imitate my voice) and Jason kept turning around with his weird stare LOLOL.
Last minute decision to stay back. I wouldn't say that it was productive but at least it gave me the a slight confidence boost. Lucas gave me questions and I started solving it on the board. Fun leh. Writing on the board. Feel like a genius or something xD He gave me a question that he used to be unable to solve and I was able to solve! ^^ And I realized I was able to memorise the factor formulae, multiple angles and half angle formulae already ^^ Thumbs up!!
The super belated birthday cake Leehui got for me! <3
It's alright, becuase it's the thought that counts, no matter how belated it is :)
Muunched on Hershey's again on Sunday. Heh heh >:)
You meet someone.
You two get close.
It's great for awhile.
Then someone stops trying.
Talk less. Awkward conversations.
The drifting.
No communication whatsoever.
Memories start to fade.
Then the person you know,
becomes the person you knew.
That's how it usually goes, right?
Sad, isn't it.
True that.
I've experienced it too much. Literally feeling your heart crumple.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Blink
Have not had pe for the past 2 weeks. Felt good. Super good. But there's pe tomorrow. URGH.
Blessed mama's day mummy! Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense.
Blessed mama's day mummy! Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
You gain some, you'll lose some.
Can't wait for Chinese Os to be over. Starting to feel tired waking up so early in the morning just to attend the tuition and return home by lunch hour. Don't get to do my homework at all. Then during the post-lunch to 3pm period is where it's the HOTTEST and the most laziest part of the day. How to do homework? Forced myself to do but I wasn't the least productive.
Hope I'm under so much stress that I'm losing weight cause apparently I eat when I'm stressed. Tsk, who am I kidding. I eat all the time. Stress, no stress. Happy, unhappy. Busy or not. Or when I've got absoutely nothing to do at all. Fat.
LOLOL. Dad cooked lunch today. Helped him chop garlic cause he was slow at it xD And he didn't know the technique to cut it quickly :P BUT GREAT. NOW MY FINGER STILL SMELLS OF GARLIC
Brandon came. He's like so random. He told me to consider taking H1 chem when I go jc. But I told him I'm not going to jc. I wanna go poly. He asks why? I replied cause I don't wanna do those kind of studying. And he's like, but if you don't know what you wanna do with your life, it's better if you go jc. And it was kinda true cause I can't decide between hotel management, business studies and tourism. So I'm shakened a little again. And besides, Clarissa said before at least in jc I've still got 2 more years of my life to figure out what I wanna do. Urghhhh. And then I was told I better have a rough idea on where I wanna go, what I wanna do because by the time my results come out, I actually won't have much time to decide either. So torneddddd :(
Okay. On the verge of tears when touching my trigo ws. THIS IS BAD. I honestly don't want to be kicked out of mrsphilip's class. BUT I HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW I'M GONAN PASS THIS UPCOMING TEST. Why must there be a test EVERY FREAKING WEDNESDAY. I'm gonna go bald soon cause I may result to pulling my hair due to immense stress. I CANNOT work under a stressful envrionment. That's why I'm most productive at home, at my small little corner, with no pressure that the work must be handed in by tomorrow. Feels like 8912646123atm on my shoulders.
Talked with bffl. LOLOL. And somehow he's brainwashing me to the jc thing again. HAIYO. Then we talked out our future. LOL. Whata weird topic to talk to Ian with. But he's like super funny though.
And Jiashen is the best Jiashen I've known evar! He's gonna stay back on Monday to teach me trigo! <3 AWWWW, Whata very good friend ^^
You have no idea how blessed I feel everytime my friends are being so nice to me. Even when I don't deserve it most of the time.
Hope I'm under so much stress that I'm losing weight cause apparently I eat when I'm stressed. Tsk, who am I kidding. I eat all the time. Stress, no stress. Happy, unhappy. Busy or not. Or when I've got absoutely nothing to do at all. Fat.
