Last day of March.

Okay, I've been soooooooo lazy these past few days that I'm so inconsistent about my blogging.

Did 2 things that made me feel so accomplished today. But it didn't made me productive :(

So let's get the ball rolling. Finally completed Where I Belong!! The story was... So so. Not as awesome/touching/dramatic as I expected but it was still readable. Was able to finally finish the book as the sec 4s were FINALLY allowed to slack during choir. Tried to do math but kinda failed. So I decided to read the book. Then I've been reading during bus rides and while waiting for Brandon just now. HAHAHAHA Brandon was being funny just now. He taught me a short cut that his teacher taught him and he told me "Use this effective method. If your teacher don't allow then... Screw the teacher la, I mean this was taught by my previous chem teacher" And I was like HAHAHAHAHA (Y). Next book I'm starting on: Life of a glass. I remember how I was excited about reading that book but I don't seem so excited starting it :/ The summary of the book doesn't really excite me anymore...

Then next thing. Finally finished another drama again. The last one was Dream High 2. Now it's OPERATION PROPOSAL. The part where I really cried was the last episode. Well the drama started off quite well. Made me want to continue watching at the begining. Psst. Started it cause of Yoo Seungho alright :) But it started to get super draggy and tiring for me around ep 12-14 cause HE JUST CAN'T GET YISEUL NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES HE TIME TRAVELS AND HOW HARD HE TRIES. Baekho was like... Stretched. And in the end when he returns back to time, he always doesn't end up with yiseul and the result was always the same: yiseul marrying the coach. Urgh. Even I was getting tired for Baekho. When I was at those episodes, I wanted to stop watching the whole drama. But I carried on anyway cause I since I watched it for seungho, I must all finish watching the whole thing. Psst. He's not so hot in this drama ._. Okay but still rather handsome. The lead actress was soooooooooo pretty :D Anyway. Then I finally arrived the last episode and there was a surprising but pleasant twist. It turns out the Conductor was Baekho's late dad! My gosh. So touching. Then Baekho wanted to go back in time for the last time so that he could save Yiseul from the accident and die in her place. He realized that no matter how hard he tried to change the past, he still could not change himself. Or his love for yiseul, rather. SO TOUCHING. The scenes with Baekho's last goodbye with his dad and when they played his video for yiseul's wedding. URGHHHHHHHH :( My gosh, I feel sad now. But the ending was SO SUPER GOOD. I DON'T CARE HOW HE SUDDENLY RECOVERED HIS MEMORY. I DON'T CARE HOW THE DRAMA DIDN'T BOTHER TO EXPLAIN HOW HE SUDDENLY REMEMBERED YISEUL.

THE. POINT. WAS. THEY FINALLY ENDED UP TOGETHER AFTER EVERYTHING THAT BAEKHO HAS DONE. I'm contented.

LOL. How shallow of me. Whatever.

Planned to do maths today. But look at me. Look at the time now. I'm still on the comp. Genius.
Shall do some sit ups before I bathe to get my muscles accustomed to pushing. LOLOL. Apparently, according to my brother, he said that you must train your abs for sit and reach cause you need the muscles to push you down. Hope what he's saying is true. Meh. Then shall clear all my doubts on ROC and MaxMin. Sigh. I'm in a really pathetic state.

"You will regret eveuntually if you think that tomorrow will always come. Don't forget, only fools procrastinate." -Operation Proposal

So hot.

Lazing on the bed now and feeling so hot. So close to turning on the air con but I'm so comfortable in my bed I don't wanna move out of bed. If I on the air con I need to 1. Get off the bed. 2. Close the window. 3. Go back to bed. :(

Went to buy socks today.

Listening to 93.3

Okay bye

Breakdown.

I don't think I can take this any longer. I may break down soon. Everything is all coming to me at once. EVERYTHING. Everything's messed up. Utterly.

Don't be surprised to see a zombie tomorrow.

Pointless.

