Mygosh. I can't sleep. Gah. Okay. Since I can't sleep, shall blog till I'm satisfied.
But ha! Confirm a lot of people today's blog post the title put cross-country. I don't want leyyyy. Hehehehe. But so. Didn't blog quite regularly this month. But it's like the last day of the month! So.... It's my last chance to post in April!
So yeah. Oh, there's this thing that I keep wanting to post about but I keep forgetting. Urgh. Anyway. Back to my point. On Friday, if I wasn't wrong. Mrs Philip was teaching us maths halfway until suddenly she was like "You see 4P, if you don't want to study, then what do you want to do? What can you do nowadays without your certs?" And she started the whole life lesson thingy at the last 15min of her lessons. And she admitted "And by the way, I'm not teaching maths now, I'm giving you a lesson on life." Hahahah SUPER CUTE!! And the sentence that she made us brought home with us was that to "Be an ordinary person who do extraordinary things." One of the reasons why I love her.
Alright. Cross country today. TWIN SICK. BUT STILL COME. Haiya. She sick also never tell me. WHAYE. :( But ya, she went back and eat sleep rest after xc. Hope she's at least better. Ha. We're so alike even the way our parents think are the same. LOLOL. Best la. Hahaha.
Went to vivo > soup spoon > SHOP > bnj. Corrections, window shop. Cause all th clothes there were either affordable but ugly or gorgeous but overpriced. LOLOLOLOL. Laugh until head drop out. Cheryl was like wowing at the massive amount of food I was able to put in my stomach, then Xinyin say "You talking to who? HuiEn leh." HAHAHAH HEAD DROPPED OUT.
HAISH. Sometimes... A bit sian my parents are so over protective. Now friends jio me out on holidays also cannot go out. Feel so bad keep rejecting the offers :(
Blah. I'm sorry.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Saturday, April 28, 2012
I'm Sorry
Never felt so free for the weekends before. Technically, for most 4P students, as long as we've done our maths homework, we'd consider we've done all our homework. It's just a mind set I guess. Right. But honestly, I was slacking the whole day yesterday. Including after typing out my post. HAHAHA Lazygirl97.
It was raining so heavily in the morning I decided to give chinese tuition a miss. Woke up at 8, had breakfast and started my TYS from 9-11. LOLOL. So fail. Although Mrs Philip said to do it without time limit but do it without help, but I overshot by an hour. That's kinda sad... But the TYS was so much more comprehensible than what you'd see in even a CSS's common test paper. It wasn't that imtimidating.
Done with my amath, went on to bio. Did all those that I knew and YAY I'M DONE FOR MY HOMEWORK ^^ Plan to do chum on Wednesday since my textbook is not with me. Hope to finish catching fire soon so I can lend it to my brother soon and then I can return it to Chun on Wednesday :) UNOFFICALY HOMEWORK FREE! :D Maybe studying chem on Tuesday for the upcoming common/mastery test. LOL. We've got so much test this year I've long lost track of which is which. Note I used the word much. Not many. HAHAHAHA. And I guess I've grown numb to such minor tests.
Slacked while waiting for Brandon. Time was productive with him as usual. Manage to learn something new every time. Hehehehe. Probably cause I don't even listen in class. Then he was asking me if I was confident for the upcoming test and I went ErrrrrRRRrRrRrrrrrrRRRrRRrrR.... Heh heh heh. I'll try to pass. Then he was like "Huh?! Pass only uh? You know I'm expecting you to get an A for your Os. You know for the other student that I have I don't expect him to get an A but I'm expecting you to get okay." Are you freaking me ._. I don't even know if you mean it anyway. Ha. But seriously, I can't even answer like 70% of the questions he ask me.
Okay whatever. I still feel good. Feel so free to do anything I want at GUILT ZERO.
Heheheheheh BYE :D
By Gummy, ft top&dara
It was raining so heavily in the morning I decided to give chinese tuition a miss. Woke up at 8, had breakfast and started my TYS from 9-11. LOLOL. So fail. Although Mrs Philip said to do it without time limit but do it without help, but I overshot by an hour. That's kinda sad... But the TYS was so much more comprehensible than what you'd see in even a CSS's common test paper. It wasn't that imtimidating.
Done with my amath, went on to bio. Did all those that I knew and YAY I'M DONE FOR MY HOMEWORK ^^ Plan to do chum on Wednesday since my textbook is not with me. Hope to finish catching fire soon so I can lend it to my brother soon and then I can return it to Chun on Wednesday :) UNOFFICALY HOMEWORK FREE! :D Maybe studying chem on Tuesday for the upcoming common/mastery test. LOL. We've got so much test this year I've long lost track of which is which. Note I used the word much. Not many. HAHAHAHA. And I guess I've grown numb to such minor tests.
Slacked while waiting for Brandon. Time was productive with him as usual. Manage to learn something new every time. Hehehehe. Probably cause I don't even listen in class. Then he was asking me if I was confident for the upcoming test and I went ErrrrrRRRrRrRrrrrrrRRRrRRrrR.... Heh heh heh. I'll try to pass. Then he was like "Huh?! Pass only uh? You know I'm expecting you to get an A for your Os. You know for the other student that I have I don't expect him to get an A but I'm expecting you to get okay." Are you freaking me ._. I don't even know if you mean it anyway. Ha. But seriously, I can't even answer like 70% of the questions he ask me.
Okay whatever. I still feel good. Feel so free to do anything I want at GUILT ZERO.
Heheheheheh BYE :D
By Gummy, ft top&dara
Friday, April 27, 2012
Tell me what's the best
Yes I haven't been in a talking mood these few days. More like I have been in a don't-feel-like-talking mood. Maybe cause I haven't had enough rest and talk consumes energy here and there and finally sips me dry leaving me worn out faster than the day is done.
Went to jcube with MDM SOH AND HUIRU's clique. HAHAHAHA. Mdm soh is actually very cute outside the classroom. I really mean it, not being sarcastic in any way here. But note I used the words "outside the classroom". HAHAHAH. We went to eat macs. And she was picking out random names asking us about how are their lives recently. From mingsiew to Jason then to boonjie to bangsong. LOLOL. Randomness maximum.
Had bio remedial and then stayed back with sixuan and jonghan to complete maths! I COMPLETED ALL OF MY AMATHS WS. -SHOWS OFF!! (Y)
I FEEL SO ON TASK TODAY. NO NEED TO WORRY ABOUT MATHZ FROM NOW TILL TUESDAY. AMAZING OR WHAT.
Went home. Bathed. Dinner. CLEANED MY STUDY TABLE AND ITZ SO CLEANZ NAOZ.