LOLOL. Dad cooked lunch today. Helped him chop garlic cause he was slow at it xD And he didn't know the technique to cut it quickly :P BUT GREAT. NOW MY FINGER STILL SMELLS OF GARLIC
Brandon came. He's like so random. He told me to consider taking H1 chem when I go jc. But I told him I'm not going to jc. I wanna go poly. He asks why? I replied cause I don't wanna do those kind of studying. And he's like, but if you don't know what you wanna do with your life, it's better if you go jc. And it was kinda true cause I can't decide between hotel management, business studies and tourism. So I'm shakened a little again. And besides, Clarissa said before at least in jc I've still got 2 more years of my life to figure out what I wanna do. Urghhhh. And then I was told I better have a rough idea on where I wanna go, what I wanna do because by the time my results come out, I actually won't have much time to decide either. So torneddddd :(
Okay. On the verge of tears when touching my trigo ws. THIS IS BAD. I honestly don't want to be kicked out of mrsphilip's class. BUT I HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW I'M GONAN PASS THIS UPCOMING TEST. Why must there be a test EVERY FREAKING WEDNESDAY. I'm gonna go bald soon cause I may result to pulling my hair due to immense stress. I CANNOT work under a stressful envrionment. That's why I'm most productive at home, at my small little corner, with no pressure that the work must be handed in by tomorrow. Feels like 8912646123atm on my shoulders.
Talked with bffl. LOLOL. And somehow he's brainwashing me to the jc thing again. HAIYO. Then we talked out our future. LOL. Whata weird topic to talk to Ian with. But he's like super funny though.
And Jiashen is the best Jiashen I've known evar! He's gonna stay back on Monday to teach me trigo! <3 AWWWW, Whata very good friend ^^
You have no idea how blessed I feel everytime my friends are being so nice to me. Even when I don't deserve it most of the time.
Friday, May 11, 2012
I'm singing my blueeeeeeeeeee
Goshhhhh. It's going 9 soon and I have not bathed. Have been bathing at these hours these few days. On my way on getting rheumatism. LOLOL. Sigh.
Chem was doable. Thank God. Was able to remember quite some bits of my facts. I mean considering that I managed to learn most of metals only in the morning and somewhere near less than an hour on organic chem with redox. Hope I at least pass.
Bio test/quiz. LOLOL. Half of the whole paper was Greek to me. Whatever. Justa test xD
I'm feeling so sad now cause I've got a considerable amount of maths to do. The worst part of the homework is that it's trigo. And I think I've forgotten at least 80% of everything. I'm depressed D: Aim to complete all my homework by Saturday = Mission Impossible.
Gosh I should STOP touching the computer after coming home. It makes me hooked on it for quite a long period of time.
Chem was doable. Thank God. Was able to remember quite some bits of my facts. I mean considering that I managed to learn most of metals only in the morning and somewhere near less than an hour on organic chem with redox. Hope I at least pass.
Bio test/quiz. LOLOL. Half of the whole paper was Greek to me. Whatever. Justa test xD
I'm feeling so sad now cause I've got a considerable amount of maths to do. The worst part of the homework is that it's trigo. And I think I've forgotten at least 80% of everything. I'm depressed D: Aim to complete all my homework by Saturday = Mission Impossible.
Gosh I should STOP touching the computer after coming home. It makes me hooked on it for quite a long period of time.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Page 131 of 366.
I haven't been talking much after school have I? Been pretty much cooped at home watching my dramas x.x
So tired these few days. Sleep at 11 still tired. Aiya Singapore students forever tired la. #Fact. I should quickly finish up ALL MA HOMEWORK so I can rest over the week end. It should be fine... Friday go chiong all my maths since I'm busy today. Got to complete maths trigo, which is crazily a lot and I can't remember anything about further trigo since my mind have been pretty much been occupied by calculus these 2 months. Then I've got to go through chem. Shall leave bio for last. Maybe in the morning or before the lesson or something. It's currently my last priority cause ITS DA CARDIAC CYCLE. Not some recent topics. And it's just some class test. Not common test. So okay don't really care.