I don't like how things are going on between us. It's cold. Don't you realized that we've gradually stopped talking to each other? We've stopped telling each other our thoughts, our life, everything. We've stopped totally. Was it cause you found someone else better? That somehow, maybe I was replaced. Was it because we changed? That we've found different interest. How wide is the gap between us exactly? How far apart are we?

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Today was a tiring day. Tuesday timetable on a Wednesday? Everyone was halfdead. But I remembered that English was the best lesson today. Mainly because we were all laughing. It's been so long since I've last laughed so genuinely. Since I've laughed my hearts out. Since I've laughed till my stomach hurt.

Had chem remedial.

Bused with Jason home.

Bye.

Major update.

So. Let's start from limelight.

I. Was. Depressed. Utterly. Felt like an unwanted person. Sticking out. Being the only oddie. I honestly thought that we would be able to go out with friends. Take limelight as an opportunity to go out and have some fun. It's probably the only last official thing. But I was wrong. I was only the very very last minute. Like 4h before the show..? I've got no one to go with. No one wanted to go out with me.

I broke down in class.

Walked to the bus stop with the strong intention of not going to limelight at all. I was this close to NOT going. I wanted you to know I was so disappointed in you. I'm not angry that we didn't go out. I was out right disappointed. At your disdained face and reply. You seemed like you didn't want me anymore.

Was at the bus stop. I reckoned Diana told Ruilin. And ruilin sent me a text inviting me out to go with the guiders. I rejected her cause I didn't wasnt to spoil the outing. It's an all-guiders. I know my limits. But Diana persuaded me. And Ruilin said she'll extra with me. Touched. People that I don't talk to often, people like her, cared so much. I teared a little at the bus stop. Malu maxed. But tried very hard to pull off that "I have a flu." They convinced me to go out with them.

Head home. Was feeling so weary. Causally picked out a dress. Bathed. Mum convinced me to wear heels. Off I went. To city hall. To Thai express. My mood lifted.

Met the 3 at esplanade. Sorry I forgot to reply you Cheryl! :/ Jq probably realized I wasn't as cheery as I should. She apologized. Silly! You did nothing wrong!

The pieces played at limlight were awesome. Really. You guys did great!

Photospamsession after concert. (Y) Sec 4s were the last left. Cause we were all busy taking photos with one another.

Tsk. These were the nicer shots of me. Cause I wasn't in the mood to dress up, so was rather cui in a lot of the photos x.x

And not forgetting these people who made my day. One, two, three four. These four photos above with all these people. Who actually cared to make me feel cared for.

I wish nothing but the best for you, too.

Had a range of mixed feelings today/yesterday. Shall update my day on limelight tomorrow/later. Goodnight.

Someone like you.

Bet everyone gonna put their blog title something like "Fun-O-Rama!" or whatnots. HAHAHAHA. AND I SHALL BE THE WEIRDO AND NOT DO THAT! ;D Finally listening to adele songs with brother ;) HAHAHAHAHA. Think the title up there is her best song. Rolling in the deep and set fire to the rain sounds too vengeful for me. Too impactful. Too overwhelming. Someone like you is more... Comforting. I guess..? Her album is cool. Emotions to a break up process. Its something close to the heart. I guess.

Went to funorama with scholars. Totally a bunch of international group. HAHAHA. PHLILPPINOS, INDONESIANS, THAIS, KOREAN and lastly, a proud Singaporean ;) Met all sorts of seniors there. BFFL! :D Didn't see Grace though :/ OOO SAW SIS SERENA AND XYPP :D

Right. Got bio, maths and revision to do. KILL ME NAOZ.

Get well soon.

Slackest sectional ever.