Okaycan. Shall aim to complete bio. All bio by today. ;)
Bye :)
Went to jcube with MDM SOH AND HUIRU's clique. HAHAHAHA. Mdm soh is actually very cute outside the classroom. I really mean it, not being sarcastic in any way here. But note I used the words "outside the classroom". HAHAHAH. We went to eat macs. And she was picking out random names asking us about how are their lives recently. From mingsiew to Jason then to boonjie to bangsong. LOLOL. Randomness maximum.
Had bio remedial and then stayed back with sixuan and jonghan to complete maths! I COMPLETED ALL OF MY AMATHS WS. -SHOWS OFF!! (Y)
I FEEL SO ON TASK TODAY. NO NEED TO WORRY ABOUT MATHZ FROM NOW TILL TUESDAY. AMAZING OR WHAT.
Went home. Bathed. Dinner. CLEANED MY STUDY TABLE AND ITZ SO CLEANZ NAOZ.
Okaycan. Shall aim to complete bio. All bio by today. ;)
Bye :)
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Think we've lost it
I don't understand why. I was quite cheery in the morning but after English, I sorta got into a I-don't-feel-like-talk-so-don't-talk-to-me mood. Going everywhere with a rather black face and quite hard to smile. Whatever. Love day made me feel lighter again.
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Love Day
Feeling slightly depressed today. Cuase I've got tons of work to do and I haven't been doing much. Sucha winner. Urgh. Okay so I'm not feeling sad, but neither am I happy. Irritated and annoyed at myself. Yes, I'm irritated I guess.
Checklist:
Integration notes to be done
Study integration
Revise differentiation
Bio Learning Package if time permits
ALL NOT DONE.
They look so cute together. He is cute, she is cute, the song is cute. Sorta lifted my mood.
Checklist:
Integration notes to be done
Study integration
Revise differentiation
Bio Learning Package if time permits
ALL NOT DONE.
They look so cute together. He is cute, she is cute, the song is cute. Sorta lifted my mood.
Monday, April 23, 2012
Slightly more determined.
Started the day off badly simple cause pe was the first period of the day, of the week. You could literally say that we did running for the whole of pe. Mr Lim made us run 4 rounds around the school today. Which makes it 3.2km of running distance. Clocked a world record of 30:30. HAHAHA! At least I'm able to walk 10min of fats away right! HAHAHAH. Literally walked 3 rounds since we chionged the first run to make us perspire a little, to make us seem like we tried. Hehehehe :P
Since it was a super uber humid day, our perspiration never seem to evaporate completely.
The rest of the day was cool. Mrs Yeo was being as chim and funny as ever. "老师你讲到很 chim leh!" That's what we always say. And she'll reply somehow somewhat blurly. Cute. Went to find Mrs Philip for a re-retest. LOLOL. That kinda make me sound pathetic. Re-retest. -.- Mygosh. Not as if a retest is bad enough. In my whole life, this was my first time to sit for a retest. Much less a re-retest. She modified 2 of the questions. Doable though. I should be able to pass, although I secretly wish to get full marks for that paper. But I should be satisfied if I can get an A1. Still, the very least, at least pass it.
Recess. MAIGOSH. HAD A SUPER GOOD MEAL. HAPPYGIRL97.
Yuanshan and I chionged back to the class when we saw Mrs Philip walking. Didn't want to be later than her although she's always early for lessons. Somehow feel that we'll be lacking out somewhere if we're later than her. Nothing much memorable happened in chum.
Total maximum chionging of chum. Cramming as much facts into my peanut-sized brains as possible. Did it with Yuanshan on my right, and Leonard-dy on my right. HAHAHA :D. But honestly, we weren't the only ones who were guilty of not paying attention to the whole assembly okay. Practically almost all the sec 4s were cramming chum facts into their brains to. LOLOL, they may not even feel guilty anyway xD
Went back to class after assembly torevise learn even more factors for the SEQ. I'm seriously not lying that I realized there was a chum test until this morning. Completely chucked the other stuffs aside to make sure I learnt my maths properly. And somehow Yuanshan became super high and funny and... Laugh-y..? Results of over-cramming she claims.
Turned out the test wasn't that bad. Just that there were a few factors that I thought I wrote total crap. Even it didn't make sense to me. But nonetheless, thank God I managed to finish it.
Today is 23 April. Yes that certainly rings a bell to me. JingXuan's birthday. Wonder how much she've changed ever since. But I'll always remember the times we shared during p1-3. The sweetest, if you ask me.
Staybacked in school with Diana for her and Gimbin to do something productive in maths while I kinda sorta isolated myself from them and did my maths quietly :) I can't emphasize this more, but how ever you find Gimbin irritating or what, but he is reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr nice guy. He's willing to help in anything although in terms of responsibilty, he's onnly in charge of Diana's maths. But he helps out in bio if you ask him. Answers irritating questions like when do we have to hand up what homework. Oh and and not forgetting yesterday! I'm offically convinced that he's one of the nicest guy ever although still a little irritating when he's addressing the class. But I'll let that pass cause he's too nice I shouldn't be irritated by him.
Asked him a question I didn't seem to get around 8pm. Okay, though he probably checked his phone only at 12+, but he bothered to call, apologize, ask if I've got it already or not. Told him I figured it out already. But he went the extra mile to make me explain how I understood it just to make sure I really get it. Really nice guy.
Okay lastly. I'm not doing my work yet cause I've yet to bathe cause I'm still full and I don't want to disruupt my stomach from digesting improperly which may make me fat or what. HAHAHAHA #exaggeration. About the fat part. But its not healthy to bathe on a full stomach. Loved dinner btw. So then, killing time on the comp to wait for my stomach to stop feeling so bloated. Don't worry, I'm more than determined to complete at least one integration ws by today.
Saw this by chance. 笑了，然后舍不得。
Since it was a super uber humid day, our perspiration never seem to evaporate completely.
The rest of the day was cool. Mrs Yeo was being as chim and funny as ever. "老师你讲到很 chim leh!" That's what we always say. And she'll reply somehow somewhat blurly. Cute. Went to find Mrs Philip for a re-retest. LOLOL. That kinda make me sound pathetic. Re-retest. -.- Mygosh. Not as if a retest is bad enough. In my whole life, this was my first time to sit for a retest. Much less a re-retest. She modified 2 of the questions. Doable though. I should be able to pass, although I secretly wish to get full marks for that paper. But I should be satisfied if I can get an A1. Still, the very least, at least pass it.
Recess. MAIGOSH. HAD A SUPER GOOD MEAL. HAPPYGIRL97.
Yuanshan and I chionged back to the class when we saw Mrs Philip walking. Didn't want to be later than her although she's always early for lessons. Somehow feel that we'll be lacking out somewhere if we're later than her. Nothing much memorable happened in chum.
