Stop being stubborn. z.

I like it how when you're so close to a guy friend that you can insert as much hearts in a convo like how you do like it's a girl-girl conv and they know it's cause you're really so close. So far I can only do this to Ian Milton and yx only. And maybe xy if he's considered a friend..? HAHAHAH. MAH DADDY. HAHAHAH. Bet if I did ♥ x10000 to a normal guy friend he'll probably think I'm a flirt or a super high person and get freaked out. Yayz I love all my close guy friends.

Have been chatting with Diana recently. If you see this... I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TAKE CHINA STUDIES AND JOINED INDIAN DANCE. But I take that as a sign you love me. Cause you've became a CHINdian(a). HEHEHEHE YAY for you too.

Didn't actually wanted to go to STAND's group lunch on Sunday honestly cause thought not a lot of people I knew were going. Plus it was at Thai Express... Not a fan of Thai food and erm... It's so darn expensive it takes up about half my weekly allowances. I mean based on my food intake. Plus I would be going out several times this week so I was kinda hesistant on not going. Not keen on getting more money from parents in the case where I run low on money. And no intention on touching my wages either. Serena wasn't around in Singapore, Luke had comm meeting, Dana and Jingyi most probably won't go too since they're still in teens. Didn't think Stacy and Jingwen would go either. But turned out they were going! Okay... So decided to go anywayz. Then shared some beeef stick noodle with Stacy because the looking at the price of the food in the menu probably filled our stomach by half.

Headed to gongcha to get some gongcha (duh). Heheheh. Not a fan of gongcha either cause of previous bad experiences such as ordering their milk tea and it tasted so horrible I almost puked. Their milk is just too... overwhelming for me. Then their fruit tea, even at 50% still tasted like koi's 100%... Then Claire introduced me to their wintermelon milk tea. Goodness gracious... By far the best gongcha experience I ever had. And even while typing this entry I crave for one cup too.

Enrolment package arrived today, 3 days late. The message SP sent to me stated "You would receive your enrolment package by 1 March." Sigh feel so cheated.

Lots of going outs during the March holidays!! Er.... Think all my days are booked out already x.x My dear jc frenzzzzzzzzz. Luke's inviting me to USS saying that he'll sponsor $30 if I go but I'm still contemplating if I should go. After all it hasn't been long since I last visited USS. May get boredzxc.

Okayz. It's 1 in the morning and I gotta wake up by 8 tomorrow. -claps- Good job. Sigh. Really tired and sleepy but I don't wanna budge. That means doing all my before-I-go-to-bed procedures and then finally walk to the switch, switch the lights off, and finally painstakingly walk to my bed with the last ounce of energy I'm gonna use up for the day JUST TO SLEEP.

Gonna collect my passport tomorrow. Shall grab a cup of gongcha's wintermelon tea!!

Goodnightz.

I need to run.

Good morning!! LOLOL. Jk. Wanted to post something and then while surfing through the net I forgotten what I wanted to type. So oh well. Gonna get my teeth washed tomorrow! Like finally after agesssss since I removed my braces. Oh andz Foreign Lang in poly is so. darn. expensive! :O It's like $160?! Or more expensive than that since that was np's rate. Not sure about sp. And yes I have not received ma enrollment package. Urgh. SP is so slowz. Or is it the post office's problem? But heard from seniors who're from the sp admin that I'll receive it by 3 March. Bleh. And I'm considering to start using Instagram to post pictures instead of plainly following people. Heh. Maybe when I start in poly. Then I'll start using..? :) Oh well. You'll know when I start using if you follow me on Twitter cause I'll definitely link it to Twitter if I start posting pictures on Instagram.... Or maybe not..? ;) LOLOL. We'll see. :)

ANYWAYZZZZ. Happy 17th dear girl! Hope you've had a blast today! Words to say, akan datang where you'll find it in your card. Heh. Just a mention to let you know that I've not forgotten about you throughout the day! HAHAH.

Next stop, March. Is it time to move on?

Shall hurry finish typing out this post before it hits 12. But it's gonna be a short post anywayz. Or at least I hope...

Finally got myself to complete Rooftop Prince yesterday, ever since I got bored at the 3rd episode. But while listening/watching one of the FMVs with it's audio as the song I got to see clips of the later episodes, especially the final few episodes and it did look a little interesting. So got myself to watching through the bore at around episodes 4-7..? Roughly around there. And I also skipped the part where it featured Taemoo's dad. Totally bored me. Sorry. :P But I thought that the plot was rather well written. The warm feeling you get when you finally realised Leegak's quest was to find the lost fate that he had with Buyong/Parkha while watching halfway through the drama. But one thing I thought that wasn't so nice was that Buyong died in the end, leaving Leegak lonely by himself in the Joseon period while Parkha had Taeyong in the present time. Although the drama did show Parkha's inner voice talking to Leegak and they sort of filtered Taeyong to Leegak but... Yeah. Maybe Buyong had to die so to show that Leegak actually loved Parkha instead of Buyong and Parkha actually loved Leegak instead of Taeyong but still if Parkha was able to meet Taeyong, they should've been fair to Leegak. That was something I thought that could have been better.