There's a reason why I say I hate Friday afternoons. All my hcl friends are hcl-ing. The rest of my chi friends are like... Not many. Not close. Pky has music. Huiru doesn't have Cca. Yeah. So I'm left all by myself, to kill 1h, before my hcl friends are released. The bet part is,y hcl friends doesn't seem to know my existence. They just GO FOR LUNCH W/O FINDING ME. MYGOSH. Makes me doubt do I even exist in your worlds. I wait in the classroom next door ever week. But every time you guys are dismissed, you all JUST WALK PASS THE CLASS. AND I'M LIKE THE PATHETIC FOOL THAT CHASES BEHIND YOU ALL. When you finally realized I'm walking behind you all, you all go "Oh. Hi." Thanks. Oh, you guys didn't know I was waiting in the classroom for you all when I had been doing that for the past few 4-5 weeks? When each time you realized and said "OH." AND ASKED WHERE WERE I EACH TIME, DIDN'T I ALWAYS REPLY "I've been waiting in the classroom for you all!" EACH AND EVERY FREAKING TIME?? Seriously, I'm tired. TIRED OF WAITING BUT YOU ALL DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK IN THE CLASSROOM WHEN YOU EVEN PASS BY AND THEN I HAVE TO RUN AND CATCH UP WITH YOU GUYS. Really, if my existence was ever a bother, JUST TELL ME STRAIGHT IN THE FACE. If you don't want me to wait for you guys cause you don't want me around you all, JUST TELL ME STRAIGHT IN THE FACE. Alright? Don't tell me you really don't know and don't mean to hurt my feelings. Seriously, you don't know?? How do you all expect me to believe me after so long. After week after weeks of disdained faces when you realized I was walking with you. HOW MANY TIMES. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS I TELL YOU. Sick. And tired.





You made me seriously worry for you today. I didn't mean to make you feel worse even though you were already feeling very bad. But I was angry that you didn't take care of yourself. To the extent you're hurting yourself. I was honestly worried okay. Please take more care of yourself.

How long will it last?

I wonder.

Today was rather eventful. Both ways. Was talking about usual rubbish with ys in the morning. Seem that after 1+years of mdm soh, she doesn't know that I'm in FAS and I don't have to pay for O levels. She only knows yijie and boonjie (LOLOL like brothers names like that) are in FAS. Not me. WHAYE SHE DON'T LIKE ME SO MUCH??

Econ. MrC having quite bad mood swings. :/ Maths was... Idk. Mrs PHLIP scolded us then the next minute she recovered and sh/ fine teaching us. All smiling. Chem was boring. Kaiying said MsT was a much comfortable height to look at than MsL. LOLOL so mean :P But really, I could absorb everything that MsT teaches. Not like L. My gosh.

Brought polaroid! Took with ys ky and sx. Happy girl.

Looking forward to a Cca-less day tomorrow with mrs philip ;)

Woke up at 3.45 this morning Sonoma really tired now. Plus mummy had to go NUH's A&E cause there was this bone that went to her throat and the GP she went to couldn't remove it. While she tried coughing it out at home, she cough out some blood. Oh my God. Please keep her from any harm D;

Thank you for your effort to try make things better for me, bestfriend.

The sky's blue.

How was my day? Very messed up in the morning. Didn't bring my bio workbook despite the fact that I made the point to go home early and complete it yesterday and I actually forgot to bring it. Angry at myself or what. Got yelled by mdm soh. It's confirmed. She hates dislikes me with a passion burning hotter than the fire in hell. All teachers seem to love picking on me ever since I entered sec 4. Yeopc. Sly. Kok. EVERYONE LA KAY. #sadforlife.

Went home early with the intention of doing homework. Was greeted with a foot long subbie mummy bought for my lunch ^^ gomawo eomma :D then since I was feeling soooo full, I didn't want to get indigestion. So decided to bathe later. Watched dream high 2 meanwhile and other random videos. Bam. Before I knew it, it was 6. Damn... :( plan totally failed.

963EXPAT. 9:47 pm. #NOWPLAYING MR SIMPLE. :D

Ended up doing crap work from 830 to 930. And I'm getting ready to sleep now to wake up at 4 latest. LATEST. Tomorrow MUSTTT. Wake up early to do work. MUST. :( I'm so disappointed in myself can. :(

Alright. So when I was at home, suddenly quite a number of old friends came texting me and we caught up quite a lot :) Thank God.