Sigh. I've been rather anti-social these days too. I talk so little. I'm often found quiet by myself sitting at my seat ALONE. Not surprised if people actually think I'm a total anti-socal. Only time I find myself making lots of noises is during the small walk to the canteen during recess with yuanshan. That's probably one of the only time I actually talk. To her.
Have not been talking to bestfriend too.
Oh ya. Have been talking quite a lot with Jiashen and Kokyi though. Like. How do I say it. It's like we don't use to talk until recently. Yep. That's what I meant. Not that I'm contradicting myself by saying I talk a lot. Ever since the trip to JCube. Jiashen has been suan-ing me about MY MATHS MENTOR ._. Okaycan. But he's really nice. Don't know maths questions, he'll explain until I understand. And he explain until very clearly and understandable for my peanut-brain. Then Kokyi have been helpful in BioMathsEverything. HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO DRAW LN AND EXPONENTIAL GRAPHS AND I WAS ABLE TO DRAW THEM DURING THE AMATH TEST YESTERDAY. And he cracks those only-he-can-make-it-sound-funny jokes. Thank you Kokyi ^^
Hector since then have been more approachable. LOLOL. Today while going down to classroom after chinese lesson, asked Hector if he did his homework. And he said "I give her face then do a bit one." And then he gave his famous um-chio. The speechlessness he gives people... LOLOL. But it's kinda funny :P
Okay. Guess what. It's 10th May today. Means 18 more days to Chinese Os. Somehow a lot of people around expect me to get into jc. Acjc to be specific. And then join the choir. Stereotyping........... Okay random. But that's not the point. My point is, I still suck so much at Chinese that I still can't get an A1 easily. Got back my SA1 results today. Got 70. A2. Okay. But A1 is 75. And 75 may not actually be an A1 in the actual Chinese Os. If only I could have done better in my compo ._. Should have wrote 3 reasons and 3 results instead of 2 each. That's why I couldn't get my content marks. Sigh.
Honestly wanted to join groups with bestfriend during chem for some electroplating experiment cause I WAS SO LAZY TO MOVE MY ASS RIGHT TO DA BACK TO JOIN HUIRU AND FRIENDS. But I still moved my ass in the end and quietly did my maths while the rest were SO FASCINATED by the experiment and the teacher walking hereeeee and thereeeeee. Dx Couldn't do my maths in peace :P
My gosh. Must hurry go complete maths!! Aim to sleep by 12 with chem revised! D:
So tired these few days. Sleep at 11 still tired. Aiya Singapore students forever tired la. #Fact. I should quickly finish up ALL MA HOMEWORK so I can rest over the week end. It should be fine... Friday go chiong all my maths since I'm busy today. Got to complete maths trigo, which is crazily a lot and I can't remember anything about further trigo since my mind have been pretty much been occupied by calculus these 2 months. Then I've got to go through chem. Shall leave bio for last. Maybe in the morning or before the lesson or something. It's currently my last priority cause ITS DA CARDIAC CYCLE. Not some recent topics. And it's just some class test. Not common test. So okay don't really care.
Sigh. I've been rather anti-social these days too. I talk so little. I'm often found quiet by myself sitting at my seat ALONE. Not surprised if people actually think I'm a total anti-socal. Only time I find myself making lots of noises is during the small walk to the canteen during recess with yuanshan. That's probably one of the only time I actually talk. To her.
Have not been talking to bestfriend too.