Total maximum chionging of chum. Cramming as much facts into my peanut-sized brains as possible. Did it with Yuanshan on my right, and Leonard-dy on my right. HAHAHA :D. But honestly, we weren't the only ones who were guilty of not paying attention to the whole assembly okay. Practically almost all the sec 4s were cramming chum facts into their brains to. LOLOL, they may not even feel guilty anyway xD
Went back to class after assembly to
Turned out the test wasn't that bad. Just that there were a few factors that I thought I wrote total crap. Even it didn't make sense to me. But nonetheless, thank God I managed to finish it.
Today is 23 April. Yes that certainly rings a bell to me. JingXuan's birthday. Wonder how much she've changed ever since. But I'll always remember the times we shared during p1-3. The sweetest, if you ask me.
Staybacked in school with Diana for her and Gimbin to do something productive in maths while I kinda sorta isolated myself from them and did my maths quietly :) I can't emphasize this more, but how ever you find Gimbin irritating or what, but he is reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr nice guy. He's willing to help in anything although in terms of responsibilty, he's onnly in charge of Diana's maths. But he helps out in bio if you ask him. Answers irritating questions like when do we have to hand up what homework. Oh and and not forgetting yesterday! I'm offically convinced that he's one of the nicest guy ever although still a little irritating when he's addressing the class. But I'll let that pass cause he's too nice I shouldn't be irritated by him.
Asked him a question I didn't seem to get around 8pm. Okay, though he probably checked his phone only at 12+, but he bothered to call, apologize, ask if I've got it already or not. Told him I figured it out already. But he went the extra mile to make me explain how I understood it just to make sure I really get it. Really nice guy.
Okay lastly. I'm not doing my work yet cause I've yet to bathe cause I'm still full and I don't want to disruupt my stomach from digesting improperly which may make me fat or what. HAHAHAHA #exaggeration. About the fat part. But its not healthy to bathe on a full stomach. Loved dinner btw. So then, killing time on the comp to wait for my stomach to stop feeling so bloated. Don't worry, I'm more than determined to complete at least one integration ws by today.
Saw this by chance. 笑了，然后舍不得。
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Bloop Bloop.
Alright. Guess google have changed the format. #IHATECHANGES.
Technically, I've been doing nothing productive ever since I came back from church. Read a little of chinese book. Got on youtube and watched 2 movies. And hello 9pm.
Oh whatever.
-Edit. The new layout seem to show the number of views I have for each post. Are you serious people?! You all actually bother to read my blog? Thought no one even knew I had one. LOLOL. It's okay. Hai-
Technically, I've been doing nothing productive ever since I came back from church. Read a little of chinese book. Got on youtube and watched 2 movies. And hello 9pm.
Oh whatever.
-Edit. The new layout seem to show the number of views I have for each post. Are you serious people?! You all actually bother to read my blog? Thought no one even knew I had one. LOLOL. It's okay. Hai-
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Never ending.
Have been so depressed ever since I got back my amath retest results. Something I really worked hard for and got crap back. Sometimes it makes me think of just giving up everything. I can't even pass my amaths, and here I am dreaming of an A1. Stupid much? I don't know what to do anymore.
I may have very well acted like it didn't bother me during school. But you has no idea I had the urge to cry when I saw my marks. But I didn't show it. I didn't tell anyone about it. Because I didn't want anyone to worry for me. Or my friends to worry about me for that matter. I've been so useless this year. So many things make me tear so easily.
I hate Saturdays. If I have not mentioned. Ever since starting this year. It's my most unproductive day. I wake up early for morning Chinese tuition. I go home wait for lunch. Then I wait for Brandon after lunch. And I waste so much time in between. But the time during each period is less than an hour. What productive things you want me to do? I even think reading wastes my time even though I've recently started to like reading this year mainly because to complete reading a book as thick as 5cm cost me at least 7-8h. Any idea how many maths ws I can complete during that time period? But anyway, while waiting for Brandon, I went to sleep for awhile cause I was really tired waking up at 6 just to complete the Chinese tuition homework. Then I went down to chat a little with mummy. Telling her how I dislike Saturdays and how unproductive I am on Saturdays. Then she started advising me saying to chiong all my homework on Friday and tie up the loose ends on Saturday and finally rest on Sunday. Okay. Shall try that. Then suddenly before I could control myself, I revealed to her how I pathetically failed in the amath retest.
Thought she would complained and tried to get me an amath tuitor. But she didn't. Instead she encouraged me with a story of one of her secondary school friend. And she told me to work harder. She probably didn't say/do anything that made me even more depressed cause I also told her that I was depressed. And I not told her. I can hide from my friends, but I figured I shouldn't hide from mummy.
Had tuition with Brandon. He. Was. So. Funny. Today. Maybe the chat with mummy lightened my heart. Oh well, whatever. But somehow while teaching me chem halfway he asked me some bio related questions and said "Ey you're a bio student right? I'm helping you revise your bio okay." HAHAHAHAHA.
Honestly, up till now, when seeing my amath retest paper with my pathetic marks, I still cringe. And it makes me depressed x1000. So I shall not touch it until probably tomorrow. The corrections that is. Shall probably just touch a little of the worksheets that mrs Philip gave us.
I guess the only thing I'm grateful for is my bio results from the recent mastery test. Didn't expect to get an A2. Have been failing every single freaking big and small tests of bio ever since the starting of this year. Thank God.
I guess that's all.
Feel like running away once in awhile.
I may have very well acted like it didn't bother me during school. But you has no idea I had the urge to cry when I saw my marks. But I didn't show it. I didn't tell anyone about it. Because I didn't want anyone to worry for me. Or my friends to worry about me for that matter. I've been so useless this year. So many things make me tear so easily.
I hate Saturdays. If I have not mentioned. Ever since starting this year. It's my most unproductive day. I wake up early for morning Chinese tuition. I go home wait for lunch. Then I wait for Brandon after lunch. And I waste so much time in between. But the time during each period is less than an hour. What productive things you want me to do? I even think reading wastes my time even though I've recently started to like reading this year mainly because to complete reading a book as thick as 5cm cost me at least 7-8h. Any idea how many maths ws I can complete during that time period? But anyway, while waiting for Brandon, I went to sleep for awhile cause I was really tired waking up at 6 just to complete the Chinese tuition homework. Then I went down to chat a little with mummy. Telling her how I dislike Saturdays and how unproductive I am on Saturdays. Then she started advising me saying to chiong all my homework on Friday and tie up the loose ends on Saturday and finally rest on Sunday. Okay. Shall try that. Then suddenly before I could control myself, I revealed to her how I pathetically failed in the amath retest.