Shall... Sleep now ;)

Right. A short one again.

The most memorable thing today was that during amath, Diana started feeling urgent. And she made me kind of aware of my own urgentness too. As soon as amath ended, we chionged to the toilets. But that's not the point. What was surprising was, others chionged to the toilet too. HAHAHA. When we came back for chum, you could significantly see everyone with a satisfied smile on themselves. They're finally relieved.

Meeting mrs philip tomorrow. I sincerely pray, God give me strength to meet her. No matter how scary or not she'll be when she sees me personally tomorrow.

That's what friends are for.

To love and care for each other.

Sighs. Need more willpower.

What a day. Skipped all my tuitions today and I ended up sleeping more and slacking more and I HARDLY EVEN DID ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE. So disappointed in myself. :( I only compiled my maths notebook halfway and rushes the designs for teens camp forms and posters.

I realized that I should express my love for my family more. The least I could do for them is to not say any hurtful words. Somehow thought that what brother said today may have hurt papa but he just smiled it off. Although I could sense he was feeling a little hurt. :/

Chatted with ABF from 11..? Till now. Sigh. Look at the time. I may wear specs to church tomorrow.

C'est La Vie 2012!

HELLO WONDERFUL PEOPLE. It was a wonderful day yesterday! :D Well as much as I kept complaining about all the extra long practices that we had, I did have a great time at C'est La Vie :D

Already the day before and in the morning, many friends were like smsing/msning to wish me all the best for the concert.

Met Lin, Jueying and Xinyi for lunchie before heading to sota. HAHAHA Lin called Jueying and Xinyi cavemen cause there were like a lot of things they didn't seem to know about. Like Jueying didn't know where the mrt was at esplanade when she was already in front of the mrt. So on and so forth. HAHAHA what a cute bunch of people :)

Did all sorts of rehersals and tech run then dinner. OHMYGOSH JONGHYUN WAS SUPER CUTE CAN! Choion's lil' brother. HAHAHA. Whoever in Singapore that came from Korea are all Choion's brother and sister la hahah :P But really, jonghyun is super cute. Heard because he was good enough that's why he was able to come stand and sing with us instead of standing with the sec 1s. Wow. DAEBAKKK :D
So finally. The concert. Started to feel nervous only during the intermission. LOL. But during intermission: choing ah! Go change change change! HEHEHEHE! First song after intermission was the sec 4 chorale The Lion Sleeps Tonight. Mr Foong's last gift to the graduating lot I guess :)

Checked my phone after the concert; 13 new messages and 10 miss calls. Epic. Heh. Mr Foong was like super sweet la! He gave the flowers that he had to the sec 4s! <3 Awwww. Can you find any nicer conductor?? HAHAHA. Oh and and! I think it was really nice of AJ to send Junjie for the curtain call! DA CCS FAMILY YO! ;)

Heard from Jason and Jianhui that they were shouting my name BUT HAHAH SORRY TOO SOFT DIDN'T HEAR ;) But its okay, you all were so sweet to do that, even though I think you did piss the people off in front of you :P Went home to have supper with papa! :D SHINRAMYUN AND ROOTBEER CAUSE THE LAZY DESSERT STALL OWNERS AT THE HAWKER CENTRE CLOSED BEFORE 11 D: I wanted to eat ice kacang :(

Eat, pack, bathe. The night was still awesome and I didn't want to sleep. But my body couldn't take it any further. Slept at 12+

Lastly, thank you friends who came for C'est La Vie! I may have saw you in the audience seats, I may have not! But I still hoped you had a great time and thank you for making it possible! Your cheer and support really meant a lot especially when it was my last performance with the choir officially.

C'est La Vie!
That's life. :)

Encouraging Seniors!

That's why I love my seniors. They once went through all these and now they turn back, and encourage us.

It's hard.

