Feeling somewhat... confident for chem already. But econs and bio... LOLOL. Zero. Die.
Shall take a short break from blog :)
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
난 할수있어 (^_^)
Seungri was so cute in running man episode 30 I'm starting to like him :>
Episode 31 haha's have dance. Likeacutepenguin xD
Sigh at how much my brother influences my life. HEHEHEHE. At least I can read and write in basic Korean thanks to him. Hahaha and then when you people are trying to figure out what I'm typing by Google translate... MAJOR FAIL. HEHEHEHE. Google translate doesn't capture 60% of the expression. GO LEARN SOME KOREAN BEFORE YOU TRUE STALK ME. Yeah? ;) Variety shows. Where I learn the most though.
Though a lot of time was wasted on travelling but it was totally worth it. Super productive morning and afternoon. Suuuuuuper peaceful at the viewing gallery. HAHAHAHAH. Diana and I made two "friends" today. B-boyers some more! Hehehe :P
Currently blogging while watching running man. Mygosh. Think tomorrow wake up will get 内伤 man. Can't laugh cause I'll disturb my sleeping family but it's like soooooo funny I can die laughing.
It was a good daywatching planes fly studying. ^^
Episode 31 haha's have dance. Likeacutepenguin xD
Sigh at how much my brother influences my life. HEHEHEHE. At least I can read and write in basic Korean thanks to him. Hahaha and then when you people are trying to figure out what I'm typing by Google translate... MAJOR FAIL. HEHEHEHE. Google translate doesn't capture 60% of the expression. GO LEARN SOME KOREAN BEFORE YOU TRUE STALK ME. Yeah? ;) Variety shows. Where I learn the most though.
Though a lot of time was wasted on travelling but it was totally worth it. Super productive morning and afternoon. Suuuuuuper peaceful at the viewing gallery. HAHAHAHAH. Diana and I made two "friends" today. B-boyers some more! Hehehe :P
Currently blogging while watching running man. Mygosh. Think tomorrow wake up will get 内伤 man. Can't laugh cause I'll disturb my sleeping family but it's like soooooo funny I can die laughing.
It was a good day
Saturday, November 10, 2012
Life of a glass.
Tweeted goodnight on Twitter, laid on bed, but somehow my heart and mind wasn't settled and I just couldn't fall asleep. Friendship problems rang in my mind. And so I decided I'll stop keeping everything to myself and just pour everything out.
Didn't touched the comp at all today! Was k-ing my 1000 chem mcq book. Finished 300 questions! Finally back on track with my schedule! But bio... LOLOL. 200-300 questions behind time. Hahaha yeah. I don't say behind time in my previous posts for no reason. I'm reallyyyyy so behind my schedule. Must complete these two 1000 mcq books by Tuesday!! Oh and my TYS'es. Wanna redo them from 211 backwards. Much complete bio chem tys by this week! And then mydearest econs, shall touch it from Monday onwards. :)
Okay buy I admit half of my afternoon was spent on quality time with my phone. Hehehe. Finished innocent man episodes 17 &18. Such a tragedy. :( Kang Maru. The nicest guy that you can't find on earth. That's the actual translation from the Korean title. INFLUENCED MUMMY TO WATCH IT!! SHE SAID THE PLOT WAS GOOD WHILE I WAS WATCHING EPISODE 12. HAHAHAHAH. LIKE FINALLY MUMMY, achievement unlock for me and you. I finally got you to watch a drama that doesn't have your all time favourite stars like kim hyunjong, lee minho, jerry yan and ella chen. And mummy, you are finally not pressing the reply buttons for down with love, bof, playful kiss and personal taste. And out of all four, I only completed watching bof because I was young with lots of time during sec 1 while for the rest, I just can't bare to finish watching them cause it became too boring at the end(..?) Yeah. Goodie!
When glass breaks, the cracks move at a speed greater than three thousand miles per hour. All you had to do was to drop it on a hard floor, and it sets off this reaction that came so quickly that you couldn't take it back, even if you wanted to. Newton said that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction — there are consequences for everything.
Didn't touched the comp at all today! Was k-ing my 1000 chem mcq book. Finished 300 questions! Finally back on track with my schedule! But bio... LOLOL. 200-300 questions behind time. Hahaha yeah. I don't say behind time in my previous posts for no reason. I'm reallyyyyy so behind my schedule. Must complete these two 1000 mcq books by Tuesday!! Oh and my TYS'es. Wanna redo them from 211 backwards. Much complete bio chem tys by this week! And then my
Okay buy I admit half of my afternoon was spent on quality time with my phone. Hehehe. Finished innocent man episodes 17 &18. Such a tragedy. :( Kang Maru. The nicest guy that you can't find on earth. That's the actual translation from the Korean title. INFLUENCED MUMMY TO WATCH IT!! SHE SAID THE PLOT WAS GOOD WHILE I WAS WATCHING EPISODE 12. HAHAHAHAH. LIKE FINALLY MUMMY, achievement unlock for me and you. I finally got you to watch a drama that doesn't have your all time favourite stars like kim hyunjong, lee minho, jerry yan and ella chen. And mummy, you are finally not pressing the reply buttons for down with love, bof, playful kiss and personal taste. And out of all four, I only completed watching bof because I was young with lots of time during sec 1 while for the rest, I just can't bare to finish watching them cause it became too boring at the end(..?) Yeah. Goodie!
