Take a chance

I realised that I've actually a very limited engery span. Was laughing crazily during recess so I was like super quiet during econs lesson after recess. So I guess laughing consumes quite a lot of engery huh?

Oh ya, and today, mummy told me that while I was sleeping last night, I was sleep talking. And what I said was "I don't want to study!" And she told me afterwards "aiyo, even in sleep also dont want study. really dont know what to do with you" And I was ROFLing the whole time she told me the little story.

Since my attention span is really short and my motivation doesnt last, but I still wanna give it one more try. Gonna start doing my homework now. Well, okay it's so late already. Shall try the resolution tomorrow :P


Think this is really cool

So I guess we're back to square one?

Facebook is really so depressing sometimes. I'll randomly click on someone's profile, usually people that I used to be close to and from their recent photos, see how well they've been. Make me think of how we drifted, how we're not talking anymore. Maybe we all weren't really good friends in the first place but merely acquaintance and I was the foolish one who all the while one-sidely felt that we all were really good friends that could talk about anything under the sun. So I guess maybe I was wrong.

I realised that even if I don't cry in front of people easily, I'm still a very sentimental person. I didn't cry during the MTDC graduation concert, when the syf result was announced and others despite me feeling sad also. Don't even think anyone in school saw me cry before. But isn't the feeling of not being able to cry worse? So seeing all of us not as close as before, makes me really sad. Who can I tell everything to? I can't even tell the closest person to me everything. And then I keep everything myself, suffocating. Horrible feeling.

Mixed feelings

Ever marvelled at the way things work? And despite the way the earth spins we were able to meet each other? I wowed at the fact that our ear is an organ even more special than you thought. The ear is the anatomical organ that detects sound. It not only acts as a receiver for sound, but also plays a major role in the sense of balance and body position.

Close your eyes, and not see. Stop breathing, and not smell. Stop eating, and not taste. Stop moving, and not touch. But you cannot never not hear even if you shut your ears. Special huh?

Something about these few days. A confession, it's really not easy to be a godly Christian. It's difficult to be a good testimony for Christ. It's even more challenging to not get angry so easily, considering my temperament. It's been really demoralizing the fact I keep making mistakes I try not to make. It's harder than I thought. But I've been encouraged but one of the RPGs and I'm all better already.

I've not recovered from my sore throat since ASG and I still miss ASG and it's finale. Replay those moments for a while. And flash back to the present. Time to do my homework and revise amaths.

I don't see a point in making you my priority when you only treat me as your alternative; your backup tower.

Butter fingers

Hello. I realised I've been really lazy to post nowadays. Since I do most of the thinking durng bus rides and at school but I tend to forgot my thoughts when I'm at home facing the computer having the screen tuned to http://www.blogger.com/. Well, I can't really be blamed rightt? :) Cause I'm well known for short term memory and I can forget a person's answer and ask a question the second time in a matter of few seconds. :B

Currently, post-camp/retreat I've been trying to do my QTs on the bus and try to memorise the verse if it's kinda short enough. And then I'll try review it again at night before I go to bed. Well I kinda figured out that it's bad enough that I'm not living a very godly live and it'd be worse if I stumble the faith of the younger ones. So I've decided to start doing QT everyday. And try to obey my parents, help them take stuffs, do this and that even if I really don't feel like doing it or I'm really tired max. That's probably the only way that'll help me keep close to God. Everything starts small, and it starts from the heart. So hopefully the inside will help change the outside as time goes by. Pray that I won't backslide and be a bad testimony for Christ.

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If you guys ever noticed, my blog title has seldom got a relationship with what I'm going to write. That's mainly because, usually the title is just a summary of the day or maybe some words I wanna say to anyone or maybe just a thought that was able to linger on my mind till now. Well just a small HuiEn fact I guess.

So anyway, the last thing I'm gonna type about. I forgot to bring PE attire for 2 consecutive weeks and had to exchange attires with Diana, week 1, she was like bai-kah-ish so she didn't really needed a PE attire. Week 2 which was this week, I swapped with Cheryl. She was blur enough to thought that there was PE so both of us exchanged attires and I saved her from detention, she saved me from mr lim's suans. Thank God for all these people. God works in a mysterious but perfect way.

A to the S to the E - A - N!

Thank God for a rather smooth ASG performance! Everything was too awesome to be put into words. The finale performance totally made the whole ASG experience worth it. And because most of the sec 3 decided to wait for the last bus home, the wait was totally worth it cause we took TRUCKLOADS of photos! ;D Uploaded some of the nicer ones. I wasn't smiling properly yesterday. Think cause I had not enough rest and face was distaughted x.x

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