Was offered a chance to be trained for half a year to act in one of raintree movie. WHUT. MONEHHHH ^^ But it's o level this year. And I'm not very keen on having the whole nation getting a chance to see my face even though they'll probably not recognize me. So I turned it down.

Told Jason I was sleeping like half an hour ago but I'm still not asleep yet. Heh. Cause I was on twitter. :P But I'm really gonna sleep now! Okay bye :)

Phew.

Woke up at 9 to watch the new episode of skip beat ^^ Totally made my day can :B Hehehe I always feel better after watching skip beat live action despite whatever circumstances I'm in. So then. I think I stoned in front of the laptop till it was lunch. Had lunch. Prepared. Stoned. Left house at 150. Heh. It's so me to be late :P Study session was at 2. But xinyuan had to wait for a cab and reached at 230 instead I think. Went to popular to get refills for correction tape. LOLOL. And met Chloe and mervin at mos at 3. Like an hour late. HAHAHA. Late already still walk in like a boss. Hahaha he got swag.

Well it wasn't as bad as I imagined. They were friendly and easy to talk to. Although I kind of remained silent most of the time. Saw William the librarian (just realized his name was William LOL) at city vibe. Hahaha. Okay. It was fun. Though I still felt a little awkward. Maybe I don't mind if we had another study session. At least that motivates me to work hard. I've witnessed how xinyuan worked so hard for Os an I want to work as hard. At least by then I can tell myself that I've done my best and I wouldn't have regret. Okay settle. This holiday must do all my homework and study for Econ test.

Sigh. Tomorrow and Wednesday got cca and maths. Thursday probably going out with Diana agin. Friday concert. Saturday tuitions. Sunday church. And bam. Holiday over already. Even thinking about it seems fast. Much less living it. It'll be faster than I imagined. Right? Yeah.

Alright. Anyway thank you paps for your koi treat, help in math, donation for the run and your super belated present haha :B really appreciate everything you've done for me man. <3

Went home. Had a super good dinner. Assam fish head :D Still feeling full from it. Shall bathe at 830 then. And will remove contacts by then. Plan to do math all the way till 930 and sleep. Wake up at 3 and do bio till probably 730 and then get breakfast and rest till its time to go out and meet Diana at 9 to do more work till choir starts at 2. HAHAHA it may sound woah but I have a feeling I'll spend most of the study/do homework time stoning and zoning out. Meh. That's why I need a lot of time for my homework. So lousy. :/

Ahhh. Feel the effects of koi now. Me and my lactose intolerant body. Sighs. Whatever. It's not that serious anyway. And I do it all the time. Okaycan.

I should end my post now.

Bye :)

What's wrong with me.

Hello :) LOLOL. Feelin' gay with the hello and a smiley. Heh. Oh well. The awesomest part of my day today was probably papa dabao duck rice for me :) Other than that, it was a pretty normal church day for me except for the fact that Hannah wasn't around :( Miss her. Totally forgot the fact that she went Mersing and brought her present ._. Meh. So was feeling quite empty during teens anyway. But thank God Stacy was there to make me feel better :) Sorry I didn't go lentor! Helped ernwei and Luke with the teens notice board.

Hmmmmmzzzz... Not really looking forward to tomorrow. Study/homework session with people I hardly know. Probably the name to face. But I barely even remember any concersations I've held with them before. Sighs. But I'm weak in maths and I've got to do something about it right :( But somehow picturing myself being the only loner sticking out and making myself unnecessarily awkward. Urgh, uncool. Okay whatever. Must bo bin a bit for the sake of maths. And mrs Philip. Heh. Proud of me? Better be >:(

Sighs. So it's 1030 soon. Holidays resolution was to sleep before 11. So I guess I better get going! :/

Alright bye.

Soon enough

I've been noticing this recent trend. Every Saturday, after my chem, mummy will come out and sit around to wait for papa to return home with grandma and aunt and during that waiting period, she'll just talk to me. A proper casual conversation. Talking about what's going on in my life, and my thoughts. And its just, the feeling amazes me. Telling someone about your life, that they have gone through it before, that they actually can comprehend.