Thought she would complained and tried to get me an amath tuitor. But she didn't. Instead she encouraged me with a story of one of her secondary school friend. And she told me to work harder. She probably didn't say/do anything that made me even more depressed cause I also told her that I was depressed. And I not told her. I can hide from my friends, but I figured I shouldn't hide from mummy.
Had tuition with Brandon. He. Was. So. Funny. Today. Maybe the chat with mummy lightened my heart. Oh well, whatever. But somehow while teaching me chem halfway he asked me some bio related questions and said "Ey you're a bio student right? I'm helping you revise your bio okay." HAHAHAHAHA.
Honestly, up till now, when seeing my amath retest paper with my pathetic marks, I still cringe. And it makes me depressed x1000. So I shall not touch it until probably tomorrow. The corrections that is. Shall probably just touch a little of the worksheets that mrs Philip gave us.
I guess the only thing I'm grateful for is my bio results from the recent mastery test. Didn't expect to get an A2. Have been failing every single freaking big and small tests of bio ever since the starting of this year. Thank God.
I guess that's all.
Feel like running away once in awhile.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
It's been awhile.
Think I messed up my Chinese paper upside down inside out everywhere round.
Yesterday and today. Finished watching Shut up flower boy band as a whole. LOLOL. Drama craze strike again. I should seriously stop. It's only two days but I feel that I'm already lagging in work so far back. Win. I'm a goner. But L was super cool in the drama anyway.
Talking bad about people and disliking them makes me ugly.
Yesterday and today. Finished watching Shut up flower boy band as a whole. LOLOL. Drama craze strike again. I should seriously stop. It's only two days but I feel that I'm already lagging in work so far back. Win. I'm a goner. But L was super cool in the drama anyway.
Talking bad about people and disliking them makes me ugly.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
WHAYE.
I love solving amath but I'm tired of this whole cycle. Prepared so hard for a test, hoped to at least pass, but fail by a range within 5 marks. Retest. Thought I prepared sufficiently to get an A1. But no. My answers were all different from my friends'. Now I even worrying passing.
Only thing that cheered me up was when I got back my English letter writing I got an A2. Okay, that should suffice. Since I saw many people got a range of B.
Only thing that cheered me up was when I got back my English letter writing I got an A2. Okay, that should suffice. Since I saw many people got a range of B.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Undeserving.
Retreat at Sis Margret house! OH WHAT AN AWESOME COOK SHE IS! Contentment man.
Just suddenly, I felt like I've been such a horrible, ugly person I don't even want to look at myself in the mirror.
Just suddenly, I felt like I've been such a horrible, ugly person I don't even want to look at myself in the mirror.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Found it.
Didn't start my day very pleasantly.
Finally realized why I'm so unproductive on Saturdays. I have two tuitions almost back to back with lunch as my only break in between. After these two tuitions I'll feel so accomplished and drained that I won't wanna do my work. The only thing I did today after tuitions was to complete another topic for my maths notebook. Yep. If I had not mentioned, I'm redo-ing my whole maths notebook to make it more study-able for me. And that was 5 pages. Left with bionomal and further trigo to complete my sec 3 syllabus. Then I'll have sec 4 syllabus and not to mention I have not even started on the emath portion, although it should be significantly lesser BUT H'NO IT'S NOT. One topic like matrices is so much pages to write notes about ._. Sigh much.
Hahaha I bet if there was such a thing as counting a certain word that appears on your blog, the word "sigh" would probably appear 729629371893 times. #Win. I can't help but SIGH.
And I cannot don't admit that I think I'm starting to like exo. Cute bunch of people.
P.s: sehun looks like danson tang and wuzun. But he's MUCH more good looking and WAY younger. HEHEHEHE xD a '94. But I've got no biased yet in exo I guess..? Just that I think hunhan-kai thing is cute. :)
Okay shall sleep now.
Finally realized why I'm so unproductive on Saturdays. I have two tuitions almost back to back with lunch as my only break in between. After these two tuitions I'll feel so accomplished and drained that I won't wanna do my work. The only thing I did today after tuitions was to complete another topic for my maths notebook. Yep. If I had not mentioned, I'm redo-ing my whole maths notebook to make it more study-able for me. And that was 5 pages. Left with bionomal and further trigo to complete my sec 3 syllabus. Then I'll have sec 4 syllabus and not to mention I have not even started on the emath portion, although it should be significantly lesser BUT H'NO IT'S NOT. One topic like matrices is so much pages to write notes about ._. Sigh much.
Hahaha I bet if there was such a thing as counting a certain word that appears on your blog, the word "sigh" would probably appear 729629371893 times. #Win. I can't help but SIGH.
And I cannot don't admit that I think I'm starting to like exo. Cute bunch of people.
P.s: sehun looks like danson tang and wuzun. But he's MUCH more good looking and WAY younger. HEHEHEHE xD a '94. But I've got no biased yet in exo I guess..? Just that I think hunhan-kai thing is cute. :)
Okay shall sleep now.
Friday, April 13, 2012
CCA Step down!
Hello hello! DA. DAY. I'VE. BEEN. WAITING. FOR. SINCE. DA. START. OF. DA. YEAR. HAS. FINALLY. CAME! Yeah whatever Friday the 13th was a happy day, though the lessons part was reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally boring. I mean, I was alert and awake during chum, but then battery power at 15% at the last 10min of amath. Chem was a total KO. HAHAHA. Was kinda sian of the teacher anyway. ITS OKAY. I'M SEEING BRANDON TOMORROW ANYWAY. Shall give him the impression that I'm dumb and stupid and I don't know anything and ask him everything and hopefully, get good results in the end. HAHAHA.
Recess finally and was suuuuuuuper hungry. HAHAH. Think I'm becoming piggier everyday. Seems like I become very hungry during the 3rd period. It happened only this year. I didn't had to eat every recess during sec1-3. What a pig. Especially with pig friends like pig #1 and pig #2. HAHAHA. This is baddddd.
Spent lunch with Kaiying in the library! Was reading hunger games and she was doing her work. Until 130 when she had to go for her music lessons and I went to find Huiru and her weird friends. xD Weird, but nice people. Hahahaha they all also openly admit they're weird. Nah. Unique la.
Went up to music room at 210 to find out that we could actually do what we like as long as we'll be back at 420. YAY. BEST CCA SESSION EVER IN SEC 4. Hehehe. I mean, there's nothing more to look forward to in choir for the sec 4's right? So also no point waste time sing sing sing. When we've been doing that for the past 3+ years. Went down to the library with Monique and Kris to do homework. Duh I was with the scholars, the obvious was to do maths right. Completed my integration notes ^^ And Mrs Philip was having a meeting in the instructional room LOLOL.