When glass breaks, the cracks move at a speed greater than three thousand miles per hour. All you had to do was to drop it on a hard floor, and it sets off this reaction that came so quickly that you couldn't take it back, even if you wanted to. Newton said that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction — there are consequences for everything.
가장 친한 친구, 우리는 이젠 그만하자. 네?
You know what's our problem? You are not the problem. Neither am I. It's our perspectives. What I deem as wrong, you don't actually see what's wrong with it. Notice how seldom I start an argument, if you even call it one. You always start talking about how unhappy you are about me. And you expect a reply. So a reply I gave you. But you needs to know that I'm a person too. There's a limit to what I can tolerate from you. This is the first time I took the initiative to pour everything out alright. All the other while I always went "Ah, it's alright. Forget about it. It ain't much. It won't happen again." But it always happened again in one way or another somehow, in the end. Really, you said you changed so much for me. But have I ever asked you to do so? Not that I don't bother at all that you did so much. But all I wanted from you was to accept me for who I am as your friend. My beliefs and stands. And then now you say oh look what I've done for you, I've never changed so much for a person before. Seriously, you would stop looking at what you've done for others and pause to look what others have done for you? And but trying to understand someone isn't changing yourself. Just because you weren't willing to understand anyone in the past but willing to try understand me doesn't make it a big deal that you actually change although I do appreciate that you tried to understand my stands. Like it or not, but if you don't put yourself in other people's shoes then you'll probably live a proud life. Go ahead if you think it's fine with you. 不是有付出,就一定会有实际的收获。
No, I'm not gonna compare and compete with you in who's more tired in this friendship. It's childish and pointless. But yes, I am tired, in fact very tired. Every time I see you upset and ask you what's wrong and then you give me a letter-long message about how upset you are about what I did and you feel that you're not important to me. I know you know that I get tired of all these nonsense. I get tired because I try find ways and means to explain to you in the least hurting way possible. But somehow it ends up as junk because you think they're all excuses. So means to say I've wasted all my efforts in trying to make you feel that you're still important to me, and that I still care for you as a friend. I get even more tired when this cycle repeats itself like ten over times throughout this short period of ten months. Look here, and let me tell you this. If you weren't important to me at all, would I even spend all that energy to make you feel slightly better, to feel upset at this matter, to even care whether you're alright or not? And I really don't understand why. WHY. Why you always go whose right and whose wrong when if you realized pinpointing whose right and wrong doesn't actually solve the problems that we have with each other cause it really all boils down to our perspective.
Excuses. They are all excuses to you. But if they do justify my stand, they're still excuses to you too? Then what reply do you want from me? An apology? Sure, I'll give it to you. But it'll be meaningless. If you fail to make me realize why I was so wrong. You said before to not care so much anymore. So you'll be more carefree and be happier. I was honestly happy when you started to think that way. Cause I frankly thought that before, you were too uptight. And insecure(..?) But then somehow or rather, you were still affected. No? Everyone could sense it.
Being friends with you make me feel suffocated sometimes. Constantly worry if I do this, will you get affected by it, even in the slightest manner. Yes, yes I am sensitive. But I don't get upset at people about it. Cause I know I am sensitive. So even if I'm upset about something really small, I don't show it because it's really nothing much and it's my own problem/fault that I'm actually upset about something that's almost nothing. And then I'll get over it. And yes, you've mentioned it, you don't have any special feelings for me. But many a times I feel that you're being over-possessive. Call that care for friend or what. But really, somehow, with this care that you give me, I can't... breathe. I feel that I've lost the freedom to be with my other friends who are as important.
All these ten months you've been telling me about how you don't like me to this and that. Well then it's only fair that I have a say too right? To pour out everything. I am not putting a blame on you neither am I saying that you are in the wrong. But rather, since we can't see eye to eye. Maybe let's stop being such good friends. Afterall, maybe because of our perspectives, we can't see eye to eye. Thank you for those sweet memories and let's start from day 1 of 2012; when we were classmates who got along well.
우리 두 피곤 때문에.