Had math today. Watched the last song. LOL. Slow. Whatever. I like taking my time. Can?

Really respect JYP.

And that concludes Term One.

Watched dream high 2 today. Still have operation proposal to catch up with. But guess studies will become my priority rather than dramas now. I mean, unless I've done my homework and feel the sense of accomplishment, I won't watch dramas. I'll be in my room with my desk, working out questions. You won't see me in my old room using the comp. Something proud of, I've not touched the comp for 2 days already. And just finished 2 episodes of dream high 2. I feel good now.

Went over to church to see Luke since they're having YF retreat. Wanted to attend this retreat but because of maths the next morning and my ever-so-many-tuitions-although-its-only-two-but-i-dont-care-its-a-great-deal, my parents are against me going and they think I'll be too worn outl. Apparently according to Carmen, YFers are always late. So when resgestration supposed to start at 530, it starts at 615. And when dinner supposed to start at 6, there were hardly even anyone around at 630. But anyway, Luke gave me Piercy Pigs and Pals! :D Yummy. Took a 176 back from church bus stop. Apparently Siddarth and Esther saw me from the bus. HAHAHA MY YELLOW BAG IS SO PROMINENT ;D They waved I smile :) Sorry, hands were full from carrying books :) -act nerd-

Let's see what's worth remembering from term one. Nothing much.

I haven't been a good testimony in school, I hardly did anything that has helped me grown spiritually, and there are just too many things that happened and have overwhelmed me greatly. Now as I look back, nothing much is worth remembering of the past quarter year. May be just those small little laughters? Okay found one. Made a new good friend. At least one good thing about term one. Thank God.

Suddenly it dawned on me that I shouldn't take everyday's saftey for granted.

Food for thought.

What could get worser?

Hello fello pepo. -meant to rhyme- Today was a usual dull and mundane day. What was probably only different and worth recalling was that I took the 630 bus. Like in a super long time. Since months and months. I've been taking the 640 - 650 bus all the while. Somehow, I felt happy seeing people I haven't seen for a long time. Cause I haven't been diligently leaving my house early. It used to be 630 in sec 1. Then 640 in sec 2. Then mid way of sec 3, I started taking the 650 bus more often. Sigh. Major signs of growing laziness. Anyway, my main point here was that I actually kind of miss the people who took the 630 bus with me. Yeah. :)

Many people probably doesn't know/notice this cause I tried to make it as not obvious as possible. My finger has still not fully recovered. I just don't paste the sticker thingy in school. I paste it at home. There's still this swell on my thumb. And I can't carry my bag properly like what everyone does. I have to use my left hand to hang the bag over my right shoulders.

Went down to pig a little just now as a reward for completing one holiday assignment already. Had a bar of chocolate and while I was trying to climb back up the stairs in the dark, I slipped on the first step and BAM. Now my thumb hurts even more.

Sighs.

Maybe we have both tried.

"Whenever you get to the point of understanding someone sincerely, waiting for you right outside your door is your parting."

Sometimes. How true.

Went out with Diana. Chat. Yeah. Going out even not talking, clears my mood a lot.

Maybe you knew, maybe you didn't. But whatever the case, you have to admit its hard to get back like what we used to be. That's because we both probably got a greater commitment as excuses.

Today was rather productive at home.

I'm really trying.

I'm a sad girl with a sad life. Morning, depressed. Recess, depressed. After recess, depressed. Afternoon, depressed. But I'm thankful I was standing beside tianyu during choir just now. She's just so cute and she totally made my day. Sucha wonderful girl.

I feel pathetic.

What.

Maybe just a short post to end my depressing day.

Morning. Bus ride with Jason. He was tired. Didn't wanna talk with him so he can sleep more.

Lessons. Depressed before recess. Depressed after recess. And I'm quite positive our chum teacher doesn't like me. She picked me to clean the board CAUSE I WAS TALKING IN MY NORMAL HIGH PITCHED VOICE. Teachers doesn't like me. I'm fine with that. Cause I thought I had my friend's love and that's enough. Now I'm beginning to even doubt that.