Mr William have such a good life. Come to school at 8-9 to open the library and closes the library at 4. Like whaaaaa. So he chased us out of the air conditioned library :( Ended up sitting at the canteen, eating some tibits as me, mo and kris read. Dio was... Stealing boat's food..? Hahaha. And boat was doing CHEM. Urgh, remind me about that? And then suddenly dio started talking about twitter. And then how boat has a twitter account, followed a hundred plus people, but NOT A SINGLE TWEET. And then suddenly again dio showed mo my tweet timeline. LOLOLOL. And I was like "Why on earth are you stalking me, reading my tweets out loud, IN FRONT OF ME SOME MORE?!" HAHAHAHA. And then subsequently, the scholars started reading my tweets out loud. Cute bunch of people xD
Went back. announcement of the vice-president and president of choir. GO AHMAD!
Bused home in a super squeezy bus. I think I'm a little clautrophobic..? I realized. The bus was suuuuuuuuuuuuuper crowded. And like I was surrounded with people. Wasn't comfortable breathing. When they left, my heart started beating faster. Like, I could finally breathe properly. Noticed it with Diana too. When I'm using my phone and she comes suepr close to peak, I can't breathe properly. Like a little shortage of breath or something. It's just I feel a little out of breath when people's faces are close my face. I.Can't.Breathe.Right.
I feel reeeeeeeeeeeeally lazy right now. Sigh. Again.
SehunLuhanKrisSuhoKaiBaekhyun.
Recess finally and was suuuuuuuper hungry. HAHAH. Think I'm becoming piggier everyday. Seems like I become very hungry during the 3rd period. It happened only this year. I didn't had to eat every recess during sec1-3. What a pig. Especially with pig friends like pig #1 and pig #2. HAHAHA. This is baddddd.
Spent lunch with Kaiying in the library! Was reading hunger games and she was doing her work. Until 130 when she had to go for her music lessons and I went to find Huiru and her weird friends. xD Weird, but nice people. Hahahaha they all also openly admit they're weird. Nah. Unique la.
Went up to music room at 210 to find out that we could actually do what we like as long as we'll be back at 420. YAY. BEST CCA SESSION EVER IN SEC 4. Hehehe. I mean, there's nothing more to look forward to in choir for the sec 4's right? So also no point waste time sing sing sing. When we've been doing that for the past 3+ years. Went down to the library with Monique and Kris to do homework. Duh I was with the scholars, the obvious was to do maths right. Completed my integration notes ^^ And Mrs Philip was having a meeting in the instructional room LOLOL.
Mr William have such a good life. Come to school at 8-9 to open the library and closes the library at 4. Like whaaaaa. So he chased us out of the air conditioned library :( Ended up sitting at the canteen, eating some tibits as me, mo and kris read. Dio was... Stealing boat's food..? Hahaha. And boat was doing CHEM. Urgh, remind me about that? And then suddenly dio started talking about twitter. And then how boat has a twitter account, followed a hundred plus people, but NOT A SINGLE TWEET. And then suddenly again dio showed mo my tweet timeline. LOLOLOL. And I was like "Why on earth are you stalking me, reading my tweets out loud, IN FRONT OF ME SOME MORE?!" HAHAHAHA. And then subsequently, the scholars started reading my tweets out loud. Cute bunch of people xD
Went back. announcement of the vice-president and president of choir. GO AHMAD!
Bused home in a super squeezy bus. I think I'm a little clautrophobic..? I realized. The bus was suuuuuuuuuuuuuper crowded. And like I was surrounded with people. Wasn't comfortable breathing. When they left, my heart started beating faster. Like, I could finally breathe properly. Noticed it with Diana too. When I'm using my phone and she comes suepr close to peak, I can't breathe properly. Like a little shortage of breath or something. It's just I feel a little out of breath when people's faces are close my face. I.Can't.Breathe.Right.
I feel reeeeeeeeeeeeally lazy right now. Sigh. Again.
SehunLuhanKrisSuhoKaiBaekhyun.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Into your world
Watched the exo showcase yesterday. They are gooooOooOOood.
I think Kris is veryyyyyyy handsome after watching some interview exo-m did in China. Used to think that Luhan was cuter but then realized he was only photogenic. Though, but he's the face of the group. Apparently Kris is a half china chinese and canadian. But cool, he does look like a mixed blood that's not gone wrong.
Honestly though, exo-k has the handsomer lot. As in there are more handsome people there. But I can only recognise Kai. Sehun and baekhyun are cute but they look too alike for me to differentiate them. Then there's Suho who's handsome too.
For the first time for an SM boyband, I agree that Luhan and Kai are handsome. I don't mean Siwon ain't handsome, but I prefer Donghae xD
Bleh. enough of spazzing. This is making me sound shallow. Tsk.
Today was a very very sian and boring day. Got back my econ's mark. Blehhhh, Mr Chua claimed that my conclusion wasn't clear enough so he minused my one mark. And then it becomes 9. Awwww, wanna get full marks one day! I've got 5 more graded assignemnts to work on! Go HuiEn!
And all glory be to God.
I think Kris is veryyyyyyy handsome after watching some interview exo-m did in China. Used to think that Luhan was cuter but then realized he was only photogenic. Though, but he's the face of the group. Apparently Kris is a half china chinese and canadian. But cool, he does look like a mixed blood that's not gone wrong.
Honestly though, exo-k has the handsomer lot. As in there are more handsome people there. But I can only recognise Kai. Sehun and baekhyun are cute but they look too alike for me to differentiate them. Then there's Suho who's handsome too.
For the first time for an SM boyband, I agree that Luhan and Kai are handsome. I don't mean Siwon ain't handsome, but I prefer Donghae xD
Bleh. enough of spazzing. This is making me sound shallow. Tsk.
Today was a very very sian and boring day. Got back my econ's mark. Blehhhh, Mr Chua claimed that my conclusion wasn't clear enough so he minused my one mark. And then it becomes 9. Awwww, wanna get full marks one day! I've got 5 more graded assignemnts to work on! Go HuiEn!
And all glory be to God.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
I tried.
Got back amaths results. Disappointed I failed, but glad I didn't do so badly. At least not a single digit. And mrs Philip encouraged me. She said my concepts were all there. Could have passed if I've not made my careless mistakes which costed me 13 marks. Honestly though, felt guilty while she said all these to me. Like I didn't deserve such kindness. I didn't read through my notes before the exam so carefully to the point being so familiar with everything in the notes. And I went go through my past worksheets briefly only. But I'm still thankful for the marks.
It'll be fine tomorrow.
It'll be fine tomorrow.