Oh ya. Have been talking quite a lot with Jiashen and Kokyi though. Like. How do I say it. It's like we don't use to talk until recently. Yep. That's what I meant. Not that I'm contradicting myself by saying I talk a lot. Ever since the trip to JCube. Jiashen has been suan-ing me about MY MATHS MENTOR ._. Okaycan. But he's really nice. Don't know maths questions, he'll explain until I understand. And he explain until very clearly and understandable for my peanut-brain. Then Kokyi have been helpful in BioMathsEverything. HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO DRAW LN AND EXPONENTIAL GRAPHS AND I WAS ABLE TO DRAW THEM DURING THE AMATH TEST YESTERDAY. And he cracks those only-he-can-make-it-sound-funny jokes. Thank you Kokyi ^^
Hector since then have been more approachable. LOLOL. Today while going down to classroom after chinese lesson, asked Hector if he did his homework. And he said "I give her face then do a bit one." And then he gave his famous um-chio. The speechlessness he gives people... LOLOL. But it's kinda funny :P
Okay. Guess what. It's 10th May today. Means 18 more days to Chinese Os. Somehow a lot of people around expect me to get into jc. Acjc to be specific. And then join the choir. Stereotyping........... Okay random. But that's not the point. My point is, I still suck so much at Chinese that I still can't get an A1 easily. Got back my SA1 results today. Got 70. A2. Okay. But A1 is 75. And 75 may not actually be an A1 in the actual Chinese Os. If only I could have done better in my compo ._. Should have wrote 3 reasons and 3 results instead of 2 each. That's why I couldn't get my content marks. Sigh.
Honestly wanted to join groups with bestfriend during chem for some electroplating experiment cause I WAS SO LAZY TO MOVE MY ASS RIGHT TO DA BACK TO JOIN HUIRU AND FRIENDS. But I still moved my ass in the end and quietly did my maths while the rest were SO FASCINATED by the experiment and the teacher walking hereeeee and thereeeeee. Dx Couldn't do my maths in peace :P
My gosh. Must hurry go complete maths!! Aim to sleep by 12 with chem revised! D:
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Its the small joys.
When you're sad, eat ice cream. It cheers you up.
When you're happy, eat ice cream. It makes you more happy.
Live the whole day anxiously. Nervous for my maths test. But after my math test, I felt surprisingly happy although I've lost my A1. 11 marks gone. LOLOL. Have a feeling everyone will do super well for this test and I'll be the one left behind scoring poorly. Hope I pass though.
Went home. ATE ICE CREAM. Became a happier girl.
Oh great. It's raining thunderstorms. Black out at risk. Irritating.
When you're happy, eat ice cream. It makes you more happy.
Live the whole day anxiously. Nervous for my maths test. But after my math test, I felt surprisingly happy although I've lost my A1. 11 marks gone. LOLOL. Have a feeling everyone will do super well for this test and I'll be the one left behind scoring poorly. Hope I pass though.
Went home. ATE ICE CREAM. Became a happier girl.
Oh great. It's raining thunderstorms. Black out at risk. Irritating.
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
I'M ON EPISODE 10 ALREADY.
I was thinkin' 'bout you
Thinkin' 'bout me
Thinkin' 'bout us
What we gonna eat
Open my eyes, it was only KFC.
Yeah nothing last forever. At least while I'm living this life.
Ohmygosh. Are you kidding me. Yuanxing found my blog via google. So embarassing. BAHAHAHA. Hai darling. You better love me for even mentioning you here. Hahahaha.
Had the Monday blues on a Tuesday. Sigh. But yuanshan was there in the morning keesiao. And I also follow her keesiao ._. Already in the morning so high. Then during econs high with Amirah cause of fondant garden. High here high there no more energy already. So I was like quiet during bio. Hahahah sorry Diana. It's just too bad you got the later part of me. :P I ran out of sufficient energy to high with you :B
Lessons have been boring recently. Even the econs that I'm usually okay with became boring cause Mr Chua is currently going through all our sec 3 syllabus. Which is 90% much common sense logic. Sigh. Chem is just... Same old thing. Copy down everything but nothing of what the teacher says get in my head.
It was a hot day I decided to go home. Mummy made salad for me. :D
Okay. Shall start doing my work soon.
My drama addictions seem to be kicking in again D:
It was only just a dream.