Went to west coast plaza to eat sushi with Diana cause I skipped lunch an I was like super hungry after the mock test.

I get so depressed easily this year, I'm probably the ugliest person you've ever met.

I'm so useless.

Sometimes. I really wonder. Why am I doing so much for my friends, taking time and effort just to make each and everyone of them feel special and loved, make them feel that they're important to me. It seems like they just take it for granted. When I'm here giving my 100%, they probably only give 70%.Let they're telling me that I'm not as important as how they are important to me. If so, then why am I working so hard, bothering about whether they know that they're this important to me? When I try so hard to make you feel special, you disappoint me.
It's really discouraging.

Saturday hangovers.

Still tired as usual. Tired forever. It's ironic how I'm freer during weekdays than my weekends. Sighs. Always tired on Sundays :(

Okay so today was... Idk. I'm still tired. Oh! I've finished reading king of screwups! ^^

I'm sad I take so long to complete my homework. End of story

Bye.

Questions. Questions.

How has life been? Have I been moving on? Guess not. I guess I'm somewhere stuck between the past while I dream about my future and not cherishing the moment. I can't afford to do anything to make myself regret later on. Life is short. I don't get to go back in time and amend my past. I feel trapped. Somehow. It's unexplainable. I guess. So much thoughts. But I can't seem to put them in words. How do I expect people to understand me when I don't know myself enough in the first place? Seems like I've been putting on a mask all the while. In front of the people I know. I pass everything off with a smile; I lose my true self.

Woke up at 6. Snoozed. Woke up at 615. Hesistated. Oh well. Got up. Went for a run. Improved by... few seconds..? But stopped running after 18min. Was very tired. Choir. Tuition. Tuition. Yes, 2 tuitions. Rested.

Bye.

The king of screwups

Its such a good book I can't put it down!

What a day.

Hapy first March people! :) It was rather eventful today :)

First off, wished twinney a sweet 16 early in the morning.

Think I woke up late or something. It was 650 when I left home. Thank God the bus uncle waited for me :D But super malu la in the bus. The bus was super crowded and I banged into a sec 1 (I think) girl. Sighs. A sec 4 banged into sec 1. Malu max.

Sang a birthday song in the morning for shan. HAHAHAH SHE SO CUTE. When we started singing she suddenly stood up and clapped with us. Probably didn't want so much attention on herself. That's one of her many beauties. Humbleness.

The usuals. I guess. For school.

Oh ms yang didn't come today. Spent the time slacking away. That means I gotta do her hw later D: Sighs. Can't find my read and reap package lah.

Had career and education fair in the afternoon. Which made us skipped chinese and half of maths. After the talk, I was sooooooo even more convinced to go poly xD

Saw Jason reading a book about a dog apparently. And he asked me how many books have I read. So far? Hmmm.... Maybe Anna and the French Kiss made that 1? Cause I'm super picky about my books okay. If it's boring, I won't finish reading the book. But I didn't answer him I think. Just told him I'm super picky about my books. Then he mentioned genres like fairytale. LOLOL. Seriously. How shallow for a person to only feed on fairytales ._.

Went to library with pky with the intention to eat super late lunch (at 4..?) and complete maths. Plan of doing homework completely failed. Wasn't in the mood to do homework. Decided to borrow books! Since I was reminded of the book conversation anyway. I have not read a novel since probably 3-4 weeks ago. Borrowed 3 thick books. WENT TO COMICS SECTION AND FOUND LOADS AND LOADS OF SKIP BEAT MANGA!!! ^^ But here's the problem. It's late and I can't stay in the library to finish reading them, and neither can I bring them home cause I already have THREE. THICK. BOOKS. Sighs. :(

Whatever. At least I have books now!

Yeobo! Saengil chugka! Sarang hae yongwhonhi ^^

Okay bye.