Complicated heart.
I've lost the courage. To take initiative. To talk first. To be brave enough to even open up. So many things I want to say it out. But it's stuck in me. I've lost the courage to tell you why I really feel. I feel like its hard to talk to you about what I feel. Like it seems that there's a barrier between me and you I can't overcome myself. It's hard to talk to you already.
Or maybe I'm in self-pity and I don't even deserve to be sad in the first place.
Cried in class again. I'm useless. Mughi and Leonard must be thinking this girl is scary. Urgh. Not like I can control my tears right. It's a domino effect, one person look, the rest follows. Told Leonard to stop looking at me. Gah. Both of them caught me crying in class twice. I should probably stop drinking water if that causes tears.
It's probably all my fault that I'm even sad.
Or maybe I'm in self-pity and I don't even deserve to be sad in the first place.
Cried in class again. I'm useless. Mughi and Leonard must be thinking this girl is scary. Urgh. Not like I can control my tears right. It's a domino effect, one person look, the rest follows. Told Leonard to stop looking at me. Gah. Both of them caught me crying in class twice. I should probably stop drinking water if that causes tears.
It's probably all my fault that I'm even sad.
Monday, April 9, 2012
Too many things to be gratefu for.
WOOHOO. #noplaying mrsimple @ expat. Thanks Diana ;) Currently juggling between blogger, youtube, and expat. Okaycan. Didn't really have the Monday blues today.
Was kinda... Late for school today. I mean, supposed to meet the Taiwaner at 650 but reached at 7 ._. Sighs. Practiced the bowing with Nic a lot of times cause we were scared we forgot to bow. Hehe. It wasn't that bad afterall. At least people laughed. And we were all humiliated. In a way or so. Ah, who cares, last year in CSS already 8D.
Had pe for first period of the first day of the week. Not a very good way to start the day AND week. Ran 2.4, HOMAIGOSH. HAHAHAH THIS IS WHAT I CALL A MIRACLE, MR LIM. From a 18:41 to a 16:04 and then finally a 15:00. And after since I've told you I've been running every Saturday, I got lazy and stopped running. Probably ran about 2 times only before the 2.4 and that's like a week before only. With timing clocked at 17 and 19 mins HAHAHAHA. YAY!! Means I'll get 27 for my napfa! HELLO GOLD! ^^ If only my sit-n-reach could have been better... :/ EVERYONE EXCEPT ME GOT AN A and I'm stuck with a pathetic C. What a spoiler. :( From a 57 in primary school to a pathetic 42. Sigh much. Do regret not comtinuing with chinese dance sometimes in times like these... BUT WHATEVER LA KAY. I GET GOLD. FULL STOP. Thank God. This may sound stupid to a lot of people but I prayed before my 5 stations and 2.4 run. And while running, I was mentally singing Rejoice in the Lord and Keep on the Firing line towards the end. And well, I was following zhiqiang while running towards the end of the run, so that kinda also helped me in my speed. I was seriously shocked when after the 1st round, 4:56, after 2nd round 9:56. I have never been this fast.
Literally skipped whole of chum for taiwan presentation.
Emaths was... Doable..? I guess. Anyhow whacked the comment and compare question.
Chinese test.
Home.
LUOZHIXIANG-ED! <3
Been a while since I mentioned him right. Heh. There's a reason why even after so long despite me loving SJ, I still love him. He's willing to go all out for his fans and he has the freedom to do so.
Happy birthday, girl :D It's been a pleasure to know you since sec 1 and really loved the last minute decisions to visit IMM and stuffs. You're such a steady friend. Continue staying cute! :)
And Happy Birthday Jason :) Thank you for always taking 176 in the morning. LOL. HAHAHA, shall take 143 home if there's a chance in return.
Ate a super good dinner. I'm happy.
Bye. :)
Was kinda... Late for school today. I mean, supposed to meet the Taiwaner at 650 but reached at 7 ._. Sighs. Practiced the bowing with Nic a lot of times cause we were scared we forgot to bow. Hehe. It wasn't that bad afterall. At least people laughed. And we were all humiliated. In a way or so. Ah, who cares, last year in CSS already 8D.
Had pe for first period of the first day of the week. Not a very good way to start the day AND week. Ran 2.4, HOMAIGOSH. HAHAHAH THIS IS WHAT I CALL A MIRACLE, MR LIM. From a 18:41 to a 16:04 and then finally a 15:00. And after since I've told you I've been running every Saturday, I got lazy and stopped running. Probably ran about 2 times only before the 2.4 and that's like a week before only. With timing clocked at 17 and 19 mins HAHAHAHA. YAY!! Means I'll get 27 for my napfa! HELLO GOLD! ^^ If only my sit-n-reach could have been better... :/ EVERYONE EXCEPT ME GOT AN A and I'm stuck with a pathetic C. What a spoiler. :( From a 57 in primary school to a pathetic 42. Sigh much. Do regret not comtinuing with chinese dance sometimes in times like these... BUT WHATEVER LA KAY. I GET GOLD. FULL STOP. Thank God. This may sound stupid to a lot of people but I prayed before my 5 stations and 2.4 run. And while running, I was mentally singing Rejoice in the Lord and Keep on the Firing line towards the end. And well, I was following zhiqiang while running towards the end of the run, so that kinda also helped me in my speed. I was seriously shocked when after the 1st round, 4:56, after 2nd round 9:56. I have never been this fast.
Literally skipped whole of chum for taiwan presentation.
Emaths was... Doable..? I guess. Anyhow whacked the comment and compare question.
Chinese test.
Home.
LUOZHIXIANG-ED! <3
Been a while since I mentioned him right. Heh. There's a reason why even after so long despite me loving SJ, I still love him. He's willing to go all out for his fans and he has the freedom to do so.
And Happy Birthday Jason :) Thank you for always taking 176 in the morning. LOL. HAHAHA, shall take 143 home if there's a chance in return.
Ate a super good dinner. I'm happy.
Bye. :)
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Sad life.
Urgh I'm so tired and I'm forever doings maths. Battery life:7%. Happy birthday ziyan, siwon, Jason, jonghyun. Shall dedicate a post for you all maybe tomorrow. LOLOL. What a horrible friend. Heh. Okaycan. Bye cause I'm super tired though I hardly completed maths and I have a feeling I'll fail tomorrow's yet again. And mrs Philip gonna scold us after the test again. Sigh. The cycle.
Happy Easter all.
Happy Easter all.
Friday, April 6, 2012
Everything seems to fall apart.
Somehow, I'm quite convinced that nothing's forever. We can only embrace the present.