Had a comparatively shorter time using the computer  today so I didn't do much drama viewing or whatsoever. But I watched Jackal is Coming. Thought Jihyo (LOLOL. idk what was her name in the movie although she was the Jackal) could have more romance with Choihyun. But really loved how it was revealed in the movie that Jihyo was actually putting on a show, making viewers think that she was a really clumsy person until like the last 15min of the movie..? But she was super cool in the movie! (Y)

I see that I'm slowly starting to like Korean sitcom! Finished High Kick 3... Er... With the exception of the last few episodes cause the site that I'm watching from seem to have broken links and not a lot of sites sub Korean sitcoms... Sigh. L-O-O-O-O-O-O-V-E the Ahn siblings!! Heheheh. Oh yeah, of which, Lee Jong Suk; I still can't find any subs for School 2013 episode 16 and it's Special episode. Bleh. :( In times like these I really wished I understood Korean and don't need to pathetically wait for subs. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if people who understood Korean actually feel "Hahaha I know Korean so I don't have to beg/wait so long for subs." Cause that's what I feel sometimes too while I watch Taiwan dramas and especially when I see in the comments section in YouTube "ENG SUBS PLEASEEEE -sad face x10000-"

The last day of February: Officially 1 month into JC for 90% of my friends and I see them complaining like it's already more stress than preparation for Os last year. I guess I'm a little thankful that I decided not to go JC..? I know biz courses in poly is also rather hectic and that it's not gonna be easy with all the projects going around and a lot of studying modules but at least I'm not taking an important exam NEXT year. I may be an inconsistent performer in terms of academics and in that sense, going to JC would seem to be a more legit path for me but I don't like grappling with all those stress and whatnot because I'm not the kind of person who can handle 100% hardwork. And JC's like 200% sweat. LOLOL. At least what I find out from my seniors. And no I don't see my brother ever stressed from preparing for As so he cannot be considered as a normal student.

And now to my last point. I've got 20min before it turns 12. Scrolling through my Twitter before I began typing this post and somehow I came to realization that I seem to be drifting away from my secondary school friends. Well it could be just me lah butz I just can't help wondering if it's true. And to a small extent do I feel that we no longer have common topics. They're convs with each other on Twitter alone make me feel that, ahhh everyone has all moved on. Maybe it's just that cause everysingleclosefriendsI'veeverknown has gone to jc. The only people I talk to nowadays are just my mum and grandma at home. I mean during my most wake hours. Dad out work, Brother out intern. LOL. My social life has shrunk to a... I DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD TO DESCRIBE. WOW. That's how small it is now man. Okay, just a comforting thought was that one day yuanxing texted me and asked me out to eat ajisen with him one day. LOLOL. But then looking back.... WHERE ARE ALL MY ONCE-SO-CLOSE- GIRL FRIENDS. The only people I'm (even barely) keeping in contact now that are in JC would be Yijie Xiangping & Kaiying.

Just did a scan through my entry. Wow. And I sayed that it would be a short one. Maybe not then. Sucha lengthy wordy post with small words and no peektures. #turnoff. Yeah good, maybe then don't read at all, I'll gladly appreciate it. And I sincerely hope I didn't sound sarcastic there.

Goodnight, February. :)

Everything's gonna be fine

Failed attempt at packing my cupboard. Shall pack it tomorrow then... with a greater determination of not seeing a wardrobe that looks like it's gonna become a rubbish chute soon if there's not gonna be any maintaince... or should I say action taken. LOLOL.

Failed to make any flan today either cause the kitchen was so used up by mummy and not tomorrow either cause it's gonna be equally used up too... -.- Although I've not lost my craving for the bakes but I've lost the mood to bake. But I just smsed mummy the list of ingredients that I needed for my bake. And she replied me with a "Sleep now."... Seriously... -.-

Only thing that lightened up my day was that I overcame my laziness for 5 min, went out of the house and off to 7-11 to get some ice cream. And then conveniently some chips and sprite. Sigh. Days without work... nothing to look forward to... but then again I'm really fussy with jobs. Have to be worth the wages they're paying me and worth my time/effort in the job. Then it has to be convenient for me to go to and fro. And then lastly, preferentially with one or two friends as colleagues and no interview if possible.

Looking back, even those 2 weeks after 8th Feb, I've been just living an aimles life. Wake up, watch whatevee nice drama/shows I can find on the net, lunch, continue watching, dinner, continue watching, wifi gets cut suddenly, continue watching on my phone, sleep. I haven't been using it wisely for the profit for my spiritual health. Not reading and studying the bible much. Since I've got so much time, it's legit that I should study the bible as much as I can before school starts right? Seems like my priority is changing slowly. :/ Looks like I have to change it back asap. But slowly. Shall start with qt tomorrow morning.

Just a phrase I wanna leave behind.

Maybe somwhere, some time.

As much as I don't wish to admit it, I really miss you guys a lot.

I. Need. A. Job.

Can't wait for poly to start! Can it like start tomorrow... :( And so excited to get my enrollment package!

Wanna try baking chocolate lava again some time soon.

I need to buy ramekins! Think ikea has it cheaper but phoon huat seems nearer.

Making flan tomorrow! ^^ Then maybe yoghurt cupcakes on Saturday..?

Bits of my thoughts all over the place.

End of story. :)