Thinkin' 'bout me
Thinkin' 'bout us
What we gonna eat
Open my eyes, it was only KFC.
Yeah nothing last forever. At least while I'm living this life.
Ohmygosh. Are you kidding me. Yuanxing found my blog via google. So embarassing. BAHAHAHA. Hai darling. You better love me for even mentioning you here. Hahahaha.
Had the Monday blues on a Tuesday. Sigh. But yuanshan was there in the morning keesiao. And I also follow her keesiao ._. Already in the morning so high. Then during econs high with Amirah cause of fondant garden. High here high there no more energy already. So I was like quiet during bio. Hahahah sorry Diana. It's just too bad you got the later part of me. :P I ran out of sufficient energy to high with you :B
Lessons have been boring recently. Even the econs that I'm usually okay with became boring cause Mr Chua is currently going through all our sec 3 syllabus. Which is 90% much common sense logic. Sigh. Chem is just... Same old thing. Copy down everything but nothing of what the teacher says get in my head.
It was a hot day I decided to go home. Mummy made salad for me. :D
Okay. Shall start doing my work soon.
My drama addictions seem to be kicking in again D:
It was only just a dream.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Ding dong bells.
A rainbow always appear after the rain. I've always believed in that. It's impossible that I'll feel depressed forever.
Went to school with a rather heavy heart today. Didn't felt like smiling even. But I kinda forced myself to, since I didn't want anyone to ask me weird questions. But afterall, I did manage to cheer up a lot after today.
Firstly had maths. Mrs Philip ended at 12 LOLOL. Okaycan. Hahahah. Seemed like a normal school day. Just that it's slightly slacker. Since we're just doing the notes. Then had lunch with 2/2'10, 4P'12 people. Errr... People who were from 2/2'10 in 4P'12 ;) Eight out of eleven went :D MingSiew, Diana, Gimbin, Hector, Jiashen, Lucas, Kokyi and me :) It was the funnest part of the day.
Spent 1h deciding what to eat and in the end settle for subway LOLOL. For the first time I've talked so much with Jiashen and Hector. HAHAHA. Really saw another side of them today. Jiashen seemed so... approachable today and Hector was totally #LIKEABOSS. Order subway by pointing only.
HAHAHA TOTALLY LIKEABOSS CAN.
So then we went to jcube and talk talk eat eat. Aiyo, they really one bunch of funny people. Laughed so much. Then when asked which band he was in for chem, he answered "The smartest one." Wahhhh really very.... Make people speechless. I don't know. A 2/2 bonding or what. But it was one of the best outings (if you even consider it as one) ever.
Went home and watched fondant garden.
Heh. Park Jungmin is cute :P
Went to school with a rather heavy heart today. Didn't felt like smiling even. But I kinda forced myself to, since I didn't want anyone to ask me weird questions. But afterall, I did manage to cheer up a lot after today.
Firstly had maths. Mrs Philip ended at 12 LOLOL. Okaycan. Hahahah. Seemed like a normal school day. Just that it's slightly slacker. Since we're just doing the notes. Then had lunch with 2/2'10, 4P'12 people. Errr... People who were from 2/2'10 in 4P'12 ;) Eight out of eleven went :D MingSiew, Diana, Gimbin, Hector, Jiashen, Lucas, Kokyi and me :) It was the funnest part of the day.
Spent 1h deciding what to eat and in the end settle for subway LOLOL. For the first time I've talked so much with Jiashen and Hector. HAHAHA. Really saw another side of them today. Jiashen seemed so... approachable today and Hector was totally #LIKEABOSS. Order subway by pointing only.
"What bread you want?"
"I want this. The 6-inch one" -points-
"What ingredients?"
"I want this, this and this" -point, point, point-
"You want to toast?"
-nods-
"What veg you want?"
"I want this, this and this." -point, point, point-
"What sauce you want?"
"This." -points-
HAHAHA TOTALLY LIKEABOSS CAN.