Woke up at 830 snoozed to 840. But unknowingly konked out and woke up at 9 when I heard my brother running the tap. Yes, I was feeling so tired yesterday I was too lazy to head down stairs to my room. Slept with my parents instead. Was supposed to get ready and leave house by 930. Had only 30mins to do up everything. Choingedddddd. Urgh. What a bad day to start my day.
Family went to paragon to shop. Papa and brother brought me all round paragon. Searching for things to munch on cause I skipped breakfast. Breakfast, but what I call branch was at Dome. Papa ordered a chicken pie and beef pie for both of us to try. And then a pot of earl grey. My first time drinking earl grey. Well, let's just say it took me quite a while to get used to the lemongrass frangrance in the tea. But the aftertaste of the tea was good, making me wanted more. Brother had chocolate lava and some latte I didn't bother remembering the name. I just don't really approve of cold coffee. I think only when the coffee is warm, then can it bring out the real fragrance in it. Had that at 11.
Lunch at Grand Asia at 130. HAHAHAHA FAT OR WHAT. And I ate my usual portion. And for that, well not on purpose, but I'm really really full from lunch and branch that I've decided to skip dinner.
So happy I've finally finished Life of a Glass. ITZ REALLY GOOD. Well the introduction was boring though. But when I got in the middle of the book, I didn't feel like putting it down.
Happy birthday Jon Lam and Jayi! :D Sweet 16 people :)
And lastly, thank God for sending Jesus to die on the cross for mamon when we don't even deserve it the slightest bit. Blessed Good Friday all :)
Woke up at 830 snoozed to 840. But unknowingly konked out and woke up at 9 when I heard my brother running the tap. Yes, I was feeling so tired yesterday I was too lazy to head down stairs to my room. Slept with my parents instead. Was supposed to get ready and leave house by 930. Had only 30mins to do up everything. Choingedddddd. Urgh. What a bad day to start my day.
Family went to paragon to shop. Papa and brother brought me all round paragon. Searching for things to munch on cause I skipped breakfast. Breakfast, but what I call branch was at Dome. Papa ordered a chicken pie and beef pie for both of us to try. And then a pot of earl grey. My first time drinking earl grey. Well, let's just say it took me quite a while to get used to the lemongrass frangrance in the tea. But the aftertaste of the tea was good, making me wanted more. Brother had chocolate lava and some latte I didn't bother remembering the name. I just don't really approve of cold coffee. I think only when the coffee is warm, then can it bring out the real fragrance in it. Had that at 11.
Lunch at Grand Asia at 130. HAHAHAHA FAT OR WHAT. And I ate my usual portion. And for that, well not on purpose, but I'm really really full from lunch and branch that I've decided to skip dinner.
So happy I've finally finished Life of a Glass. ITZ REALLY GOOD. Well the introduction was boring though. But when I got in the middle of the book, I didn't feel like putting it down.
Happy birthday Jon Lam and Jayi! :D Sweet 16 people :)
And lastly, thank God for sending Jesus to die on the cross for mamon when we don't even deserve it the slightest bit. Blessed Good Friday all :)
Thursday, April 5, 2012
May the odds be ever at your favour.
Woke up super early just for the Taiwan project. Did the recording. We didn't really screw up. It was just that it was hard to be in tune/on time cause THE SCHOOL WAS LACKING SO MUCH THERE WEREN'T EVEN ANY EARPIECES IN THE RECORDING STUDIO. Solved the tune problem by doing parts. Solved the timing problem by bobbing heads. LOL. School so fail -.-
Probably cause I woke up super early. At least significantly earlier than others. So I was like super high in the morning. Crazygirl97.
Awards day was boring. Mrs Philip didn't come. We couldn't give her a standing ovation for her 5 years award. Bleh :( Gave one to Mr Lim and Ms Yang though. Mr Rafeek was da star. Everyone cheered like super loudly for him. LOLOLOL. Then he waved likeastar.
Thought I'll be the social loner and go home and do homework like a nerd. But thank God for Diana. It was like the last of last minutes decision. Like, 12..? When we decided to go out. Went to vivo for hunger games. And was talking about hunger games allllll the way through with brother the whole way.
Hmmmm... So let's see. I didn't find any of the male leads handsome. But the female lead was really pretty. Didn't look like a 16 year old though. More like an 18 year old.
But on the other hand, it's like a reflection of today's society. The extravagant yet ugly make up the people in the capitol put on, the happy image they put on everytime, shows the false perfection of people in today's society. And that how the richer people prosper with the help of the poorer people suffering. Like how the people in the capitol is dependent on the 12 districts. Even on entertaintment. How he enjoyed seeing people die during the hunger games.
Then we get to see that the hunger games on the surface may seem like an event of people killing each other. But on a closer look, it's not a game of mindless killing. It actually intertwines a lot of humanity where love, concern and comfort have been so apparent. Rue and Katniss. When Rue was killed by other districts, Katniss spreaded flowers over her body not only as a sign of respect but of disgust towards the capitol.
In the end we reach the point where the game master announced that there can only be one victor and the remaining two tribute must kill each other. But Katniss and Peeta chose to either win together or die together. And the game master had to give in by announcing the both as winners because there had to be a victor for the audience in the course defying her society's authoritarian leaders so publicly. Somehow came across to be that no matter how powerful the authories are, in the end the people are still the ones that are more important.
And something about the mockingjay. The story just has so much inference and reference you can do! HAHAHAHA I sound so literature-y. HEHEHE -pushes up specs- 8D
Conclusion. It's a good movie but not so nice a movie. The messages behind the movie was good. But I just didn't think that the male actors were hot enough.
Probably cause I woke up super early. At least significantly earlier than others. So I was like super high in the morning. Crazygirl97.
Awards day was boring. Mrs Philip didn't come. We couldn't give her a standing ovation for her 5 years award. Bleh :( Gave one to Mr Lim and Ms Yang though. Mr Rafeek was da star. Everyone cheered like super loudly for him. LOLOLOL. Then he waved likeastar.
Thought I'll be the social loner and go home and do homework like a nerd. But thank God for Diana. It was like the last of last minutes decision. Like, 12..? When we decided to go out. Went to vivo for hunger games. And was talking about hunger games allllll the way through with brother the whole way.
Hmmmm... So let's see. I didn't find any of the male leads handsome. But the female lead was really pretty. Didn't look like a 16 year old though. More like an 18 year old.
But on the other hand, it's like a reflection of today's society. The extravagant yet ugly make up the people in the capitol put on, the happy image they put on everytime, shows the false perfection of people in today's society. And that how the richer people prosper with the help of the poorer people suffering. Like how the people in the capitol is dependent on the 12 districts. Even on entertaintment. How he enjoyed seeing people die during the hunger games.
