Kiss the rain

You know when in dramas you see that people shiver from the rain outdoors? It somehow seemed kinda fake to me. I mean like, the rain got so cold meh? -.- But yesterday morning while going to school I got caught in a super heavy rain. And the rain is not cold. ITS THE DAMN WIND THAT WAS SUPER FREAKING COLD. Gushes and gushed of wind not stopping. Even when I was waiting at the bus stop, I was still wet. Cause the stupid wind blew the rain at me. And my whole skirt was wet -.- I was like shivering and my teeth was chattering while waiting for Diana darling to bring me umbrella. No joke and I'm not exaggerating. It was colddddddddddddd. x.x

And this morning I heard brother playing kiss the rain. And it never fails to soften my heart early in the morning. Number one, I was referring to the song, not my brother's play. He's not there yet LOL. Number two, I'm always very moody on a saturday morning when I've just woken up cause I don't have enough sleep. Number three, okay there's no number three.

I really hate Saturdays. Okay maybe hate is a little too harsh to word to express my discontentment with every Saturdays, but it still doesn't stop me from disliking it. Its bad enough. I have two tuitions on Saturdays and it's not that I dislike my tutors. I love them. Their good at teaching. I just hate the pre-tuition feeling I have before every single tuition starts. I get that sian...-tuition-again feeling. But tuition always end up productive and I feel super good after tuition anyway. But my main point is I have a very strong pre-tuition sianness feeling. Makes me feel totally depressed.

So what should I say then?

I know I haven't been really posting very recently or anything and not exactly active on twitter but okay I had a tummy upset today :/ So I wasn't productive at all today. Listened to KTR till 11 and kinda felt sad that it ended at 11 so soon.

Okay anyway, read ziyan's blog and all her posts there. It was touching (..?) Don't know what's the right word. But she made me even more believed that she's beautiful and unique in her own way.

Right. You know. I always dream about the weirdest dream?! This morning. First I dreamt that I was in school and then celebrating this sec 5 couple's wedding IN SCHOOL (!??!!) My dream doesn't even make the least sense. Then the next moment I realised I was in this cruise ship where we used Thailand currency but it was heading to Malaysia cause it was a choir trip and choir ALWAYS go to Malaysia. And then I suddenly see a lot of friends from everywhere, not plainly choir mates. School mates and church mates. LOL. And then suddenly I have a lot of kpop male celeb's hp numbers and apparently I'm good friends with them and they speak good English.

So suddenly I forgot how, I went to safe keep my phone cause of I-forgot-what-already. And by the time I wanted to redeme it back, it costed me 45 bucks and I was in such a state of cannot-think-properly so I forgotten about my own money and tried lending money from others. And then I scrolled through my contact list and I found the name YOSEOB. AND I CALLED HIM AND ASK WHERE HE WAS AND ASK HIM WHERE HE WAS I GO FIND HIM. I remembered in the dream he said something like he was at the rooftop of the cruise but don't want find him so soon. But too late, I was already on the roof. AND I SAW HIM WITH HIS GF HAHAHA. SO IN ORDER TO CHASE ME AWAY HE GAVE ME 50 BUCKS HAHAHA. So here's the thing. When my phone is being safe kept, how does it make sense that I used the same phone to call people?! LOLOLOL. My dreams reaaaaaaaaaaally don't make any sense.

AND I TOLD MUMMY ABOUT MY DREAM EARLIER THIS MORNING DURING BREAKFAST AND SHE SAID I WAS SUCH A DREAMER. Okay, I excluded the kpop part, cause think she'll say worse stuff about me. But I guess I'm really a big big dreamer. From let's say handphone..? I'll think of text (maybe) then maybe a scene of a drama where the actor recieves a text and then think of another actor in the same drama and other activities of that actor. LOL. Okay, that's when I daydream. My nightdream dreams hardly even links to each other, yet it made so much sense when I was dreaming the dream LOL.

Okay. Done with my dreaming bit. Now back to reality. Got the taiwan trip form but not sure what to write for learning outcome since I DON'T TAKE GEOG. HAISH. SIAN. Okay, will see how tomorrow.

Thank you for sending me that text :)

So torned in between :(

This has been troubling me for awhile. I can't decided if I should go for the taiwan geog trip or choir malaysia trip. LOL. Actually I don't even know if I'll be choosen for the geog trip mainly cause I don't even take geog. But hopefully cause I take bio chem so I can go. But then if I go for the taiwan trip, I can't spend my last choir out of singapore trip (won't use the word overseas since I don't consider Malaysia overseas after being there EVERY YEAR for past choir trips) with the other sec 3s and we've already planned staying up the last night together watching the sun rise so when on the COACH (its not a freaking plane cause its malaysia -.-) back we can sleep all we want. Okay. Sucha killer joy. Totally.