So then we went to jcube and talk talk eat eat. Aiyo, they really one bunch of funny people. Laughed so much. Then when asked which band he was in for chem, he answered "The smartest one." Wahhhh really very.... Make people speechless. I don't know. A 2/2 bonding or what. But it was one of the best outings (if you even consider it as one) ever.
Went home and watched fondant garden.
Heh. Park Jungmin is cute :P
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Blahgah.
This sucks. I don't know why but I've got this sinking feeling in my heart suddenly. Just wanna hide in my little corrner and not see anyone. But urgh I've got to go to school tomorrow and I don't want to see people yet.
Had a great lunch today anyway.
Idontknowhyimfeelingsosadandemoanddepressedandidontknowwhatbutyeahi'mjustfeelingreallyshittyrightnow.
Had a great lunch today anyway.
Idontknowhyimfeelingsosadandemoanddepressedandidontknowwhatbutyeahi'mjustfeelingreallyshittyrightnow.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
BAHBEW.
Today wasn't that bad. At least I'm feeling better. but honestly I started the day real badly. Planned to wake up at 7 failed badly. Woke up at 8 instead. Wanted to wake up early to complete my Chinese tuition homework but I couldn't hear my alarm probably cause I was too deep in sleep. This sucks. -.- So ended up chionging my homework on the car ride to tuition. Only had about 15min to write a letter. Okaycan.
Dad couldn't find a parking lot so he dropped me off and I had to take the lift up. Yes, a tuition at my tutor's house. If you hadn't know already. So took the lift to the seventh floor. Saw a stray cat that the tutor's neighbor fed frequently just outside my tutor's door. So unwelcoming. Closed the lift doors and pressed the button eight. Went up. Then pressed 7. Thought the cat wouldn't be so close to the tutor's door. But this time it was near the lift door. Mygosh. Totally freaked out. Pressed 6 this time. Went down. Then pressed 7. The cat was still near the tutor's door. Decided I shouldn't hold up the lift, I stopped at floor 8. And decided to walk down when it was safe. Guess the cat as smarter than I thought. When I walked down the steps as quietly as possible, hoping it'll be near the lift so I can enter my tutor's house. But no. It was as if expecting me to walk down from the steps and seemed that it was waiting for me at the stairs. HOMAIGOSH. FREAKED OUT. RAN UP THE FEW STEPS THAT I MANAGED TO CLIMB DOWN. Called papa. But he didn't pick up the phone. SOMEONE SAVE ME. I won't ever be able to go for tuition today. Then I heard someone opening and closing the door. So I thought it was safe since the cat would bother the other person but NO. IT WAS STILL NEAR THE STAIRS AND I COULDN'T WALK DOWN. I squirmed a little and the neighbor who happened to be a woman heard me and said sorry sorry and finally kept the cat away from me while I safely entered tutor's door. PHEW.
In the morning only. And so much drama for me.
Dad and brother wanted to go queensway to get a chin-up bar for brother. And asked me to go out with them after tuition. For lunch too. I said okay. But once I boarded the bus, I was like "siannnnn I don't wanna go out today." I just wanna get home ASAP. So I called dad to tell him I didn't want to go out and just da bao for me.
Feel the laziest on Saturdays. Too lazy to go out on Saturdays.
Saw mum at home. Decided I'll eat the pineapple rice she's gonna cook instead of laksa that I would have eaten if papa ba bao-ed. LUNCH. WAS. GOOOOOD. Happygirl97.
Slacked around till 3. Hai Brandon.
Brandon probably like the best person ever. He asked about my studies recently and offered to help in any subjects if I needed it. Well subjects like maths and science of course. And since he majors in bio he can practically help me in anything. He's so nice! Hahaha if it's that way, doesn't he become my sorta study buddy instead of chem tutor? LOLOL.
Continued slacking around after he left cause I was feeling unusually very lazy today.
Mood lifted a little after a chat with Diana.