Then we get to see that the hunger games on the surface may seem like an event of people killing each other. But on a closer look, it's not a game of mindless killing. It actually intertwines a lot of humanity where love, concern and comfort have been so apparent. Rue and Katniss. When Rue was killed by other districts, Katniss spreaded flowers over her body not only as a sign of respect but of disgust towards the capitol.
In the end we reach the point where the game master announced that there can only be one victor and the remaining two tribute must kill each other. But Katniss and Peeta chose to either win together or die together. And the game master had to give in by announcing the both as winners because there had to be a victor for the audience in the course defying her society's authoritarian leaders so publicly. Somehow came across to be that no matter how powerful the authories are, in the end the people are still the ones that are more important.
And something about the mockingjay. The story just has so much inference and reference you can do! HAHAHAHA I sound so literature-y. HEHEHE -pushes up specs- 8D
Conclusion. It's a good movie but not so nice a movie. The messages behind the movie was good. But I just didn't think that the male actors were hot enough.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
CHAODA CUPCAKES.
YAY! Jason and Leonard-dy remembered to save a share for me ^^ LOLOL. The cupcake was kinda quite chaoda. But the inside was good. Many many random ingredients that they added in the cupcake. LOLOL. Shall not mention it in case people who ate it, see this, feel like puking immediately. Hehe. But they were really really random stuffs that was found in Jason's house. Edible of course.
Had a taiwan meeting today. I miss everything there. The people who all went together, the people there, the food, the environment. Everything. I don't if it's been about 5-6 months. It was one of the best things that happened in my holiday. Back to the time where I wasn't sad so easily. Everyone was happy.
It is impossible to cry in space, without gravity. So I wondered if it was possible to be sad there. If there was sadness without tears. Imagine that. That your body would respond one way, the world just reject it. Without gravity there were no tears, that emotion itself became void.
I love Life of a Glass.
AndI'mgoinghometomorrowlikeamajornerdandunwantedlosercausenoonewantstgooutwithmeafterschooltomorrow.
SadlifeforeverorwhatcausenooneeverwannagooutwithmelikeseriouslyI'msopatheticsodon'tgetmestarted.
SothenI'llgohomeanddohomeworklikethere'snotomorrowandasocialloner.Endofstory.
Had a taiwan meeting today. I miss everything there. The people who all went together, the people there, the food, the environment. Everything. I don't if it's been about 5-6 months. It was one of the best things that happened in my holiday. Back to the time where I wasn't sad so easily. Everyone was happy.
It is impossible to cry in space, without gravity. So I wondered if it was possible to be sad there. If there was sadness without tears. Imagine that. That your body would respond one way, the world just reject it. Without gravity there were no tears, that emotion itself became void.
I love Life of a Glass.
AndI'mgoinghometomorrowlikeamajornerdandunwantedlosercausenoonewantstgooutwithmeafterschooltomorrow.
SadlifeforeverorwhatcausenooneeverwannagooutwithmelikeseriouslyI'msopatheticsodon'tgetmestarted.
SothenI'llgohomeanddohomeworklikethere'snotomorrowandasocialloner.Endofstory.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Some things that I'll never understand.
Life of a glass is super nice. Even though I'm only like 30+ pages into the probably 300+ pages book.
People tell me I'm a total different person on my blog and in real life. Don't worry cause this is where I mostly can't my frustrations or just... Probably a space for myself to reflect and cool down. It's probably where all the healing takes place. When I'm done with the post, I would most probably feel better the next day. That's how you get such a cheery HuiEn ^^
Today spoke to me that unplanned things are much more fun that planned things.
I'm super tired now. Worn out.
BUT. I. HAVE. NOT. STUDIED. VVECTORS!! :( #die
Kay bye.
People tell me I'm a total different person on my blog and in real life. Don't worry cause this is where I mostly can't my frustrations or just... Probably a space for myself to reflect and cool down. It's probably where all the healing takes place. When I'm done with the post, I would most probably feel better the next day. That's how you get such a cheery HuiEn ^^
Today spoke to me that unplanned things are much more fun that planned things.
I'm super tired now. Worn out.
BUT. I. HAVE. NOT. STUDIED. VVECTORS!! :( #die
Kay bye.
Maybe.
Oh. Forgot to add this. Finally finish watching skip beat. I'M SO SAD. There's nothing more to look forward to Monday. There's nothing that can treat my Monday blues. Maybe it's just me, I feel quite, to a certain extent, a little emotional after every dramas. After I've finish watching good dramas. Maybe a feeling of emptiness. That there's nothing more already. Urgh. :( Okay this may be a small hope and even insignificant, but I hope that they can have a slip beat 2. Wanna see donghae wooing ivy in the drama while siwon struggles to forgive his past. That. Would. Be. So. Awesome. Then Bianca can maybe find a new love or something in the drama (L). Hope there would be another long stay this year in Taiwan for them. Or at least, fly them
Into Taiwan for them to film another good drama. Excited for donghae's new cake drama anyway! His co-star is cute :) Well, at least both of them finally get to be the leads.
My gosh. There's Econ test in about 10 mins time but I'm not studying. And I barely studied. I just read through the textbook yesterday for understanding. But nothing's in my head yet.
Maybe. Just maybe, you would be better off without me. Your life can revolve around her. And I'll be just your partner when she's with her clique. Say, recess? Maybe I'm not as important anymore. Maybe you're just happier with her.
Into Taiwan for them to film another good drama. Excited for donghae's new cake drama anyway! His co-star is cute :) Well, at least both of them finally get to be the leads.
My gosh. There's Econ test in about 10 mins time but I'm not studying. And I barely studied. I just read through the textbook yesterday for understanding. But nothing's in my head yet.
Maybe. Just maybe, you would be better off without me. Your life can revolve around her. And I'll be just your partner when she's with her clique. Say, recess? Maybe I'm not as important anymore. Maybe you're just happier with her.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Barf.
I'm beginning to doubt us. Are we still the same as before?
Had napfa and now every part possible there's a muscle ache. Sigh much. Anyway, thank God for His sustenance thus far. Good score in Chinese test and unexpected good results for econs essay. Went for another run with brother. Definately not a good day to run. Muscle ache from napfa and stomach cramp. Legs were jelly. Timing deprived by 2 mins. Hahaha. :P
What's the point of saying you'll do it but you don't?
Had napfa and now every part possible there's a muscle ache. Sigh much. Anyway, thank God for His sustenance thus far. Good score in Chinese test and unexpected good results for econs essay. Went for another run with brother. Definately not a good day to run. Muscle ache from napfa and stomach cramp. Legs were jelly. Timing deprived by 2 mins. Hahaha. :P
What's the point of saying you'll do it but you don't?
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