No, I'm not gonna compare and compete with you in who's more tired in this friendship. It's childish and pointless. But yes, I am tired, in fact very tired. Every time I see you upset and ask you what's wrong and then you give me a letter-long message about how upset you are about what I did and you feel that you're not important to me. I know you know that I get tired of all these nonsense. I get tired because I try find ways and means to explain to you in the least hurting way possible. But somehow it ends up as junk because you think they're all excuses. So means to say I've wasted all my efforts in trying to make you feel that you're still important to me, and that I still care for you as a friend. I get even more tired when this cycle repeats itself like ten over times throughout this short period of ten months. Look here, and let me tell you this. If you weren't important to me at all, would I even spend all that energy to make you feel slightly better, to feel upset at this matter, to even care whether you're alright or not? And I really don't understand why. WHY. Why you always go whose right and whose wrong when if you realized pinpointing whose right and wrong doesn't actually solve the problems that we have with each other cause it really all boils down to our perspective.
Excuses. They are all excuses to you. But if they do justify my stand, they're still excuses to you too? Then what reply do you want from me? An apology? Sure, I'll give it to you. But it'll be meaningless. If you fail to make me realize why I was so wrong. You said before to not care so much anymore. So you'll be more carefree and be happier. I was honestly happy when you started to think that way. Cause I frankly thought that before, you were too uptight. And insecure(..?) But then somehow or rather, you were still affected. No? Everyone could sense it.
Being friends with you make me feel suffocated sometimes. Constantly worry if I do this, will you get affected by it, even in the slightest manner. Yes, yes I am sensitive. But I don't get upset at people about it. Cause I know I am sensitive. So even if I'm upset about something really small, I don't show it because it's really nothing much and it's my own problem/fault that I'm actually upset about something that's almost nothing. And then I'll get over it. And yes, you've mentioned it, you don't have any special feelings for me. But many a times I feel that you're being over-possessive. Call that care for friend or what. But really, somehow, with this care that you give me, I can't... breathe. I feel that I've lost the freedom to be with my other friends who are as important.
All these ten months you've been telling me about how you don't like me to this and that. Well then it's only fair that I have a say too right? To pour out everything. I am not putting a blame on you neither am I saying that you are in the wrong. But rather, since we can't see eye to eye. Maybe let's stop being such good friends. Afterall, maybe because of our perspectives, we can't see eye to eye. Thank you for those sweet memories and let's start from day 1 of 2012; when we were classmates who got along well.
우리 두 피곤 때문에.
Thursday, November 8, 2012
Shall we stop here?
Did absolute zero work today. Ohmygosh. What have I been doing -.- Watching dramas of courzzzze. LOL. Wasted my day away even though mummy didn't let me go out today. So I should totally have went out right. Better to go out with friends when get cooped at home. But what can I do. I have the strictest parents in the whole century. -facepalm-
Actually my afternoon was spent on running man. Hehehehehe. Song joong ki da brain! :P Watching for people to finish subbing the recent episodes of The Innocent Man. Then at around 4 tilll now I've been watching Sprout. A simple Japanese high school love story I would say..? Though I hardly ever find Japanese people handsome/pretty (yeah, really subjective :P), but what I like about Japanese dramas are the way that they are able to portary the warm between friends and siblings. Though their plot development for romance is a bit... meh. Not... elaborative(..?) enough. Not detailed enough. They're always rather vague. Or maybe cause the Japanese dramas that I watch are not really romance-focused. But then almost every single Taiwan/Korean dramas do have a main romance story/plot in the scripts. So yeah.
But then again. Taiwan/Korean dramas somehow don't portray the warmth of friendship and kinship as well as Japanese dramas in my point of view. Kinship between siblings I mean.
Shall carry this feeling of guilt to sleep and shall wake up with it and then chiong my work! Really behind time x.x Haven't even touch econs yet. I've sooooo dead. Need to prove mummy wrong that when I buy an assement book, I'll finish it! Oh yeah. Still need to touch my TYS'es. SIGH. Wish me all the best for tomorrow because I must force myself to survive without using the computer! :(
Alright then. Goodnight.
Actually my afternoon was spent on running man. Hehehehehe. Song joong ki da brain! :P Watching for people to finish subbing the recent episodes of The Innocent Man. Then at around 4 tilll now I've been watching Sprout. A simple Japanese high school love story I would say..? Though I hardly ever find Japanese people handsome/pretty (yeah, really subjective :P), but what I like about Japanese dramas are the way that they are able to portary the warm between friends and siblings. Though their plot development for romance is a bit... meh. Not... elaborative(..?) enough. Not detailed enough. They're always rather vague. Or maybe cause the Japanese dramas that I watch are not really romance-focused. But then almost every single Taiwan/Korean dramas do have a main romance story/plot in the scripts. So yeah.
But then again. Taiwan/Korean dramas somehow don't portray the warmth of friendship and kinship as well as Japanese dramas in my point of view. Kinship between siblings I mean.
Shall carry this feeling of guilt to sleep and shall wake up with it and then chiong my work! Really behind time x.x Haven't even touch econs yet. I've sooooo dead. Need to prove mummy wrong that when I buy an assement book, I'll finish it! Oh yeah. Still need to touch my TYS'es. SIGH. Wish me all the best for tomorrow because I must force myself to survive without using the computer! :(
Alright then. Goodnight.
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