Did maths in the night. And now here I am blogging.
Just a few memorable events that happened on Friday that I missed out because I was sad yesterday. Had bio remedial and in a certain figure there were letters like W, R, Q and Z. AND MDMSOH KEPT SAYING "BAHBEW BAHBEW". Every time she says it, we all laugh. And she doesn't even notice. BAHBEW BAHBEW. Seriously... Why?!?!? I mean. It's pronounced "double-you". Even if you don't pronounce as accurately, the most it'll become "dah-bew". How did it even end up as "bah-bew"?! LOLOL. And I completed my supposed weekend bio homework during lunch break with MANASI. So I went home bio-less, light-bagged :D
Seen many friends grief over their grandparents. People, cheer up! It's not easy and duh you'll feel sad. But take this as part of growing up and a part of life. A struggle you fight to become stronger. Mentally. Nothing you do will bring them back but the memories you shared with them stays in you.
Heard today is Ella's wedding? :O
Okay it's really late now. Kaybye <3
Dad couldn't find a parking lot so he dropped me off and I had to take the lift up. Yes, a tuition at my tutor's house. If you hadn't know already. So took the lift to the seventh floor. Saw a stray cat that the tutor's neighbor fed frequently just outside my tutor's door. So unwelcoming. Closed the lift doors and pressed the button eight. Went up. Then pressed 7. Thought the cat wouldn't be so close to the tutor's door. But this time it was near the lift door. Mygosh. Totally freaked out. Pressed 6 this time. Went down. Then pressed 7. The cat was still near the tutor's door. Decided I shouldn't hold up the lift, I stopped at floor 8. And decided to walk down when it was safe. Guess the cat as smarter than I thought. When I walked down the steps as quietly as possible, hoping it'll be near the lift so I can enter my tutor's house. But no. It was as if expecting me to walk down from the steps and seemed that it was waiting for me at the stairs. HOMAIGOSH. FREAKED OUT. RAN UP THE FEW STEPS THAT I MANAGED TO CLIMB DOWN. Called papa. But he didn't pick up the phone. SOMEONE SAVE ME. I won't ever be able to go for tuition today. Then I heard someone opening and closing the door. So I thought it was safe since the cat would bother the other person but NO. IT WAS STILL NEAR THE STAIRS AND I COULDN'T WALK DOWN. I squirmed a little and the neighbor who happened to be a woman heard me and said sorry sorry and finally kept the cat away from me while I safely entered tutor's door. PHEW.
In the morning only. And so much drama for me.
Dad and brother wanted to go queensway to get a chin-up bar for brother. And asked me to go out with them after tuition. For lunch too. I said okay. But once I boarded the bus, I was like "siannnnn I don't wanna go out today." I just wanna get home ASAP. So I called dad to tell him I didn't want to go out and just da bao for me.
Feel the laziest on Saturdays. Too lazy to go out on Saturdays.
Saw mum at home. Decided I'll eat the pineapple rice she's gonna cook instead of laksa that I would have eaten if papa ba bao-ed. LUNCH. WAS. GOOOOOD. Happygirl97.
Slacked around till 3. Hai Brandon.
Brandon probably like the best person ever. He asked about my studies recently and offered to help in any subjects if I needed it. Well subjects like maths and science of course. And since he majors in bio he can practically help me in anything. He's so nice! Hahaha if it's that way, doesn't he become my sorta study buddy instead of chem tutor? LOLOL.
Continued slacking around after he left cause I was feeling unusually very lazy today.
Mood lifted a little after a chat with Diana.
Did maths in the night. And now here I am blogging.
