Around the world.

It's crazy how when you've figured out how everyone's related to everyone and then somehow I'll be mind blown. Like WOAHHHH. You him him?? And she knows you?? Those kind of things happen a lot to me. I mean, I just find it very fascinated at the fact that someone from one aspect of my life knows another one from another aspect of my life. School, church, tuition and... miscellaneous. LOL.

Somehow I've came to a realization that I actually really really look up to my brother. He was handsome as a baby but then think cause he became lazy(..?) He lacks a lot of grooming. So he's like ugly now. HAHAHA. That's what I often say to my family and him. "Gorgor, you very ugly ley." or "Mummy, why gorgor so ugly?" Sounds mean here but I talk with the teasing tone. But then on a closer look he's really handsome. (Have been looking through his facebook photos :P) It's just he doesn't take good care of his face lah. He has superrrrrrrr nice eyes. Apparently a lot of his female friends all jealous of his eye. "Ey can't you don't look at my straight in the eyes without your specs, my heart might melt." LOLOL. To that extent that female friends say to him. Sounds a little scary, come to think of it.

Why recently te admiration? Cause he doesn't lack anything in my point of view. Maybe except height. :P HAHAHA. I don't even think he's 170. Sigh. But whatever. His life is complete lah. Hai. So apparently he's a science student. But yet he excels in his language/art subjects too. He loves lit so much he gets A for it. He's a natural when it comes to maths and chem. Straight As for him for those 2 subjects ever since I remember him taking those subjects. Well, he's a science-y person. But he gets inconsistent A's and B's for bio and phy. Though somehow they always end up as A's by the end of year exams. And lastly. GP RIGHT. EVERYONE SAYS IT'S SO HARD TO EVEN GET A B RIGHT? Ever since he came year 6 he gets consistent A's for GP essay writing. And I don't even see him doing homework at home only till recently June..? And I started finally seeing him STUDY at home only during his study leave period. And then he shows off to me "My juniors all think I year 5 cause they don't think I look stressed" or things like "Do I look stressed to you? -.-" in a super duh-tone.

He trains chin-up at home. Thin for a male but muscluar enough.

But then he's not like a normal typical boy. He doesn't fancy playing basketball nor soccer/football. He thinks chasing after a ball is stupid. -facepalm- Sigh. Too smart already that's probably why. All he've been into ever since primary school was robots and robots and... ROBOTS. Sigh... -shakes head- Honestly I quite amazed such a combination like him exists.

Ahem. Can't say that I stalk him based on the above right? Afterall I've been living with him my whole life. :P

Maybe that's why I have high expectations of myself. Ever since young I know there's no way I can compete with him. I just don't have that natural flare. But at least I hope to be in the same league as him. Somehow I just don't think a major difference in acadamic aspect between us looks nice. Afterall we come from the same family and we share similar genes. Somehow the path that he takes, it becomes a dreamy goal for me. IP, triple science, blah blah blah. But then looking at the present, I've done nothing similar to what he did. LOLOL.

Sigh. I'm sooooo distracted doing my MCQs! :(

Twist and turn

Ever since the first of November, I've been the last one to sleep in my family and ever since the second of November, I've been the last to wake up in my family. Heh heh. Turning nocturnal soon ey x.x

Cannot lose momentum of studying! Dx Need to do some catching up soon! But... LOLOL. What happened to all the going outs after the First. Sigh. Everyone's preparing for their geog/hcl. I'm the only one who has the 2 weeks break. Actually not. Huiru has too. Just that she says to go out after the geog paper. HEHEHE. Actually on second thoughts, I don't feel like going out these 2 weeks. Just wanns stay at home and do my 1000 mcq book and chilllll with running man xD #lazymax. But I gotta hunt for my prom dress soon. Tsk. Mygosh. Bet I'm like the only one that hasn't found her dress yet ._.

Whatever. Shall turn off the comp and sleep early tonight. Hope my body alarm wakes me up at 7ish tomorrow :) Sleeping my braids tonight again! xD Have a recent love for overnight curls :P

Goodnight!

기억 안 나?

GOOD MORNING. Really detest the latest YouTube layout. Sigh... How many times have I said I hate changes. Looks like it'll take me another 2-3 weeks getting used to the new layout.

Bought the 1000 MCQ questions book. LOL. Crazygirl97. But I'll try finish all of them by O Levels.

Lastly, I have started watching Running Man after my last major paper on the 1st of November. That awkward moment when you have friends whose name has initials of RM and when you talk about Running Man on twitter with the abrivated form, that friend wasted 10 sec of his/her life reading the tweet. LOL. Okay so random. Tsk shall sleep soon.

Mummy's friend came over this/last... on SUNDAY afternoon and I was called over just to let the friend take a look at me and have me stand there for 10 mins for her to look up down whole body. LOL. Quite... Pointless ._. Whatever, at least I had a wonderful lunch with my family today/yesterday... on SUNDAY.

Hope my parents allow me to go to the airport and watch planes fly study.

Goodnight.

I don't know too.

Made myself resist all urge to watch running man after Os. AND YAYYYYYYYYYYY. LOLOL. Okay Os are not over. But all major papers are over. So I'm watching them now!! ^^ LOLOL. So slow lah. I've got so many friends who watch running man though they are not interested in any korean stars/varitey shows/dramas and everyone around me keep talking about it. And I'm like the only clueless one tsk x.x HEHEHE. IT'S OKAY. CAUSE I'M GONNA CATCH UP REALLLL SOON!! :D

如果你愿意一层一层 一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全 心全意

Whoop Whoop!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO. ENJOYIN' THE UNOFFICAL POST O-LEVELS PERIOD!!

Okay although I kind of messed up my emath, bio, HISTORY and maybe a little of english. BUT IT'S OVAR. I did my best in studying, forcing myself to wake up early just to do work or STUDY. Leaving the rest to the Lord. HEHEHEHE. I FEEL SO LIGHT NAO. LOLOL. It's not 3.45 yet. Friends are still taking Physics :P

It's okay if I don't get a single digit, it's okay if I don't get 5A1s. Afterall, the Lord won't give me 1 mark more or less than what's best for me. Taking the path of faith. :)

Episode 69 :')
比起柯偉翔，其实趙東陽值得更欣賞。不是每個人都能接受事實，最後瀟灑­的放手，不增加她/他的負擔。有些愛默默放在心底更偉大！至少已­表白過了，雖然被拒絕但心中不會有遺憾。