I'm not confident for any As for my EOYs this year since I've been slacking so much and doing nothing productive. But I'll try my best to be as productive as possible this whole period until my EOYs end. I'm mentally prepared to not get good results back BUT I'm imagining myself getting As for O LEVELS. SO WATCH OUT PEOPLE! I may not do well this year, BUT IM DEFINATELY GETTING MY As NEXT YEAR! WATCH ME! #somotivated.

Alright, shall bathe now then mug on bio! :) So thankful I've got ZhiYe to text 24/7 about bio! <3

Probably the best thing ever.

Choir camp was a blast! :) Well was really hesistant whether should I go or not, should I play or not, should I this or that. But thank God it really turned out well! :)

First day had dry station games part 1: WON ALL THE GAMES (Y). Danced mr simple during talent night.

Seconday day dry station games part 2: win 2, lose 2. :( BUT ITS OKAY SINCE IT DOLCE. Stayed up to watch sun rise with the sec 3s but unfortunately plan failed cause we all konked out when it was 430 am.

Third day wet games was... errrrrrrr.... (N) Cause of the flour part. Other than that, it was (Y)

Dolce 2011 Official Cheer: "EDWIN ICECREAM"
HAHAHA HOPE EDWIN KEEPS HIS PROMISE AND TREAT US ICECREAM IF WE DONT GET TOP 3

So then, again.

Hello September, well it's kind of late but hahahah whatever lah. Right, so my only official free day would be only Wednesday since I have tuition tomorrow and a tbc dental afternoon appointment. And I don't know if I should follow Dolce to buy the props for camp since it's my ONLY FREE DAY and I've barely got anytime to complete my homework. Which reminds me, gotta complete tomorrow's tuition homework for tomorrow. Siannnnnn... Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz (z foreverrrrrrrr). I'm quite sick of all the tuitioning but after tuition I'll always feel so accomplished. So tuition gives me mixed feelings.

Thank God oral went rather, pretty, quite smooth for me today. REALISED EXAMINER WASN'T MS HO BUT MR FAZLIN! (Y) TOTALLY AWESOME. When I went in the room he still asked me if he tested me last year HAHAHAHA HE REMEMBERS ME. But the fact is he tests me like EVERY ORAL EXAM SINCE SEC 1 LOLOL. Oh was Yuanshan & Jason loud that I could hear them speak when they were in the next room while waiting for Mingsiew or was the corridor just too quiet? But I could hear Yuanshan & Jason more clearly than Mingsiew. Maybe its just them and not me LOL. Okay, that was random.

Not exactly hyped up for this holiday although I was super expecting it but then I realised the school has eaten up 4 out of 7 days of it. And with my normal life with tuition, it'll be minus another 2 days. Only 1 day to myself. HOW SAD. Yes, I guess everyone's life gets sadder and sadder by the moment. Sec 4 next year. Goshhhhhhhhhhh. Okay, shall put up my target grades now for EOY:
English; B4
HCL; B4
Add Maths; A1
Elmt Maths; A2-B3
Chem; B4
Bio; A1-A2
CHUM; A2
Econs; B3

SHALL NOT SCORE ANY GRADE C FOR EOY RAWR.
#MOREDETERMINDEDTHANEVER
#TWITTERHASHTAG(Y)

Okay, must catch up with my chem and bio. They are reeeeeeeally lacking. As for english... I shall... Just ask for tips lah. Need to get really good grades for EOY and shove it in my parents face. SO THEY SHALL NOT NAG ANYMORE. MUST SHOW THEM I CAN ACHIEVE RESULTS. #nerd

What Mr Fazlin said to me today really make me even more determined to work harder. He say he hope to see me around the top for Os but I'm like in the second worst class. OHMYGOSH #EMBARRASSEDFOREVER. SO, I SHALL ACHIEVE WOW RESULTS. NO MORE WATCHING SHOWS TILL DECEMBER HOLIDAY. The most only 2h per day. (Think I watch like 5h per day now LOL. #die)

Okay then, shall just donwload songs for my phone and start on tuition homework then school homework.
#reallyneedtoworkhard

HAHAH WHATS WITH ME AND TWITTER HASHTAGS TODAY. (Y)

Okayyyyyyy, bye :)