Just a few memorable events that happened on Friday that I missed out because I was sad yesterday. Had bio remedial and in a certain figure there were letters like W, R, Q and Z. AND MDMSOH KEPT SAYING "BAHBEW BAHBEW". Every time she says it, we all laugh. And she doesn't even notice. BAHBEW BAHBEW. Seriously... Why?!?!? I mean. It's pronounced "double-you". Even if you don't pronounce as accurately, the most it'll become "dah-bew". How did it even end up as "bah-bew"?! LOLOL. And I completed my supposed weekend bio homework during lunch break with MANASI. So I went home bio-less, light-bagged :D
Seen many friends grief over their grandparents. People, cheer up! It's not easy and duh you'll feel sad. But take this as part of growing up and a part of life. A struggle you fight to become stronger. Mentally. Nothing you do will bring them back but the memories you shared with them stays in you.
Heard today is Ella's wedding? :O
Okay it's really late now. Kaybye <3
Friday, May 4, 2012
What should I do
Urgh. Feeling so bad now. Cause it was all my fault. Even though I've said sorry, even though the person seems okay with it. But I was still the cause. Feel like a poop now.
Feel more poopie after getting back my results. Calculated my overall results. Not anywhere near an A1. Never got so low for a compo before.
I'm a gonner.
Feel more poopie after getting back my results. Calculated my overall results. Not anywhere near an A1. Never got so low for a compo before.
I'm a gonner.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
That's how it's gonna be.
Gahhhh. When can I ever finish reading Catching Fire ._.
Okaycan. Got back my calculus test 1. FAIL. SAD. BLEH. Out of the 6 mistakes I made, 5 were careless mistakes, the other 1 mistake was because I didn't know how to sub cos2x = cos^2 - 1. HOMAIGOSH. Fail fail fail fail fail fail fail. Forever failing maths. When will I pass ith distinction man.
Sat for calculus test 2. WORSE. So hard. If my test 1 already so bad. Then my test 2 confirm &!@#$%^&*(
So anyway. Gah. Whatever.
Life have been pretty fair for me. I gain some, I lose some.
Opportunity costs.
Okaycan. Got back my calculus test 1. FAIL. SAD. BLEH. Out of the 6 mistakes I made, 5 were careless mistakes, the other 1 mistake was because I didn't know how to sub cos2x = cos^2 - 1. HOMAIGOSH. Fail fail fail fail fail fail fail. Forever failing maths. When will I pass ith distinction man.
Sat for calculus test 2. WORSE. So hard. If my test 1 already so bad. Then my test 2 confirm &!@#$%^&*(
So anyway. Gah. Whatever.
Life have been pretty fair for me. I gain some, I lose some.
Opportunity costs.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Baby booooooooooo.
Urgh. Totally wasted my time while going out with my family today. Could have done much more productive things. But oh well. At least I got to walk to scape and see STAGE and had craypot shark fin at Thai Village during lunch.
Starting to like mr bean's soya bean with pearls. Urgh. Diana and Brother's fault. Pearls are unhealthy ._.
Whatever. Shall start doing maths for about 1-2h later to prepare for calculus test 2. Rather rusty from maths cause I haven't been touching it for at least 3 days. HAHAHAHAH. YAY ME. CAUSE I DID ALL MY MATHS. Yeah. Was being a total lazy ass for these past few days. Touching the keyboard of my LAPPY :D NOT A STUPID TOUCH SCREEN ON MY PHONE. Although I very much love my phone :)
Chatted with Joel.
I WANNA EAT PIZZAHUT.
Okaybye. :)
If you want a lover
YoseobGayoon
Starting to like mr bean's soya bean with pearls. Urgh. Diana and Brother's fault. Pearls are unhealthy ._.
Whatever. Shall start doing maths for about 1-2h later to prepare for calculus test 2. Rather rusty from maths cause I haven't been touching it for at least 3 days. HAHAHAHAH. YAY ME. CAUSE I DID ALL MY MATHS. Yeah. Was being a total lazy ass for these past few days. Touching the keyboard of my LAPPY :D NOT A STUPID TOUCH SCREEN ON MY PHONE. Although I very much love my phone :)
Chatted with Joel.
I WANNA EAT PIZZAHUT.
Okaybye. :)
If you want a lover
YoseobGayoon
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